Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

A lot of things have developed to the present is definitely not my intention, I just don't know how to solve what I should go through

"Now that we have come to this point, I want to ask you something. I want to hear your true thoughts. Do you really love me from the beginning? Are you really willing to spend your whole life with me instead of Do you have any purpose? Are you giving so much for me? Do you feel that I really love you during the years I have been with you?"

"Now that you have reached this point, do you think there is any point in asking me these words? You know that I will give you an answer that will make you sad and hopeless, but you still want to put it on the muzzle of your gun, don't you?" Are you confused about your own life? In fact, what we want from each other is not much, just to be able to live a happy life in peace and stability, but this wish seems to have become a serious extravagance in your family. I can't ask for it. In my marriage, what I really want is for my family to be safe. This is a happy life for the family, but in the end I found out that all this is just a mirage

Zhen, in fact, you understand very well in your heart, what is the reason why we have come to this point, your heart is clearer than anyone else, how many hardships we have experienced with each other, we have achieved what we are now, But in the end, I found out that the person next to me has never been the one who loves me the most. If it were you, after you know the answer, what is your inner thought? Wouldn’t you feel heartache? Don't you feel disappointed after paying so much and getting nothing in return?

I am most happy and happy when I am with you. During the ten years I was with you, every smile I sent was a smile from the bottom of my heart. That smile could not be faked. During that time I really I am very happy, even though you sometimes quarreled with me at that time, but I think it is something that must be experienced between husband and wife, I still think it is a kind of happiness, but until now I found out that All of this is just your own wishful thinking. You never thought in your heart that you would grow old with me. I didn’t know that you were with me at the beginning, and for me, you desperately opposed your father. For me, However, I have turned against your father. I don’t know whether it is true or not, but I am still very grateful for your love for me over the years. You lost your father because of me. With her by his side, your heart is still in pain, right?

Sometimes I am like this, I know that if I take a step forward, I will be covered with bruises, and maybe there will be no way to heal the wounds, but I still go forward desperately, because I want to explore my own new life path, I can't go Stepping back, stepping back means that I am a cowardly and incompetent person. If I am such an incompetent person, why should I live in this world? Then I am not wasting time and food, making myself feel very sad. not comfortable

So don’t ask right or wrong, we don’t have the kind of trust we had at the beginning, since we don’t have trust, we are not suitable to live together, and since we have made the decision to separate completely, don’t try again Retaining the other party will only make the atmosphere very awkward, and make each of them not know which path to choose is the most correct. There are obviously two paths in life in front of them, one is the bright road, and the other is not. It is the abyss of pain, but every time I step into the abyss of pain, but the only time I choose the right one is when I marry you, that is my sunny road. "

"Actually, you still have me in your heart, right? You obviously have me in your heart, why do you treat me like this? Do you know that I struggle with pain and despair every time, and every time I think about when I can Walking out of this shadow, I thought about when I could walk on the path of my own happy life, but in the end I found that no matter how hard I tried, there was no way, because I never had the courage to overcome the shadow in my heart.

I really really really really don't want you to leave me, you left me, how painful I should be, but if you leave me, become very happy, watching you happy, even if I am alone in pain I continue to struggle in the abyss for a lifetime, and I also feel willing, because I made my favorite girl happy and got the freedom he wanted. I saw my favorite girl and smiled inwardly because she left me. That kind of sense of accomplishment is something that others cannot experience for me. Even if the pain will eventually be borne by me alone, I will continue to struggle in the pain and despair, and I will struggle to find my own way of life. This road of life will never change because of anyone, and I will never take a different path because of anyone. I know that I was too cowardly to make you so passive.And now I have learned to take the initiative and learn to be brave, but you are cruel to leave me, which makes me feel that I have put in so much effort, but in the end it is useless. Maybe we can only be separated for a while. Let each other figure out exactly what they want, maybe we will be together again in a few years, I have been waiting for that one to come, I believe that it will come soon, because I believe in you You still love me in your heart, but your hatred for me surpasses your love for me, and you will completely bury your love for me in your heart. I believe that I can make you fall in love with me again on my own. I will make him firmly in my heart with this love, and I will never let him have any mistakes again. "

In fact, Xia Qiu still has a lot of unbearable heart. He looked at the pained expression on his husband's face. She really wanted to promise him to stay by his side. He gambled his life's happiness this time, but he recalled that he had been wronged again and again, why he had to bow his head every time, why, every time he had to let himself be hurt and tortured, but he He will never understand his painstaking efforts. Why is he really so worthless in his heart? Even if he really loves him, he has to bury his inner thoughts. I really become strong, only in this way will I not let others hurt me again.

Even when he left my side at the beginning, it was not because I forced him, but he had already decided to leave, and there was nothing I could do.