Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

I used to have dreams, but now I think about whether all my dreams have almost come true, but every decision I make, is it the decision I wanted to make the most? Zhang Yichen felt that she should persuade her mother no matter what, In any case, he shouldn't let his mother treat his father like before. "Mom, no matter what this matter is, you are still at fault first. In any case, you should not treat my father like this. Even if he abandoned me, my grandfather, and my whole family, I can even forgive my grandfather for sending him to the hospital because he is my father, no matter what mistakes he finds, he is my father. He gave me my life. If it wasn’t for him, How could I be what I am today? You have made me who I am now step by step, but you have never thought about how hard it was for me to live in the past. You have never been with me in my growth. Do you know that Growing up, devil training again and again, how scared I was, I was crying in fear, but no one reached out to me to train in a dark place where you can't see your fingers, who among you can understand The kind of fear in a child who is only a few years old, who of you can understand the shadow brought by my heart at that time, because time and time again you only care about your own ideas and do things, but you forget your relatives, the most needed It is your company, you don’t know how to take care of your relatives at all, what you do is just to satisfy your own selfish desires, but is your so-called freedom really that important? You have gained freedom over the years , but may I ask if you are really happy, are you really happy? You gained freedom but lost the loved ones you love the most. You lost your home. Days, is that kind of life really what you want? Mom, no matter what, I will call you mother, because you must have been silently watching what I do all these years, and I know you are not ignoring me Existence, you just don't know how to get along with my own son, I can forgive you for everything, no matter how much harm you have caused me, no matter how many times you have destroyed my happiness, I can ignore it, but For my father, there are some things that I have to ask you to understand, where did you really put my father, how much he loves you, don’t you know that he can give all his love for you, Do you really want to peel off all his love for you layer by layer like an onion? If it really comes to that day, are you really going to give me happiness? Love is not a one-way meeting. Who is willing to give everything, but in the end they are treated like a heart of stone. If it is in your heart, you will not worry. We will not be like my father in these things. We don’t want her I'm sad, and I don't want him to have trouble with you, but some things are enough, don't hurt her again and again like before, she really changed a lot in order to follow your steps, before he never It will be like this, but she has really paid too much for you, and you should also be considerate of his inner thoughts. If you hurt her blindly, she will only get farther and farther away from you. Everyone has a different life. Way, maybe our way of life is different from your way of life, but I also hope that you can live with the way of life of all of us. You have returned to this big family, and you have returned to the official family. Now, then you should get used to the way of life in our big family, and no longer live your own life alone like before, that is not a long time." "My dear son, mom, thank you, you can show me your love today." Such touching words, in fact, my mother is also very clear in her heart. Once some things happen, there is no way to change them. Do you think I don’t want to go back to my previous life? I just want to turn back time and give me one more chance is enough I have really lived a very sad life. I lost the person I love the most and the person who loves me the most, but I got the result of being sad and painful again and again. All of this is done by myself I can't blame anyone because I know some things in this life can't be changed in any way, I missed talking about those things forever, I only feel sad for myself, why I did what I did, why I When I do everything, I never consider other people's feelings, I only do it arbitrarily, and I never think about what consequences I will bring. I really regret it, and I don't ask for it. Time can turn back, I just ask Cang to give me another chance, even once so that I can go back to the past, but it is enough for me to be able to say sorry like my favorite person before, so that I can be with him with all my heart Sometimes I really hate Cang, why only gave me one chance, what I want is far more than that, I can give up everything for her, I knew that I love him so deeply, he loves so much It's so heavy, for him, I can do everything for him, at all costs, even the most painful retribution is willing to bear, so why did I do those things that hurt her in the first place, feel guilty again and again, and feel so painful again and again, it makes me My heart has become numb, I no longer know who I am, I only know that I have always loved that man in my heart, I love him, this life will not change, I just want to stay by his side, but Why did Cang make such a serious joke with me? What is the reason for the quarrels again and again? Or is it because of someone else's intervention? After all, San's intervention made all of us extraordinary. Children control their own happy life is the best It's important, don't regret it when you lose it like your mother, it's too late, I just hate myself why I did this, why should I have known this before, this sentence was for myself, I know what I did How much pain did it bring, I know how much psychological shadow all this has caused to those who love me, I have no way to tell, and I have no way to measure, I only know that I have finally embarked on a wrong path in this life The way back, because my choice hurt the person who loves me the most, I can only live in sorrow for the rest of my life, and sometimes I really feel sad for myself.” Seeing other people’s families living happily together, while my wife But I'm still wandering in an unknown place, how can I feel at ease