Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

The happiness of a lifetime is tightly held in his hands. Zhang Zhentian is very clear in his heart that he may bring his son in this life, and the pain in his heart will never be erased in this life.As a parent, who doesn't understand in his heart that his son doesn't know how much pain the choices he made will bring his own child, but in the end he can only treat all of this as It never happened, only if you choose to forget, maybe others will think all this is just a dream.Why do I always bring pain to my child in my whole life, let him let him live happily under my wings, is it really so difficult? What I really want is not these, what I want is just It is my family, my relatives, and everyone of my own can be happy and happy, but why every decision, every thing, and every action I make will eventually be the opposite of what I imagined. So, why can't I make my family members so happy forever? Is it because everything I do is never so correct? Why can't I always make my family members happy? I have never done a good thing in my life. I don’t want much. I just want my family to be happy and happy. Why did my actions make all of this come to naught? Why? The people I love want to leave me one after another, why is it because I did something wrong? Does one incident lead to a lifetime of hatred? Why can’t they forgive themselves once? Even once, maybe it’s just Because of repeated injuries, all this has become so complicated, so that everyone does not want to stay by my side, so that everyone just wants to leave themselves and go away, maybe it is because of what I have done , Let everyone's heart become so hurt, so painful, so unbearable.If God could really give me a chance again, then I would never do anything to make my family sad or sad. Everything I have done has changed everyone so much, but why did I feel so sad? You will never get retribution If God is really willing and willing to forgive yourself, then please give yourself a thunderbolt from the blue sky, let you just hit yourself, and let yourself leave this world forever, never open your eyes again, open your eyes. All the eyes bear is pain but no happiness. The pain covers my eyes and my whole heart, and my whole heart is full of pain spreading.When the pain in my heart spread to my whole body, at that moment I really understood what I wanted, but at that moment it was really too late, I had already lost the person who loved me the most, I have already lost my entire world, but I can only cry silently, there is no way to bring everything back to the beginning, because all of this is the result of what I have done, and I cannot blame anyone People, God may be really fair, just because what he did hurt him, he really left himself and never came back. "Children, maybe you will never understand a kind of pain, that is, leaving the person you love the most, and the person you love the most has given up on you forever because of your own mistakes. You have never experienced that pain." This kind of pain, when I didn't know your father, you know, I had a very, very good boyfriend. The time with him was the happiest and happiest time in my life, he gave me In this life, no one can give me happiness, he gave me all his love, she gave all her love, until I peeled off layer by layer like an onion, you know How much does his heart hurt? I don't know how I should feel the pain in his heart. I only know that he is really desperate. He deleted all my contact information in despair. Have you ever thought about me in those years? How did I spend those years, I spent every day like years, I missed him every moment, I wanted him to come back to me, but in the end there was no way. He left, just left, Will never come back to my side again, and I know that I really lost him completely, because what I did hurt her, I added her contact information again and again , but he ignored me time and time again, and finally changed all the contact information. How desperate I was at that moment, I finally understood how deep the despair in his heart was, and I finally knew the harm I caused her How huge is it, I regret it, I regret what I have done, if I didn't go my own way, and I didn't have a sudden brain cramp, how could I do those outrageous things to treat him? The world was given to me, until he finally said to me that I was included in all his plans, but in the end, what kind of pain is it? Do you know what kind of pain it is? Unforgettable, do you think the hurt we bring to you as parents is unforgettable pain, it is the pain that is branded in the bones, then do you know that the pain I brought to her is the pain that is easy in his heart, but I found that he I found out that it cleared all the traces of being with him, and I realized that he was really desperate, and I also knew that I would never have any chance to see him again in this life, the world is so big I Where should I look for him? I don't know the exact address of his home, and I live a blind life day by day." Zhang Yichen was a little stunned when he heard what his mother said to him. It turns out that his mother was not cruel and heartless, but he just knew that what he did hurt that person, and he only knew that he could never be like before in his life. Still made the decision to hurt her relatives again and again, in fact, her heart is not bad, she just forgot how to respect others, how to love others, he only knows that he lives blindly selfishly, Perhaps in this way, everyone's heart will not be recalled because of the pain in the past, but he has forgotten that the greatest thing in the world is respect, but mutual trust, and loyalty to you is the promise i made to myself