Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhang Yichen actually knew very well in his heart that he couldn't blame his mother for this incident. His mother didn't make too many mistakes. He was just lost in his own freedom. He didn't know what he wanted most What do you want? He was too young at that time, and easily forgot that he had a family, children, and even elderly people to take care of.

"I said that no matter when and where, I will never blame you for the past. We have been through so much. You also know how scared I am. I am afraid of losing my family. I am even afraid of losing my family. The feeling of being lost and found, when you leave and come back to this home again, how happy I am, how happy, how happy, but when you choose to leave again after you return home, at that moment you can be happy again. I thought about how hopeless and lost I was

My parents, whom I have been looking forward to for many years, finally returned home, but in the end they chose for other reasons. The moment they wanted to leave again, my inner world collapsed. I never thought about my parents. Just how cruel is it that you are willing to abandon your own son again and again, and choose to treat my own son in this way again and again. I once thought, I regret everything, if Time can come back again, I don’t want to be your child, because I live very tired, in order to become the child you most want, how much effort I have put in and how many people have worked hard like me, How many people have thought about it from my point of view. No one can understand all the injuries I suffered. I have always relied on my strong heart to get to today. I have achieved what I am today. I did not rely on than anyone.

Even though you have not been by my side these years, I have received the best education, because my grandpa gave me his sincerity and all his love for my parents. I grew up in an environment where I didn't lack anyone's love for me.I am just not reconciled, I am not reconciled that all children have the love of their parents, but I do not, I am not reconciled that other children can get the best love of their parents without giving anything, but I have given everything Everything in my life can't be exchanged for my parents' sincerity towards me.

As a child, I was really scared, I never thought that one day I would become what I am now scared, lost and found, tortured me almost crazy, I abandoned all my sanity, as long as you can Stay by my side, I don't want anything, I don't care about anything, but in the end I found that even if I abandon everything and don't want anything, I can't get your love for me, that kind of love is innate , but you don't have that kind of love for me, maybe you didn't treat me as your child from the beginning, but I'm still very happy in my heart, because you brought me into this world and let me live in this world Seeing this gorgeous and colorful scenery, let me get all the care and love my grandfather has for me. Not everyone can understand that kind of love. How warm all his love is, and how much he has for me day and night without rest

When I was hospitalized due to illness, I was in the hospital, and at the moment when I was about to approach Hades, my grandpa who was insomnia stayed with me all night and all night, and where were my parents, you lived your life freely and freely outside. Life, you have gained freedom, but you have abandoned my son, who do I owe, and who and what kind of pressure have I put in my life to make you treat me in this way?

I used to think that if I cross thousands of rivers and mountains, I can find my parents. Gradually, I found that I can’t, because my parents are not in the same area as me. They didn’t think about staying by my side, so they are far away from me. Far away, they went to a corner that I may not be able to find in my whole life. Only the two of them know that they are living the life they want there, laughing and laughing happily every day, and I With my grandfather, my family, my children, my wife can only suffer here, how can I live in pain here.

When my wife became this moment, I knew what I lost for you. I lost a wife who loved me the most. She gave a lot for me. She chose to be with me regardless of her parents’ opposition. , but I failed him. Seeing his appearance, I really don't know how to explain to my father-in-law and mother-in-law.

You used to only know to blame him, but have you ever thought about it, but a parent is not a child who defends himself. When you blame him, have you ever thought that his parents know that he has something deep in his heart? What a loss, that was their precious daughter, their only child, and they entrusted his only daughter to me, and I let him be hurt, and now this parent, I am ashamed of them, I did not Face to see them, I changed everything that is mine into this, and who ever thought about how difficult my life is, I really hope that everyone in the family can live happily, but I ended up getting nothing.

Maybe it was because I was too self-indulgent that I made everything what it is now, but do you know that the so-called love is the heart of faith. At that time, I couldn't understand all the reactions, but I didn't dare to approach , because I am afraid of being rejected by my wife, but do you know that as soon as I see my wife, he seems to paralyze the nerves of my whole body, I can only breathe secretly, I dare not cry loudly, because I am afraid Scared him, I was afraid he would hide from me, unwilling to be with me, many people would get a confidant in the mist, but all I got was my own wife, my own child, my happiness My family, but now my happy family is broken, I don’t know how to restore it, I have thought about what this family will be like one day, what kind of way my wife and I will use to get along.

Unexpectedly, after so many years, my wife has become my effort, and he has become the effort of this family for love. He is selflessly dedicating his life, but I have never taken into account his feelings. What a failure you did. I am not qualified to say that you are not competent parents, because I am not a qualified husband. I let my wife become like this, which is my biggest failure. "