Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

When I hear the music I love, I think of the familiar you, and when I hear the familiar voice, I also think of what I once did.

When Zhang Zhen heard Zhang Nai ask himself, he didn't know how to answer.

After all, I have owed my grandson all these years. If I hadn't insisted on going my own way and chose to leave this family, then how could everyone in this family become what they are now.

All of this finally turned into what it is now. I can’t blame anyone. It’s all caused by my own self-inflicted consequences. Who hasn’t walked the wrong path?

But the mistakes I have made are too deep, and there is no way to make up for them. I once really thought about staying in this home, but now I don’t know why, and I finally made the decision to leave home , In the past, I was really too ignorant. I abandoned my whole family and made my whole family love my relatives so much, and I was hurt again and again.

"Son, I'm sorry. Grandpa didn't know at the beginning. Grandpa made such a decision to hurt you. I hope you can forgive grandpa. You really didn't mean it. If time could really turn back, grandpa would definitely choose to stay. Come down, go back to my side and take care of you, so that you can get the love from your grandparents from birth, but in the end we have never given you love, maybe you know in your heart that we don't love you.

But do you know that grandpa and grandma really like you, grandpa and grandma like you, so they silently pay attention to your every move, we all know why you have worked so hard to train like a devil , we just never, but your grandparents are paying attention to every move of yours, they are all watching, watching you get injured again and again because of training, do you know how much your grandparents love you? But because of our previous relationship with your parents, it is really inconvenient for us to come out to see you, and I hope you can forgive us."

Zhang Nai didn't expect that his grandpa would start talking lowly to him. He was also very conflicted in his heart. When other friends are accompanied by grandparents, how lonely I am.

Gradually, I have become numb, and I don’t know what kind of life I want. It is indeed very happy to see other children accompanied by grandparents and sons, but after all, they have not matured by themselves. At my age, I have already understood There are many things that people don’t understand in childhood, and sometimes I feel very proud, but when I look back on the injuries I have experienced, what are all these things?

"I really want to ask, my grandparents, why don't you all want to stay with me? These things are not something I just want to forgive. You may not know that every time I go out to play, I see Other friends have their grandparents holding hands. I envied them so much at that time. I expected my grandparents to treat me like they did to them, but when I came home again and again, I found that there was nothing but Besides my parents, there is only one great-grandfather who is the best to me. In this world, my grandparents don’t know where to go to be happy. I pray to God again and again, and I look forward to my grandparents To be able to come back to me, even to look at me.

But every time I go home, I get a disappointing decision. I didn't see my grandparents waiting for him to find me at home. I don't even know what my grandparents look like, so today I see you two Standing here, I will feel very strange, but at the same time reveals a kind feeling, I don't understand what kind of feeling this is, I know, maybe you have left this home because you have no choice but to decide It is a last resort, but you have never thought about going back home to be with us? Whether it is parents, grandpa, or even me, we all hope to have your company, but why do you never I don't want to take into account the feelings of our relatives, always thinking that I am happy outside

In fact, even if you don’t, I know that you have not been happy and unsatisfactory outside these years, because the only thing in this world that can make people the happiest is that your relatives are by your side, and you have your own relatives The life accompanied by companionship is the most perfect life. I may not understand these things too well, but more or less I still understand some truths. I know some things should be done, some things should not be done, and some things should be done. There will never be any way to turn back. You once chose to abandon our big family, you abandoned the entire family, and the responsibilities you should bear as the heir of this family. Have you ever thought about how desperate you were at that moment? How much he hopes that you can live happily in this family. He tried his best to give you a happy thing. The family allows you to live without worrying about food and clothing, but you finally make Her decision hurt her so much, he was already old and his hair was gray. I looked at her face and her hair, and I felt distressed and sad for him.

My own son is not by my side, but I wait for them to come back home to see me again and again, and in the end, I get despair again and again, so how should he calm down this feeling in his heart, you guys No one has ever considered what his inner thoughts are like. You always do what you want to do selfishly. Do you really treat him as a family member in your heart? Isn’t that how you treat family members? , Treating a family member like this will only hurt the family members all over the body, and eventually you will lose these family members”

"Son, I'm sorry, it was my grandparents' fault. You understand these truths. Why don't your grandparents understand? Maybe it's because your grandparents are too obsessed with favoritism, which makes all this end like this. I'm sorry, it's really ruthless." I'm sorry, you have been wronged all these years, can you forgive grandpa and grandma? If you can forgive us, we are willing to stay here for the rest of our lives to take good care of you, make up for what we have owed you over the years, and let you live happily and well "

I hope you can really give me a chance, don't let me sleep with comfort in my whole life, that is the most painful torture for me.