"Grandpa, do you know how much I want him to be weak in moderation, to see more of my deepest thoughts, to understand more about my expectations for him, and not to be like enemies when we meet? At that moment, his figure that disappeared in front of my eyes is the pain that I will never forget in my life."

Mr. Zhang's pathological examination report will be out soon, and he is waiting for this good result with anticipation, but how afraid she is that this result will make him collapse, but he has no choice, many things must be done by himself To experience it for yourself.

After he had eaten at noon, the doctor asked her to look in the office. He knew the news at a glance. He didn't know whether it was true or not. He doesn't even know his own illness, so how can he recuperate with peace of mind.

"Doctor, I would like to ask how my physical condition is. I hope you can still tell me the truth as before, and don't hide anything from me, because you can hide it from me for a while, but you can't hide it from me for the rest of your life, no matter the result is good or bad. Bad things are all my own responsibility. Only when I bear the results that I should bear, may I have a different life.

I know very well in my heart whether such a result is good or bad. No matter whether the result is good or bad, I have to bear it myself. This kind of result is what I want. I don’t want to die at the moment. How to die, I want to die clearly, you know, people like me have self-esteem and arrogance, arrogance and self-esteem are more than a thousand times."

The doctor knew very well in his heart that he would be ashamed to talk to himself in the face of such a powerful veteran in the mall.

But this doctor is still very entangled, he doesn't know what he should do, if he really did this, how can he calm him down in his heart, but his uncle

"Uncle Shi, since your old man wants to know your condition so much, I can only tell you frankly that the results of your examination are a bit worse than yours. The tumor has been confirmed to be malignant. I don't know if you will accept it. How long is the time left, but I hope that in the last period of time, you can happily live the life you want to live. You could have received chemotherapy, and then you may have a chance to recover, but it still depends A choice you ultimately make yourself"

Although Mr. Zhang knew that he might have such a result, he was still a little shocked when such a result came out of the doctor's mouth. He did not expect that his originally healthy body would turn into what it is now.

"Since the matter has come to this point, there is nothing to care about, but I still hope that you can keep it a secret and don't tell my grandsons about this matter. They still have a happy life to go, why bother because of me alone The news that the bad old man is about to leave will make them all panic

I am a close friend with your father, and you are also a person I value very much. Although we have never had anything memorable in these years, I know that your father has always been in touch with me, and I have never called him back. A letter, because I understand that choosing is not the best answer in many cases. If one day I leave you and see your father, please apologize to him instead of me. I have failed all his expectations of me. "

"Uncle Shi, don't be like this. You still have hope of being cured, but you insist on giving up the treatment. Is it because you are afraid that your grandson will know your condition and become panicked? In fact, this is just one aspect. The most important thing is that you don't want your son to choose to come back to you because of your illness after knowing your illness. You have your own self-esteem, and you don't want your biological son to take your self-esteem over and over again. Trampled under the soles of your feet, you can't bear the insult brought to you by your own son. If your heart is really for the good of your son, then you should tell your family about this frankly, even though The result of this may be a bit unacceptable to your relatives, or it may make them become absent-minded after knowing the news, and feel very tired every day, but you are better than bad, you told me They, at least they won't feel so sad because you concealed your illness from them after your death, right? All they want is that their relatives can be by their side, and they only hope that their relatives can confess everything But if you hide it from them like this, wouldn’t it make it harder for them to accept it, and make them feel that it’s very unsmooth?”

"Actually, you should know that once I was diagnosed with such a thing, then my body could only insist on supporting myself step by step to live. That kind of pain is tantamount to torture to me. Illness and torture can make a person's heart weak, and that kind of torture can make a person unable to continue living. Do you know that when I knew from the beginning that I might have a malignant tumor, I couldn't live in this place for a long time? At that moment in the world, it was really hard to calm down in my heart. Although I didn’t seem to take all this as a casual thing on the surface, did I really think so in my heart? I will become vulnerable again because of my illness, and I want others to comfort me, but I can't because I want my family to live a happy life. For me, their happiness is better than my own body. Health is more important. If I get treatment, it will prove that I can’t hide this from my family. I can’t let my family be so sad because of my illness. I would rather suffer all the pain alone. Swallow them all, and I don’t want my family to live in such pain and sorrow

If you really regard me as your father's best friend and an elder, please keep it a secret for me. If this matter is leaked out, then my life will only become more difficult to survive , I don't want my descendants to become so panicked because of the illness of one of my dying people. I can't let them live so hard, and every time they face a patient of mine, they have to force a smile, secretly I can only cry silently. I have lived this kind of life alone. I don’t want my descendants to live this kind of life again. Even if my son cannot come back to see me when I die, I also think Yes, because all of this is the result of my choice, and I can only let myself bear it together.”

You were also sick at that time, how scared I was that one of you would leave, but I still couldn't stop it from happening

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