Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Zhihan, during the days when I lost you, I have thought countless times that my own life is so difficult, how I wish you could come back to me." "I know, this matter is not an apology I can completely resolve it, your hurts may not be able to get back together in this lifetime, but do you know that I have treated you sincerely over the years, but when I treat you sincerely, you But at the moment when I thought I was lying to you, I realized that no matter how much sincerity I give myself, I may not be able to get it in the end. Your trust in me is only hurt once, and doubts again and again make me doomed. I can't be with you in this life, do you know that these years with you, sometimes I am really happy, sometimes I am also very sad, I often miss the things I have walked with her in my heart Every section of the road, I avoid, I dare not look at every road I walked with him, I am afraid of every footprint, as soon as I open my eyes and see that place, I will remember that I used to hold hands with him Holding hands, smiling happily on the street, chasing, you know, that feeling is really subtle, you know, I have been with you for so many years, we have never had that kind of tacit relationship with each other, because You also understand deep down that no matter how much I do wrong, I will never be the best in your heart, right? You always feel that you can give me the happiness I want, but you ask yourself, you gave me Are you happy? Did you really give me the happiness I want? I’m with you. Although I laugh sometimes, do you know that it’s all forced smiles? It’s impossible to treat you with a straight face all the time. , isn’t it? There are very few smiles from the bottom of my heart when I’m with you. Very big, it will make you feel that you are simply a failed man, unable to even give the happiness and happiness that your wife wants, but do you know that there are some things that I must understand now, if he doesn’t understand, then it’s true I don’t have any chance now, and I hope you can understand the pain in my heart.” “You are telling me now, let me understand the pain in your heart and whether you have thought about your words and how much you have done. It's ugly, obviously you have done these things, I really want to divorce you immediately and drive you out of this family completely, but I can't do this for the sake of my father's face and the interests of the family, if I do this The consequences will be unimaginable. My father's company will face a huge funding gap. What should I do at that time? I can't let my father take such a big risk again because of my affairs. What did I give him? Nothing, I only hurt him time and time again, only WeChat and you, what is it for you to give me a letter once, I don’t hesitate to threaten my own father for you, you, what do you think I will do for you, Only you can be willing to be satisfied, the human heart is made of flesh, it will be cold, and it will hurt, why do you treat me like this? Do you know that I am not afraid that I will really be sad and cry? Are you the most poisonous woman? Heart, but I really never thought that my wife would really treat me like this. I thought that no matter what you do, at least you still have me in your heart, but now you have even shattered my last illusion Now, no matter what you do, the person you think in your heart is not my heart being hurt, I just want to make me farther and farther away from you, so you will feel less guilty in your heart, but you Do you know every word you say to me, every time you reject me, I will feel that you think that I don’t love you enough and I’m not sincere enough for you. Is it fair to me to hurt me in this way? Seeing me in pain again and again, are you really happy and satisfied?" "I have sincerely apologized to you for this matter. I'm sorry, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to kneel down and apologize to you? Who's life is not wishful thinking to treat a person. Maybe you think I'm insulting you by doing this, but do you know? My love for him will never change in this life. I didn't know how much I love her until he left. That kind of love is so deep in my bones. Do you know how painful it is to look at him? Looking at every photo with him from my back, do you know how painful it is in my heart, I have not let you touch my things all these years, because I am afraid that you will discover all the secrets in my heart, I am afraid of the coming of that one, if that one really comes, I don't know how to explain it to you, but today I choose to confess all of this to myself, in order to let you know that some things are not you I can decide." "Do you know that for this short-term arrangement, I have prayed hard for thousands of years in front of the Buddha, and I have brought all the memories we have had, step by step to the present, all I want is It's just being able to be with you, but in the end I got you, but I didn't get your heart. I gave you everything, but you gave me a huge blow and hurt in the end. You are simply infatuated now. Change, no matter how you treat him, he will never come back to you. You can only look at his back forever. Do you think it doesn’t matter? Have you ever considered me as a husband? You always feel that what you do is right, but do you know that what you did hurt two people? Do you understand how guilty and tangled it will make us two men? , I don’t know how to come to you, maybe I’m just humble like a speck of dust, in your eyes, I’m just an inconspicuous thing, but do you know, gravel always shines, you There is also a flash like a diamond for a while, but you will never see that again, because you completely let me lose my luster" "Sorry, I'm really sorry" "Don't come to me again I'm sorry, hope You can stop wishful thinking, no matter how many times you think about it, he will never come back to you, no matter what you do for him, he will never look back, the past is the past, you I can only bear the pain in my heart silently. Now you can only let yourself go to death step by step, and I will never touch you again." Days always go by so fast again and again, I wish I could accompany you live happily with you