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Once I encountered some difficulties, I was able to let my favorite things return to the original example. What is the result that Mr. Sun wants? I can't see what I care about, and everything runs counter to it. I deviate from my original intention and realize that everything is really not what I want.

"No matter what you tell me or what you say, I will never let go of your hand in my life, and you will never want to get rid of you completely. Don't you just want to live happily and happily? It's very simple , you are with me, I can give you the life you want, give you everything you want, why do you treat me like this, abandon me cruelly, is it really so happy for you Then you see me in pain, do you feel good?" Zhang Zhentian once again opened up his entanglement.

Xia Jing also felt speechless towards Zhang Zhentian. How can there be such a person, because he has already said so absolutely, so there is no room for him to leave, but why does he still choose to do this? Is it really so important in his eyes? What kind of person I am, I can't even figure it out, so why do others figure it out? In many cases, maybe my own requirements are too high, so that everyone who loves me They are all away from me, and where is my mistake?

"Hey, why can't you listen to a word I've said so much? You should know that I don't really want to abandon you, and my heart hurts when I abandon you, but do you know that whenever I make a decision to leave I don't feel good about your decision, but I understand better that if I don't make up my mind to leave you, we will only hurt each other more in the future, because you have long since lost me in your heart, and every time you do Everything is directed at me, you have not considered my feelings, this time is the same, I have to accept your question for no reason, why did I do something? Why do you repeat it again and again I think that I do all the bad things, so in your eyes, am I such a person who loves to do bad things?" Xia Jing said to Zhang Zhentian: "Actually, sometimes I don't even know what kind of person I am. What kind of person, even though I have done a lot of bad things in the past, I still hope to be a good person now. I want to be able to live the life I want frankly, instead of hiding every day and thinking about what I want. To cover up the mistakes I made, the things I did before are the things I regret the most, I have never regretted doing one thing in the past like that, but now I really understand that everything is not as important as family affection, but It's too late now, there is no room to go, let's leave each other a way out, don't push each other to a dead end, okay?"

"You told me not to drive you to a dead end, then do you know that every word you said to me today, everything you did was to drive me to a dead end, how afraid I am of you Will leave me, don't you know how powerful this fear is? I never dare to ask for anything else, because every time I feel sad when you leave, but time has passed for so long, After all, time has slowly healed my wounds, why did you come to open my wounds again, you insisted on opening my wounds again and again, and then sprinkled hard Salt, it makes me miserable, can you be happy? You have to pay all the responsibilities for everything you do. Since you have chosen this path, don’t regret it, because once you choose this path, you will have nothing to lose. There is room for regret, life is like this, no matter what degree you have done, then you can only go on this path in your life, even if you choose the wrong path at the beginning, you will be miserable on this path, without any taste, but What can you do? You can only choose to go on. At the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, you were the one who pulled me in and asked me to sign the divorce agreement. The wife abandoned you cruelly, now don't say things like I'm going to abandon you, because then don't you think you can't distinguish between black and white?"

"It turns out that what you have been struggling with is the fact that I dragged you into the Civil Affairs Bureau to sign the divorce at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau. I know that this matter has hit you hard, but at that time, I was also stunned by your anger. I care about you so much, I can't accept any of your lies, even if I can accept your lies, but I can't accept my own wife, using my health as a bet, it's just because I care about you, so I will do that, how I wish you could beg me hard at that time, and promise that you will never lie again in the future, but you said so at the time, you should not forget that you told me at that time Every word I said. In fact, many times people’s hearts are stubborn, thinking that they can’t be abandoned for those they love. How much I long for you to be with me. Do you understand? I have paid so much to be with you, is it really so dismissive and unworthy in your eyes? The time I was with you was the happiest time in my life, I know those I shouldn't put all the responsibility on you. It's obviously my fault. Why don't I dare to stand up and bear the consequences of the wrong things I did? I'm also afraid, I'm afraid of my relatives You will drive me out of the house again, that's why I'm so selfish, don't just leave me completely because of my selfishness, this is the biggest punishment for me, isn't it? It's been so many years Now, we should be reconciled as before."

"Are you afraid that your family will drive you out of the house? Have you ever thought that your family will drive me out of the house because of these things? You are really selfish when you do things, and you have already admitted that you do things When I was selfish, now why do I want to be with you and benefit, and then let you hurt me again, do you know that this will only make me feel very painful, very painful every time I feel so bad I really care about being able to live with you, but what about you, every decision you make, do you treat me as a family? You treat me like that, I tolerate you again and again, I tolerate you again and again All the faults, but you, this is how you treat me, you put all the faults you let go on my head, let your family think it is my fault and drive me out of the house, now you are satisfied , we will never go back, you can go back home with peace of mind, why do you come to me again and again, you will only make me feel very painful in my heart"

"Who has never experienced pain deep in his heart, who is always happy deep in his heart, and has never been calm, who has thought about what his life will be like, what he most hopes It is often what you want most, but in the end it is the hardest thing you can get

Now I have finally learned not to be entangled endlessly. Entanglement may be a kind of benefit to myself, but it is a kind of harm to others. At the same time, when I hurt others, I will suffer from bruises all over my body. This is not what I want. . "

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