Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Even though I am not worthy of you, I still work hard to be worthy of you. I don't know how I can continue with you. When Zhang Zhentian heard her father say these words to her, she suddenly remembered that she once Some things made him unscrupulous. In order to destroy those who stabbed him in the back, he simply spared no effort. Time and time again, he sent all people to the abyss of pain in life, leaving them with no other way in their life. To come out of the pain is because of the inside. "Dad, in fact, it is really tiring to live in this life. No one wants to live in such a delicate way. I also want to live freely and unrestrainedly, but I have no way to live happily in my whole life. I have lived a life of too much pain. In the eyes of outsiders, I seem to have infinite beauty. I have avoided the ending I want most time and time again. Is this really the case? Who understands the pain in my heart? I have never I thought about it, one day I will live so tired, I just want to live in peace, without so much pain, not so tired, at least to be able to grow old with the one I love, but I finally found that It turned out that everything I wanted was just a dream, and what I wanted was just a joke in the eyes of others. I tried my best to climb up step by step by whatever means, in order to be able to Be with the person I want most, let myself have no complaints or regrets in my life, but in the end I still let all the people follow me and get hurt. What I did was never correct. Looking back, I found out that Everything I did was wrong. Dad, it is rare for us father and son to sit together and talk peacefully like today. Do you know how eager I am, one day I can live happily, how much I have The longing that one day I will be able to live happily with my family, but in the end I will get nothing. Even if I return to this family, there are not many people who sincerely hope that I will come back here, because I What I have said and what I have done have chilled their hearts. I understand better than anyone else. What is the meaning of the phrase that sorrow is greater than death? I have made so many mistakes time and time again, but I have never Realizing what was wrong with me, even apologizing was perfunctory, I didn't go, I did the ending I wanted most, but in the end I found out, what are the mistakes I made in the eyes of others? It's just a joke. Others laugh at me, how much I have paid. It's not easy for me these years, but every time I always comfort myself silently, no matter what I did wrong, no matter what I lost. How much, as long as I stick to what I want most in my heart, then one day I will achieve my wish and get what I want most, but in the end, I didn’t get anything. On the contrary, I gave it again and again. My own family has brought harm. I know that in the final analysis, I am useless as a son. No matter what I do, I will never be able to make you happy. And feel proud, on the contrary, the pain I have brought to my child these years, maybe in his eyes, my existence as a father is a kind of shame to him, I have not given him a single bit of fatherly love, On the contrary, I have brought him too much torture and pain, and all other children would not bear it, but he has endured it all once." Mrs. Zhang suddenly didn't know what to say, How should I answer this time that everything my son has done is really all wrong, and none of them are right? In fact, he himself does not know, he does not know how many mistakes his son has made He didn't know how much his child was, and he had endured pain, but he never got the slightest slack or compensation. "Son, since some things have passed, let's let them disappear with the wind and smoke, and no one should mention them again. We have also said many times that what we want most from each other is to stick to our deepest beliefs. Unnecessary things hurt the person I want most in my heart." "Dad, I thought about whether I should bow my head to the whole world and admit how many mistakes I have made, so the ending will be the same. Will it be different for all the harm I have caused, can you completely forget that you won’t suffer a little bit of pain? But it won’t happen at all. I won't forgive me, because the harm I have brought to you is that you can't do anything in your life, I'm numb, I don't know what I want, I'm already a walking dead, I forgot what I want most in my life I have lost the person I love the most in my life, but every mistake I have made can only be borne by myself, and no one can help me bear all the mistakes. As time goes by In the past, I always thought that I would grow up slowly, but in the end I realized that I would always be a child who could not grow up. I always wanted to be loved and protected by others, but in the end I could only Hurt again and again, hurt everyone who loves them the most, and make them feel disgusted with themselves again and again in their hearts, and feel hopeless. The life of despair is really terrible. Now I am a desperate person. I have already felt hopeless in my life. I don't know what radical behavior I will do next, and I don't know what I want to do in order to get what I most want to save. Sometimes I even have thoughts in my mind. I have done horrible things, I wonder if I can get everything I want to save by giving my life, but is it really possible in the end? You know better than anyone else that all this is just my own whimsy. Even if I lose my life, I may not be able to get back the one I love the most in my heart.” Mr. Zhang couldn’t help sighing that the word love has hurt people the most since ancient times, but he didn’t expect his son to be wounded all over by this word in the end. What should my son do so that the person he loves the most can return to him? He can even give up his own life, but in the end he still can't make him change his mind. Maybe the two of them, the current husband and wife relationship is only But in name only.Maybe the two of you have lost any relationship for a long time, but it's just the last bit of vain title when you come back to this home. Although I know that the autumn wind will never see peach blossoms, I still haven't given up.