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There was a time when I thought about why I became what I am now. I thought that no matter when and where what I did, even in the eyes of everyone, I would become something else, but in my own eyes The eyes of relatives will never change, but when I finally find out that all this is actually too far from what I imagined, and what I want most will never be the same as what I got deep in my heart. I always think that as long as I love myself sincerely and everything I want to love, then I can accept all things regardless of everything, but for myself, when I am hurt by others time and time again, I will completely lose my love. Awakening, knowing that all this is not human hearts can be exchanged for human hearts. Too many feelings will only make the relationship between each other worse and worse, and become more and more untrustworthy.

"You said at the beginning that you should live for yourself, and you will never change your attitude because of other people's affairs and ideas. Now you have forgotten the experiment you had in school, and you have said what you said before. Forget it completely, you are no longer able to remember the ending you want most in your heart like before, you have come to the present step by step, in fact, what you want most is nothing more than a peaceful and stable life. "

Zhang Zhentian has already said it himself. As a father, what else can he say now?

My son has already made such a decision, so I, as a father, can no longer continue to intervene in the middle of the matter anyway.

Perhaps it is only by letting them experience this pain for themselves that they will understand that some things cannot be forgiven by what they have done, and the mistakes they have made will ultimately depend on Take the cost of the decisions you make.

"Do whatever you want, everything is your own decision, anyway, you can't listen to every word we elders say, in your eyes, we elders are dispensable, You only have your wife in your eyes, so why do you come back to this family to let me continue to be angry with you? You came back only to let me be admitted to the hospital again, right?

You can't be a little bit filial to your biological father in your heart, so what if you are a little bit obedient to me

I am your biological father, every word and every thing I do, will it hurt you?

Why are you so ignorant, you have to hurt those who love you the most again and again before you let it go."

"At the beginning, you were able to stand up and stand on my side, and I was really grateful to say a fair word. In fact, I never thought of blaming anyone, even if you have done so many things that hurt me. , but I have never hated you, in my eyes no matter how you treat me, I still treat you as my own family, that is a relationship that will never change."

Mr. Zhang is really angry now. He never thought that he would persuade his son for so long, but his son was still indifferent.

No matter how much I say as a father, in the eyes of my son, every word I say as a father is wrong. Is it true that I am a father who has failed like this?

Is everything wrong in the eyes of my son?

Is it really so abnormal to do a little bit of the right thing?

Xia Jing knew that Mr. Zhang was angry, and now he really didn't want to see her husband discord with anyone in the family because of her own reasons. She felt that her sins had become more and more serious. Every lie I told ended up hurting everyone in this family who treats me sincerely, because my lies hurt everyone who really loves me time and time again, how much more wrong did I have to do in my life? Only when things can be let go, can these people who love them the most no longer suffer any harm because of themselves.

"How can you talk to your father like this? What he said is not unreasonable. It was my fault first. He said these things to you and did these things for your own good. Why can't you be considerate?" A painstaking effort as a father

We abandoned our child, she worked so hard to bring up our son alone, how difficult it is for him, have you never considered

As a human being, you must learn to be grateful. Although I have taken you by my side all these years to wander the world, I have done many wrong things, but I still have gratitude in my heart, because I thank him and thank him for his hard work. His son was brought up.

Who can understand how much my son has paid and lost because of my decision?"

In the eyes of Mr. Zhang, every word Xia Jing said now was just playing on the occasion. She didn't want to hear her daughter-in-law standing in front of her and acting. She felt that looking at this woman like this was harmless to humans and animals. but in the end

Wasn't that time enough because the woman in front of me turned my family upside down again and again? Wouldn't it be enough for your own family to suffer more damage time and time again because of his appearance?

"Okay, you don't have to continue acting in front of me.

Every trouble between our father and son and that time was not because of you. Since you appeared, we have never spoken every word calmly between our father and son. Time and time again because of her, I was sick and admitted to the hospital. What do you have? Once came back to my side to see me and accompanied me that time. Over the years, although you said thank you for raising the child for you, but I don’t need you, thank you because he is my Zhang family offspring.

No matter what, I will do whatever it takes to bring him up, because he is the only child in my family. No matter what you have done, I can ignore it, but I really have nothing to do with it. No intervention, no matter what kind of agreement you have reached with each other, it doesn't make any sense to me.

What I want is just a promise between you, that you will never do anything outrageous in your life, can you consider our feelings as relatives when you do things?"

Mr. Zhang found it really tiring to be with his relatives. Why did every word he said mean that he was going to hurt them in their eyes? Why couldn't they think for themselves from their own perspective? For a moment, I also want to live a peaceful and stable life. I have never thought of disturbing the sexual life between their husband and wife for no reason, but they do such things time and time again, making themselves really happy. It is really unbearable.

The biggest thing between a husband and wife is loyalty? Besides loyalty is trust, even loyalty and trust can’t be achieved, so what’s the point of being together?

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't understand it, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, why every decision he made would never be forgiven in the eyes of his relatives, how much he had paid, how much he had lost, and what he had gained in return Such results.

Now that I think about it, my heart is really chilling. I used to do anything for my family, but in the end I only got my family to misunderstand me again and again.

"I don't want to say anything now. I just hope that you two will think about it carefully. Do you want to live for others or for yourself? If you live for others, then You lose all meaning when you live. If you live for yourself, please live your own style. Don’t give up everything you originally wanted to pursue again and again for the consideration of others. That kind of life is not for oneself, but for a blind goal."

Xia Jing knew very well in her heart that she would never live for herself in this life, but for the man she loved the most in her heart.

"Maybe I should also take a look at my own life path, and see whether every step I have taken is right or wrong. Now that I am old, I should look back at what I have done. What is every step of the road in life like, and what kind of benefit or harm does it bring to the people around you?"

I have lived a life of injustice and injustice. I don’t know who I am living for after living for so many years, and I don’t even know what I am doing all this for. Let myself look back again and again, only once I woke up again, but what did I get in the end?

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