Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Now I don't know why I have become like this, is this still the appearance I wanted at the beginning?

Life is like this, let yourself lose the things you love the most time and time again, and finally you will find out how much you care about all these things. When you had them before, no one thought about these things. What will you get? As a result, why is everyone always so selfish, always ignoring other people's comfort for their own ideas?

There will always be things in a person's life, and they will encounter a lot of things from a big country, but everyone will only get these pains in their life. Some people give everything they have for themselves again and again, but no one Know how you have lived your life.

Has anyone ever thought about how they spent their whole life, who has been suffering in pain time and time again in this life, who has thought about how they should bear all these, fatal blows time after time, the latest Who knows that I use my work to numb myself during the day, but what can numb myself in the middle of the night?The longing in my heart is getting deeper and deeper, and in the end I have gradually become a walking dead, I don't know what I should get, and no one knows what kind of ending I will endure in this life.

Maybe life is like this, after all the sufferings, you will eventually experience, love and parting, but do you really know how you got your life?A person's life is steaming in pain time and time again, and people get so much pain again and again, who knows what kind of harm they will get?Everyone is like this in their whole life, but they will eventually, because of what they have done, will cause the most painful abyss in their life to be unable to extricate themselves from. Everyone is like this, and who knows that in their whole life? What kind of life do you want to be satisfied with?

Many people's hearts are inherently greedy. Some people can do anything to hurt their dearest and most loved ones for their own self-interest, but some people are willing to give everything again and again for the happiest and happiest person they are.

Zhang Zhentian really doesn't know how to persuade his wife. He knows that his wife has really fallen into the abyss of pain and can no longer extricate herself. No one can save him. Waking up from the nightmare, she turned her life into such a decision again and again, he hurt herself again and again, just to wait until the person she was waiting for in her heart could look back at him and be by her side, Even if it's only for one day, is the human heart really so unbearable?Why is the human heart always unable to withstand the washing of time, time has changed everything, become so worthless, become so vulnerable.

Xia Jing also understands Zhang Zhentian's thoughts. After all, what is the point of living together for so many years? ?Even if you don't live together because of feelings in the end, after so many years of married life, you will still have a relative understanding. In fact, the person who understands you best is not your friend, but your enemy. You don't need to understand yourself. But do you know how much the people who are with you know you well? In order to understand you, they don't hesitate to devote most of their life's efforts, so that one day they can knock you down with one blow and make you completely collapse. But you don't understand that he knows you so well, and he may have helped you in the end. People's hearts can't be exchanged. When you are hurt and tortured again and again, you realize that all this is nothing but nothing.

"Xia Jing, maybe you won't listen to what I say now, but I hope you can know that no matter what, as your husband, I will never hurt you.

Haven't you felt the sincerity I've shown you all these years?I have paid so much for you all these years, don't you feel it at all? "

"In fact, the greatest pain in the world is nothing more than watching the person you love the most leave you alone for a month, and the people you love the most abandon you one after another, but you can only stand there helpless , no one can understand, who can really experience and understand the pain in my heart these years, all of you think that I am an example of selfishness, just caring about my own thoughts and my own thoughts, and disregarding everyone Do you know what you think about yourself? But when you face me again and again, how uncomfortable I feel in my heart, when you say those accusing words to me again and again, I feel How innocent, I also thought, I can live happily, but I can't do anything!

Over the years, I have paid too much, but myself, I have nothing to get, I gave everything, I can only get him indifferent to me in the end, you know how speechless I am ?So tired, so tired, sometimes I really want to close my eyes and never wake up again, sometimes I really want to sleep completely at that moment, so that I will never have any way to live happily in my life , I just want to sleep and never wake up again, but I open my eyes again and again, only to find that I can't see my fingers in my own abyss, do you know that kind of darkness?You know that emptiness?No one knows! "

"You always feel that your pain is the greatest pain in the world, and you always feel that no one in the world can experience the pain you experience, but do you know that people who experience this pain in the world are not only Who among you and that person has not experienced this way? Who has not honed himself in pain time and time again? Although all of these will eventually make him bruised and bruised, and make him have nothing in his life. As far as any happiness is concerned, but do you know how much I care about how much I hope you can stay by my side, just like you care about the person you love the most can stay by your side, I also love you It's the same, the feeling of loneliness and loneliness and frustration in the middle of the night makes my heart collapse again and again..."

What I have experienced is something that others cannot understand, and it is what I have always insisted on!