Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Because of you, I never dared to cheat half of the track of my life. At the same time, because of you, I learned to stand in a safe place so that I would not get hurt. Or because of you, I found it difficult to trust others, even doubting myself.

"In the future, when we meet, we must be like this, because we used to be so in love, but now we have to be strangers? Do you think this is too cruel for me? You clearly know that I can't let go of my heart. But why do you still let me accept such pain, you really let me have no choice."

"Actually, I can see that the relationship between the two of you must be very good. If so, why do you choose to give up now? She is such a good wife, but she is working hard for her daughter inside, but you are walking around outside. You can't even calm your mind. Do you know that you will make your wife very difficult. He obviously only wants to give you a healthy and happy baby. Sometimes there are things that you never thought would happen so soon. Happening, these things will always come up when you are caught off guard, and you will be caught off guard, because he will let you know that no matter when and where you are growing on this road of life, you must be vigilant, otherwise one day you will Falling, the feeling of being stepped on by others"

Xia Jing knew that these words were for himself, but he didn't have any evidence, he couldn't let such words be copied.

Obviously, it used to be such a very loving couple, but why the relationship between the two people will become like this when they are old and old? This is an ending that I have never thought of in my life. It happened, but why didn't I give myself another chance, I just hoped to go back to the past and make up for my wife, is it so difficult? He has completely given up, and he will never look back and be with himself again We are together, but I stay in the corner of the past forever, unable to extricate myself

"People are like this. When they get it, they won't be satisfied with the things they got at all, but when they lose those things, they will know that it is so important for them to let them. In order to get those things back Pulling back to your side, you can search for it at all costs, but can you really find it in the end? Do you really have the ability to bring him back again? Time has passed, and you can still make time Backflow? This is impossible, but why are you still persistent? Maybe it’s a sliver of faith to survive.”

"Yeah, obviously there is no intersection anymore, obviously he has lived a good life abroad in the past few years, because he has been happy in the past few years, without his own life, he lives as if he has his own life , I really don’t have myself by her side, and I still have to be happy, why am I still pestering them? Why don’t I give him a way out? Just because of the narcissism in my heart, do I want to hurt so many people? Just because of my heart That narcissism, do you want so many people to bear all the consequences because of the mistakes you have made? I still have no way to erase this person from my inner world. He is alone, so he can definitely let go of this relationship, because this love does not belong to me, a marriage that does not belong to me, even if we are together, Then this life will not be happy."

"Then is it suitable for you and me to be together? At the beginning, in order to be together, the two of us did not eat any gaps. In order to be together, we even disobeyed our own father. Now think about it, the original self is simply a little It doesn't make sense, how can you say that to your father, because your own father loves you so much, but gradually as time goes by, everyone has a different mentality, and many things have been figured out. It’s different, but some people are trapped in that dead end all their lives and can’t get out again.”

"Some people can survive not by other things, but by the sliver of longing in her heart, that sliver of obsession, which allows him to have a sliver of faith, which can allow him to live in this world for a few more years, or even a few more years. For ten years, if he lost his faith, how would he continue to live? He didn't want his world to collapse. He felt that as long as he could look at the people he cared about happily, he would be safe and sound. It is enough for everyone to give birth to the child they want to see, and one should not be too greedy, right? Greed cannot eat good fruit."

"Am I greedy? In fact, I am not greedy when I do things. I just hope that I can see the one I love grow up happily. I just hope that I can be with the one I love for the rest of my life. Is it not good? Sometimes I really can’t understand why I have to let myself destroy the marriage I have worked so hard for. It can survive for a long time, but I want to play the bad guy in it , Let your marriage become broken."

Zhang Zhen talked to himself for a long time, and in the end he still didn't want his wife to leave him like this, but now she feels that since she can see in her post that she can live happier and happier, then that is What he wants to see, he doesn't ask much in his life, he just wants to see the people he cares about can live happily, even if he is not by his side, he can be happy as well, it is enough for him.But this, Xia Jing has already achieved, but in the past five years after losing Zhang Zhen, Xia Jing lived a chic and unrestrained life abroad alone. At the beginning, she was degraded because of her husband and divorced herself, and she almost committed suicide, but now thinking about it, How naive and ridiculous all that is, why give up your precious life for a man? Although people often say: life is precious, and love is more expensive.For the sake of freedom, both can be thrown away.

Zhang Zhen struggled for a long time, and he finally figured out that no matter what he did right or wrong, he should not punish himself in this way. He should bless his dearest wife well and let her He can still live comfortably when he is not by his side, which is the greatest good thing for him, isn't it? He loves Xia Jing so much, but Xia Jing is heartbroken because of himself. Now Xia Jing can have no He can still live a happy life without himself, which may be the biggest benefit for him.

I am so afraid of losing you, I seem to hear your crying every night in my sleep, how did you choose to no longer depend on me, choose to leave me, am I really dispensable to you