Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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Maybe you don't know, you don't know how much psychological pressure your actions have brought to your son, your son has never experienced this kind of pressure, just want to be able to relax Live your own life without being disturbed by anyone, but you can't do it at all.

I will not blame you for the pain you have brought me, because you are my parents, please give me a little time, and I hope you will consider my life from my perspective, I live a happy life how sad

As a father, what he always thinks in his heart is how to make his children happy and live the life that everyone wants happily, instead of suffering all kinds of hardships again and again, but in the end they get nothing. He has no way to accept such a fate, but this fate seems to have become the doomed ending of his life, time and time again he can't escape or delete it, he can only let fate kill it time and time again, he fiddled with it Everything about himself, but in the end he found that all this is just a passing cloud.

No matter how much effort he has put in, in the end all of this is lost, and what he wants has never been realized. He walks step by step, a journey that is disliked by everyone, but he never He never thought about giving up. He believed that as long as he could happily live the life he wanted, then even if he had no complaints or regrets in his life, he would be willing to bear all the pain.

"Could it be that, as a father, I'm asking too much of all of you, or what I have done has made you feel yourself, and you are unwilling to take another step on the journey I arranged for you, even if there is only one step?" Xiaobu, in the depths of your hearts, what am I? No matter what the final result is, we will stay by your side, and we will never abandon you in this life.

I used to think that as long as my parents are willing to give me more time, more space, and more company, I might live happily and happily. Everyone has a fleshy soul, but In the end who didn't experience all the grief.

I am also a living person, and I have also made many mistakes. Not everyone will forgive me for those mistakes, but I have a clear conscience. In fact, those mistakes have left me with no way to make choices in my life. But I will still do that, even if time starts again, I still will not change every decision I have made. That decision will give me a different life, and it will bring me a new life step by step. The journey of the times.

Child, as a father, he will never hurt his child no matter what, no matter how much his child hurts him, deep down in his heart he will only treat his child as the most precious person wholeheartedly, Why don't you understand this? Once you hurt me and made me look like that, but I never blamed you, because I know that every decision I make must prove that what I do is right Yes, I can't let you suffer with me. Even if you want to go out and wander the world, I still give you freedom. I said at the time that I will not let you return to this house. As long as you leave this house, you He is no longer my son, but when you came back, I still endured the pain and asked you to be turned away. Do you know how much pain I felt in the depths of my heart at that moment?

You clearly know that I am a person with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, and what I say is vigorous and decisive, but when I do it, I feel very distressed. No one really understands the pain in my heart. It’s just time and time again. All of you have pinned all your hopes on me, and all the sins are still borne by me alone. I don’t blame any of you, who told me that the ending of all this is the journey I chose by myself?”

"Zhentian, in fact, what Dad said is not wrong. You also know better than anyone else what you think in the depths of your heart these years, but I still hope that you can think clearly. No matter who is right about this matter Who is wrong, no matter who is who, we should face it with an optimistic attitude, we should not put all the pain on others, father is innocent, our son is innocent, all Our loved ones are innocent, but we have not received the corresponding punishment for the pain that our own actions have brought to them. Time will change everything, and reality is always cruel. Only by adapting to reality, and seeing reality as a beautiful thing again and again, will we embark on a different life.

I have lived in pain and hatred for too many years in my life, and I don't want to continue to live in pain for the rest of my life. It is not only mental torture for me, but also physical torture. I can't bear it , when I closed my eyes, I saw bloody people lying in front of me, I killed them one by one, do you know how scared I was when they came to me for my life? I was scared A person can only hide in the bed and shiver, but I dare not tell you, because I am afraid, I am afraid that once I say it, you will think that all this is the end of my own evil.

I have worked hard alone for a long time, I regard everything as the most important thing in my life, I just want to be happy, I never thought that I would be hurt again and again, you understand I have embarked on the road of life again and again, do you understand how excited I am when I treat everything I own as my relatives again and again?

Over the years, the two of us have always lived together, because in each other's arms, we never thought that one day we would be separated, but for everyone, separation is not necessarily a bad thing. We should try to face ourselves alone. A challenge that we have never faced before. If the two of us are always together, do you think we will get this kind of challenge? I don’t want this ending to happen to us, and I hope you can understand my painstaking efforts. Make things difficult for our father, don't let our son down again, they never said they would drive us out of this house, everything is my own whimsy, thinking about doing this, but why do you still follow my steps Let’s go, knowing that this matter is a wrong decision, but you still have no hesitation, the person who hurts in the end, although it is not me, but it is the relatives who love us the most, how sad they must be in their hearts, because we How heartbroken they must have felt for what they did."

Don't blame others for what you have done, think more about what you have had and should give back to others, and also think about all the happiness and happiness that others have given you, why do you have to accept it because you have received it? hurt others?

Now I finally understand that the past can only be the past, no matter how beautiful you decorate it, it can never be changed, it has become the fact of the past