Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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No one has a smooth life in this life. Everyone has lived your life in unspeakable misery. Maybe his life is in your inner world and you may not remember it clearly, but in the eyes of others, others are Can really remember you.

Zhang Zhentian knows what his wife is thinking deep inside, but there are some things that he really can't say. Everyone has their own dignity and face, and everything they do will be affected, and the price is equal. No one is willing, only he lives again and again, he is really so tired, is his life really so painful? Why can't I find the life I want? Why do I have to live in misery all my life? He said that although he knew what the end of his life would be, he could only be overwhelmed by pain in the end, and he would live in pain forever, with no bright future.

Xia Jing sensed Zhang Zhentian's inner feelings. He knew that what he did might not be so blunt. It would really hurt the harmony of his family. He apologized to his father.

"Zhentian, I'm sorry, I know, when you hear me, a daughter-in-law, say such things, your heart will definitely be in pain, but I really don't want to hide my inner feelings anymore, I just want to talk to my beloved People live together, if my favorite boyfriend can come back to me, I can abandon everything, I don't even want my own life, if time gives me a chance, I would rather stand in the middle of the road and let all The car ran over me, crushing me to pieces, just to be able to see the man I love the most in the hospital for the last time. For me, that is the happiest thing. I can see him look at me again. Already satisfied, a person’s life may be too bumpy, rough my life, why do I always have to go through so many bumps and bumps in this life, let me live happily, okay? Pushed into the abyss of pain, but what I did ruined all my happiness with my own hands.

The root of my happiness was ruined by myself. I don’t know how many wrong things I have done in my life, and I don’t know how many people I have wronged, but I know that this time I am the one who really moved my heart I don’t want to win if I only lose my heart. I understand that from the moment I knew that I was sincere to him, I knew that I would have no chance to win in this life, because my heart has been given to him. No matter where he goes, my heart will follow him, even to the ends of the earth, I will follow him.

In my whole life, I don’t know how sad I am. The person I want will never be given to me, and the career I want to accomplish will never go well. I just want to know why in the same country It will let me go through so many experiences, so many setbacks, the person I want has left me, the career I want has been shattered, I want to live a happy life, but I have struggled in countless nights again and again So, I am asking for help, I am asking for help, my bright life can come out and save me, and my bright life can only be given to me by her, that is my first love boyfriend"

"Forget it, anyway, you can't say what I say, I don't want to get involved in the matter between you and my son anymore, you can do whatever you like, I just hope that you will be merciful in the end, and don't make concessions." The things that make each other more sad, the past is not good, do you have to bring it up again and again, do you have to make everyone feel miserable again and again?"

"I've thought about it myself, but I didn't hesitate to get drunk and even be hospitalized for him. I knew at that moment that I had been stuck in it all my life and couldn't extricate myself. I didn't know how to deal with it. Looking at my sense of existence, I can only choose to hurt her, but I didn't expect to hurt her, but in the end I hurt myself. When will I be able to wait for him to turn back to me after a thousand years of waiting? I don't know. I know, I have called his number again and again but it has been blacklisted, who can know my despair, my pain, when I see him delete all my information and resources, who can know my How desperate was my heart at that time, I told myself again and again not to make mistakes again, just be happy with him, why let everyone be unhappy with me, but I still let him down in the end, in the end I still lost him, thinking back to the days and nights I walked together, thinking back to the moments I had been with, how much pain I must have felt in my heart, watching the scenery at night is gorgeous and colorful in the eyes of everyone, only In my eyes, that is sorrow, that is Cang Fang, that is eclipsed, I can't see any light, I can't reach my fingers, all I know is that I am really in pain, it has become a dark place , that is the eternal darkness in my heart, there is no way to get light, unless he can come back to me

Maybe you have no way to experience my pain in your life, but I really want to tell you that I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him to the point of being desperate, I love him to I gave up my life for her, I love that he can abandon all the things he cares about for her, but I still can't keep it by my side in the end, how incompetent I must be to be able to even my last I can't keep the one I love, I thought about what method I have to rely on to get him back

If I did something wrong, no matter how the sky treats me, I can only choose to accept all the punishments from the sky, because I have no right to choose.

I will never mention these things again, I will think about how to live a happy life, but I have no way to make myself happy, as soon as I close my eyes, the whole mind is full of the picture of holding hands with him, so many years have never I have never forgotten the happy time with him. My happiness with him is the happiest moment in my life. Maybe this time is gone, but I will always love her in my heart, no matter the ends of the world, no matter who he is Whether I marry a wife and have children in the end, I will love her all my life, and I will never forget it. This kind of love is deeply rooted, this kind of love is from the heart, and it is a love that cannot be erased by anything. Maybe time will tell everything , but time is also a liar"

"How uncomfortable I make myself, never believe in time, all you have time to give you is pain, can he never help? It's the pain in your heart, you paralyze yourself time and time again, in order to save yourself, it's just to let yourself be able to live in this life I have no worries about food and clothing, but I have turned everything into a different look after all. All of these are the consequences of my actions after all. I can’t blame anyone. I have really lived a miserable life in my life. words"

Only when you have experienced it can you know how much you cared about those things you cared about the most when you left yourself, and how unforgettable it was. to show you my sincerity.