Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The moment I lost you, the moment I lost all my sanity, the moment I couldn't see you right away, who knows how broken I am Zhang Zhen doesn't understand what else is going on with his wife now If you can't do it, it's a good bet that a person is about to lose his mind now. For his first love boyfriend, he actually hurt his relatives so much. He doesn't know how to describe his wife. , but he also knows that you used to be just such a person, for the sake of your wife, even your family can be abandoned and dismissive, but in the end the truth slapped yourself several times, no matter what you paid No matter how much, he will never get the best response in his 70 years, because the person he loves in his eyes is not himself, he is using himself again and again, just to make himself more determined love him.For Xia Tian, ​​Xia Jing felt that everything she had done had completely hurt her husband. No matter what decision her husband made, he could only accept it happily. There were many things he did not No way to change it, he knows that everything is just the result of himself, who can he blame? Because, once again let my relatives suffer a huge blow, but I am also very unwilling in my heart.Everyone makes mistakes. What is terrible is not that they often make mistakes, but that they make mistakes and don’t know how to repent. They make mistakes again and again and hurt those who love them the most. This is the scariest thing, isn’t it? How many wrong things have to be done in this life to know how much the person who once loved me the most has been hurt by me, and then I can know how to repent, how many things have I done wrong? Decided that in the end, it is only your loved ones who are hurting, and those who don't care about themselves will not let you be hurt anyway.I found that now I have slowly realized how wrong the things I did were. He hurt the person who loved me the most, and the person I loved the most also left me because of this reason. What kind of human things can he do in his life, he knows that he has no way to turn back in this life, and the blows after blows have finally caused him to suffer indelible damage. "Zhen, I know that I can't help anything now and cause a lot of psychological harm, but please believe me, I don't mean anything else, all I want is a safe and stable life, I Every decision I make hurts you, this is my whole life, but you know what I want to be by your side too, everyone makes mistakes, I make so many mistakes, you choose to forgive me again and again , do you think my heart is really indifferent? I just don't know what to do. I have done too much, and I have finally made myself numb. Let me not come to you. I'm sorry, I know your heart You have completely rejected me, you no longer know which of my words is true and which is false, I understand this feeling, when the person I love the most expires again and again, I can only keep silent I was kept in the dark, that feeling is really uncomfortable, so no matter what decision you make to me, what kind of words you say, I will not blame you. After all, I ruined my original life. I can live a happy life. I don’t know why I made such a decision in the first place. It hurt you and the person who loves me the most. Everything I do has never been right. I do it again and again. All the wrong things are just hurting you. I have never regretted it so much. This is the most regretful thing in my life, because I don’t know if I did anything wrong. I have no way to turn back. Time has already ruined me to the point of death. I know that a lot of time is lost along the time. Now I have no way to turn back. Thank you for your tolerance, but I still failed your most perfect expectations of me. , I'm sorry, this is the last time I'm sorry in my life, I don't know where I can look at you in the future, even if you don't respond to this matter, I will choose to leave with you, I I will never live with you again, because my life and my appearance brought you only endless pain, and never gave you any comfort. You are destined to have a more perfect and happier life in this life. But you just met me because my appearance disturbed your whole life plan. I'm sorry, I really regretted it very much. All I wanted was to stay by your side, but why in the end? You hurt me once for so many years, although I have been waiting for my first love boyfriend to come back to me, but I also understand that this is just an illusory delusion, and only you appear by my side again and again , protect me, comfort me and give me happiness." "Don't you think it's really okay for you to say something like this now? I treat you so sincerely, but you choose to hurt me in this way. What qualifications do you have now? Is there any reason to say these words to me? In your eyes, what kind of man am I? Can I really not give you any happiness and joy? It doesn’t matter if you smile from the heart, or you smile at me eye-catchingly, but I’m very happy. As long as I see you smiling, I feel that I’m really the happiest man in the world, but why do you want to do this? Slap me in the face, what am I in your eyes? Can you give me a little bit of happiness and comfort? Do you have to do things so absolutely that there is no turning back? Can you go back? Do not admit that you have completely lost your mind now, you are no longer the Xia Jing I used to know, everything you do has no basis at all, you are just following yourself blindly You don’t know what you really want, you only know that your heart is always thinking of a person, you can do everything for him, even at all costs with your life, but do you know that because of what you do What you have done has completely hurt my sincere feelings for you! How can you bear to hurt me? "I am not a god, I have no way to stop myself from thinking and missing, and the thoughts of her are eroding all the time into my heart