Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

That person wasn't yearning for every vow he made at the very beginning, and who really fulfilled every word he ever said.Mr. Zhang heard Xia Jing say this, and now he has no way to write about what his daughter-in-law looks like. He only knows that his daughter-in-law has completely lost her mind now. He can't listen to people. "Son, I know that you can't listen to me no matter what I say now, but I also hope you can understand that everyone has their own responsibilities. The greater the responsibility, the more things you bear on yourself. Don't you Do you know what you should do now? You live in such a state of despair, will he be happy to see you? Maybe you don’t know that everyone doesn’t want to see you in such pain. We are all relatives who love you. Even if you lose the whole world , you still have us" "From the moment I lost her, I have lost the whole world, so what can I do if I have you? What you bring to me will never be what he brings to me. How reluctantly laughing together, I will always miss him in my heart. Missing is the pain of breathing. I am in pain again and again. In fact, I am really not a saint, and I just want to live happily. I also just want to give me and those who love me a happy and stable life, but I really have no way to understand. I know that I have done many mistakes, and I also know that I have suffered too much in my life. I know that there is no way in my life to make up for all of this. How can I make up for the hurt I have suffered? I hurt the person who loves me the most. There is no way in my life to forgive myself. Each of you has experienced this kind of pain, why can't you understand how desperate and resentful I am in my mood at the moment? May leave my regret time and time again, so that I really have no way to forgive myself in this life, I am moaning in pain, I only know that this is the only way I can live in this life, I live in this world with my last breath, My reason is nothing else, but that one day I can meet her again in the vast crowd, and by that time he has already married a wife and had children, but I just need to be able to see him from a distance, as long as I can see her He is happy, I can lose everything, I already really know that I was wrong, I don't know what to do, I can make it all as beautiful as it was before, I lost her, I lost the whole world, thinking about my past The pain I brought to him is simply inferior to a beast." "Mom, I hope that none of us will mention this matter again in the future. Since we have already chosen the life we ​​are living now, we will be at peace when we come, so why bother to miss it?" What about those past events, do you know that if you do this, if your father really knows how sad he is, he can abandon me as a son for you and abandon grandpa, and he can not even want the whole family for you. A hundred years of reputation can make him recall, but just to be with you, he made these sacrifices for you. Then do you really turn a blind eye? I believe you are not that kind of hard-hearted person, you really are not that kind The kind of person who can ignore the overall situation for his own selfishness." "Since you are not that kind of person, why do you pretend to be that kind of person and let everyone in the world misunderstand you? Is that really interesting?" In life, you will only be insulted by others, but you are really kind. You would rather give up the happiness of your life in order to fulfill a person who loves you. You are the stupidest and stupidest woman in the world. I don’t know what I am A child does not have any qualifications to speak to my mother like this, but mother, everyone in the world is living, and everyone is taking every responsibility for the efforts they have made. I I don't know how to persuade you. I know how painful your heart is, but I also hope that you can think about it for everyone in our family. No one will feel happy if you are so depressed. I see, he will only worry about you more, I worry that when he sees him, he will act more impulsively, you don’t want to see him get hurt, right? In fact, you have feelings for him all these years, even if you don’t After all these years of companionship, I have developed feelings after all." "You are wrong, I have not had any feelings for him for so many years, even if I have been with him for so many years, I only have family affection for him, and I have always regarded him as my brother , I have never regarded him as my lover, I have no way to regard him as the person I love the most, because the person I love the most has left me because of what I have done, and I have only How can I fall in love with others easily if I can live in regret? I once said that if my relationship with her fails, I will never fall in love with another person easily in my life. Maybe my whole life is doomed to survive, I can only rely on my own obsession to live in this world again and again, my mission is just to be able to see him one day, maybe you all think that what I do is true It's stupid, but do you know that this is the expression of one person loving another person, I love her so deeply, I didn't realize how deep I was in until she left, and there was no way I could make it up , I have no way to explain to him, I know that she will never want to see me again in this life, but I really miss him, for him I have tried my best to make up for everything I have done Mistakes, but in the end I can only invite others to abuse me, I have no way, I am looking forward to God giving me a chance to make up for every mistake I have made, even if I use myself I would do anything to make up for my life, but in the end I still had no choice but God gave me a chance, which was to let me live on my last breath, and let me watch the person I love the most leave me again and again, Farther and farther away from me, but I can only stand there and cry silently, but there is no way to change all the results, this is the best revenge for me in the world, maybe people like me should bear such a burden , let me have no happiness in this life, let me live in pain all my life, let me always struggle in the dark abyss, never get out, let me all my life, I can only wait alone" Many times waiting may not be what you and I want, maybe it is something that causes obstacles between you and me.