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I have been afraid of losing the people I care about the most, and I have lost some of the things I least want to lose because of the things I have done.

Zhang Yichen searched for Ran Zhihan all over the world, but it was he who searched the whole world, and this person seemed to have evaporated from the world, and he never appeared in his life again. Oh, by accident, he couldn't bear the pain of losing him. He had been abandoned again and again, so this time he would have to face such a decision again? always be full of thorns

All I want is to be able to live a happy life, but why is everything I want lied to you after all? The track I want most, what did I do wrong?

"Mom, what did you say I did wrong in my life? Why did my wife still hit me in this way after you hurt me? I don't want my career now, I don't want what I want most Happy life, I just want him to come back to me, because I know that he is the woman I am destined to love the most. I can’t abandon him without hesitation like before. I have done a lot of wrong things, Just like you and my dad, but now I know I was wrong, why when I knew it was wrong, there is no way to undo all this

You see, what has become of me and him now, he no longer has me in his heart, and I no longer know how to find him, where will he end up in this vast sea of ​​people? I don't know the place, I can only foolishly look forward to seeing him again one day, no matter what he looks like at that moment, no matter whether he remembers me or not at that moment, I have no regrets, as long as I can see him well.

For me now, he is the most important person in my life. The child was born to me through hard work. He gave everything for me. He has endured for me. Not everyone may be able to bear it. The severe pain brought me a child, how could I be so heartless and let him bear all the hurt and pain alone, while I am unknown here

Grandpa, do you think it was because I hurt him that he was unwilling to return to me? Is it because of this that he chose to treat me in this way? I regret it, I regret that I I didn't keep him by my side, I regretted that I gave him the pain I didn't want to bear, why I was so cruel, why I never considered his feelings at the beginning, how he lived in his eyes How difficult it is for him to get to today step by step. When he gave everything for me, but I turned a blind eye to all his sacrifices. I am the biggest fool in the world, I am the world The most cruel man in the world, I hurt a wife who gave everything for me.

It is really impossible for time to come back, and I want to turn back time now, but is that really possible? Even if I have the ability to turn mountains and seas, I will not let my time turn back again."

Mr. Zhang can see how regretful Zhang Yichen is. In his heart, what he wants most now is the safety of his family, but all this is too difficult for him. His family has already left him. The complete family has long been disintegrated, and everything now is just an imagination deep in my heart. How much I hope that everything is just a dream, and there will never be a day when I wake up. There is no need to live a hard life like this, let alone go to such a difficult situation step by step like this.If time could come back again, how could I have made such an impulsive decision and made my life so exhausting?

In the night when I miss you, I cry so weakly, when I am alone waiting at the meeting place, how lonely I am at that time

In his eyes, he thinks that there is nothing wrong with what he has done wrong now. The only biggest mistake is losing the woman he should cherish the most. For him, it may be the biggest mistake in his life. If he really asked himself to choose again, he would choose to give up everything to be by his side, and would never leave him no matter what, he might just choose to use such a If I can really take responsibility for what I do every time I make a decision, how much responsibility will I have to pay to make up for what I have lost? All of this has become really difficult for me, and I am walking on thin ice every step of the way.

How I wish that time could come back again, so that I would not have to live like this, let alone worry step by step, afraid of what I would lose, and no longer be afraid to experience the feeling of regaining what I lost, that feeling is too painful.

"Children, you have to understand that no matter when and where, you are not the only one by your side, you and our relatives, no matter where, as long as you need, as long as you open your mouth, as relatives, we will definitely go through fire and water for you , without hesitation, you should also know that all relatives are actually the same in your eyes, because in your eyes, everyone is equal, but do you know that in my eyes, you are more important than everyone? Important, because you are the child I worked so hard to bring up, I put all my love on you, I can't watch others destroy you, and I can't watch you step by step negative It is even more impossible for decadence to look at you and turn everything into this.

Can time really be restarted? If time restarted, you wouldn’t be in such pain like now, wouldn’t you? I also hope that time can restart, then I wouldn’t choose to let you go on this path of no return, It will not let you bear all the pain, and it will not let you go to training like a golden devil.

Even if you don't hate all the people in the world, you should hate me as a grandfather. I caused you to become what you are now. You have such a mentality and such cruel heart because of my love for you. Training, because you also know that I have taught you all my skills, and you don't want anyone in your family to be hurt again, so you have become as insensitive as you are now, all because of I started and should end because of me. "

"Grandpa, no matter what, I will not give up looking for her, and no matter what, I will not give up on anyone in this family. Believe me, I believe I can do it"

Trust is the most important thing between two people

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