Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

A lot of things are not as simple as you imagined, even if all these things are really lost, can I really never start from scratch again?

I know that you have too much resentment towards me in your heart, I understand, but please also see, for the sake of my hard work just for myself not to live an ordinary life, carefully consider my feelings.

I really don’t know how to tell you how I felt during that time, so I can tell you all my feelings now. "

"If there is another life, Zhen, I would still be willing to live with you again, because you are really a very good man, but now I have no way to continue living with you. The paths we have chosen have already decided what we will face in the future. What kind of ending, so I don't want that ending to embarrass you and me even more.

Anyway, today is the last time we meet, so you can listen to my inner thoughts. When I was with you, I looked at your appearance, and my heart suddenly throbbed at that moment. I knew that at that moment I would Deeply trapped in your heart, there is no way to change it in this life.

But later I discovered that even though I love you so much, I am nothing in your heart. I don’t know why you chose to be with me at the beginning, but when I was with you, it was really not because Your money, your family background, your status, if I cared about these things, I could be a man who is thousands of times better than you, but I didn't do that. The daughters of those wealthy families, so I have no way to get married with you. At first, your father objected to us being together. At that time, I was really disheartened. It will be so bumpy, but when I saw you stand up against your father resolutely for me, I found that you really love me, no matter whether that love is pretended by you or has other purposes, I will I feel very comforted in my heart. Since then, I don’t want much. I just hope that the person I love can pay for me unconditionally, love me, and treat me as his person sincerely. He planned me in his life plan.

Although the decisions we made to each other at that time really made each other unbelievable, now thinking about the youth at that time, the youth and frivolity at that time, it is not a kind of precious memory for us, recalling that time I I am really happy, thank you for leaving me so many memories, these memories are facts that cannot be destroyed in this life, these memories will always be in my heart, I will never forget, whether you forget or not, I can’t control your heart Maybe you will turn your head and forget it, but I will not love you from the beginning. I really love you, but you choose to use me. Now you don’t have to think about explaining anything. My intuition is still very accurate. Yes, I know that you are using me, but I still follow your footsteps desperately, even if I know that I will be hurt all over by you in the end, but I still want to be with you desperately, I I just hope to be with you and not expect anything else, but in the end you gave me what kind of return in exchange for your distrust, in exchange for your questioning of me, do you think I want such a marriage? What's the use, it's better to end it early, this is not the happiest marriage for each other, during that time, I don't know whether you will be happy or not, but I am very happy and happy, the happiest part of my heart Time, in those ten years and those ages, for me to give up everything in my family and wander around with me, homeless, I am very grateful for this gratitude, and I will never be able to repay you in my life. I know that you have lost a lot of things you got, and it is because of you that I have no way to make up for you, but I hope you can know a lot of things. Now that you have made a decision, don't think about it Come get back with me 'cause it's an unrealistic idea

What I should do is over, you should also think about what you want, anyway, today is the last time we meet, if you don't come out, there will be no chance in the future. "

Zhang Zhen knew that every word Xia Jing said was true. He knew that if this woman hid and refused to see him, even if he searched all over the world, he would not be able to find his whereabouts. The force behind him was so powerful. , there is no way to make this kind of power disappear, you can only obey, so if you have something to say, you still have to hurry up and come out, otherwise you will not even have time to talk.

"Maybe you thought that when I was with you, I didn't love you, but I had some other purpose, but I have a clear conscience and I am with you again. I still love you without you. I didn't realize that until after you left me." Love is not easy to forget, but I have to bear the consequences for the wrong things I do. I can’t always blame you for all the mistakes. Let you take the blame for me. I know that when I did Every decision you make makes you sad, but you not only did not leave me, but you have always been by my side, which is very comforting to my heart, knowing that these things are unfair to you, But I still haven't stood up and said a word for you, and I haven't considered for you in your position. This is my dereliction of duty as a husband, and it is also my biggest failure as a man. I won't Like before, maybe you can forget me, but I can't think clearly about what I want in my heart, and what kind of life I want in the future. Only then did I realize that I am really not such a profit-seeking person. Love gives up all benefits, I used to do anything for love, but now I can still give up everything for the one I love, I don't care I don't care about money, status, fame, power, all I care about is whether I can get what I want The life I want, the life I want, and now the life I want, the life I want, it is no longer a perfect life without you, I believe that through my efforts, I can still find you back, so that Build my perfect life, I hope you can wait for me to find you, no matter where you go, I will find you, even if it is far away, I will never die, I will find you, even In the end I will be exhausted on the way, I will not even see you for the last time, I still have no complaints or regrets.

I don’t ask for anything, I don’t want anything, just beg when I find you, don’t give me another despair, I just want you to be with me, if you give me another despair, I will really collapse, My life can't bear so many ups and downs, I already know I was wrong, the despair you gave me has made me deeply understand the coming of death, I know that kind of despair scares me"

Life can only be done again and again, and continuous efforts can make your life happier. No one owes anyone, and no one should do anything for anyone.