Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The fact that I have loved you is the happiest thing for me, because of you, my life is colorful, because you let me have a different life.

Mr. Zhang really doesn't know what language to use to speak to his son and daughter-in-law. Why do they see the family so easily and clearly in their eyes? Is it just a little bit of love for someone? Even a little bit Is it really that hard?

He felt that he had paid too much in these years, and believed that he would only get such an ending in his life. She hoped that everyone in the family could try to understand him. How did she forgive him for only a little love for her? , he will also feel very happy, but why in the end he found that all this is just his own fantasy, he can get nothing, no matter how hard he puts in, he will never be anything in the hearts of his family , The son in the family does not regard himself as a father, everyone in the family is thinking of running away and staying away from himself, is he really so terrible? Thinking back to the years I have paid a lot, every hardship everyone should understand.

"I don't understand why I have put in so much effort, but it is so worthless in your eyes. I asked you that you have paid a lot, but what is the result you gave me in the end, and who I have cared about the pain in my heart, how difficult it is for me to come to the present time after time, and who has considered my feelings, my efforts, and everything I have given, I really don’t know what to do to you I only know that I have been very sad these years. I have walked on thin ice every step of the way, but I have never regretted it. I only hope that my family can stay by my side. I only hope that everyone can Give me the ending I want the most, even if there is only a little bit of hypocrisy and say to me that it is for my good and love me, I will be very happy and very happy

I have done too many bad things in my life. I can't tell which thing is right and which thing is right. As long as it is what you want, I will do my best to give it to you, but I still want to give you everything, because I love you, I can give everything for this family, you are my son, how could it be possible for a father to call you out again and again, I can't do it , can you give me a little time as a father, let me calm down, what kind of way should I choose to love you, and what kind of way should I choose to show my love to you all voices

Children, sometimes I think about what I do all this for, don’t pay all these things for this so-called everything but don’t know so much, you should think about what you want Such a life, why bother to think about some unhappiness reasons for some unworthy things, everyone has their own way to go, what we should do is to make our life more colorful, don't use this, A sad life but doubts everything that I have faced in this life"

"Dad, do you know that I once thought about what it is for me to give all this by myself? All I want is that everyone in the family can understand me, but in the end, who in the family understands my feelings, I step forward Who has considered these issues from my point of view? I really don't know what I should do to get your sincere love for me. I am so afraid that I will never have any chance to be with you in this life. When you meet, I am so afraid that I will be outside like this for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to go home. I am afraid. I don’t want to experience this kind of life again. This kind of life makes me feel confident. All I want is to be safe and secure. A life like this, but why is it so cheap? Is it really so hard to get what I want?

I really hope that time can turn back, the day that time turns back is the day when I choose to give up everything and stay by your side, I will never forget, when I turned and left to realize the tears shed in tears, That hurts me so much, you know

Dad, you have thought about not having me. Although as a child, I made a wrong choice and chose to leave this family, but I didn’t think so deep down in my heart. I never thought of abandoning anyone in this family. I was forced to make that choice at the beginning, and I followed the steps I had to follow step by step, and finally made all this like it is now. I have no way to turn back, and I have no way to turn back Go, but I regret it, I really regret it, I regret all the decisions I made, I regret all the sad efforts I put in, I just want to be able to come back to this home, I'm by your side, I'm here again and again I begged for your forgiveness once, but who among you stood on my side and forgave me once?

You and I do all this just for the sake of the stars He wants my son to change his opinion of me, but you have thought about why you would do this without me, is it because of what my son said to me? I want what I want It’s just such a simple life, all I want is that I can live a normal life without being disturbed by anyone, not threatened by anyone, not affected by anyone, living the life I want to live, and not changing myself because of anyone pace of.

But now I find that everything in me has changed, I feel that life has no direction, I am a confused life, I am running around in that confused forest, I no longer know what method I should use to walk like this The way I want him is just to live by your side and be filial, and you will never have to leave this house, and you will never be affected by anything and what did I do wrong? Why can't I get this result? I was afraid and I regretted it. I don't want this kind of life to go on like this. All I want is an ordinary life, but I can't get anything in the end.

Dad, just take it as I beg you, I beg you, let me stay by your side with peace of mind, don't drive me away again, I won't lose my temper with you again, I won't get angry anywhere, As long as you let me stay by your side, this is actually not a difficult task for you, right?"

The position in your heart is a luxury beyond my reach. When we face each other with our backs against the night, we are stubbornly similar, guarding our respective cities.

Do you know that the position in my heart has always been insisting on for you, if the memories will slowly disappear and become a sad story, and we will eventually get lost at the end of ourselves.