Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Every change makes me experience a different transformation, but this is still not what I want.

"Since you have already said it yourself, that man told you himself that he no longer has any feelings for you, but why do you still want to be with him so desperately?

Is it because I treat you badly, or is it that I am not as good as her? Is it because I am not good-looking, or is there something that I am sorry for you?Why do you do these heartless things to me?

He is in your heart, do you not regard me as your husband at all?Is the safety of our family so unworthy of mentioning in your eyes?Where did you put your family? Since you chose to form a family with me, you must be responsible for this family. If you do this now, what do you think of everyone in this family? A pawn that you want or don't want or throw away? "

Zhang Zhentian really became more and more annoyed the more he thought about it, he never thought about how his wife would become like this one day.

He didn't understand what a woman who was once so lively and cheerful in front of his eyes had become now?Why did you say something?In his eyes, everything is nothing. What did he do or did he do wrong?

Maybe I don't know it all day long. If one person doesn't love the other, then no matter how hot that person is, it will have no effect. It seems that he is always in his heart, but in the end it is nothing.

"Don't say that, I was really happy and happy during the time I was with you. You once gave me everything I wanted, and you could ask me at any cost, but you really didn't think about me. What kind of life do you want, what kind of ending will we have when we are together? Repeatedly and arbitrary results have blocked my life!

Have you ever thought about what kind of life I want?I live in pain every day, who gave me the happiness I want, I struggle with illness and torture again and again, I also want to get the life I want, but you finally gave it to me what?

I once asked him if he could continue to cry and smile at me, but in the end I couldn’t change anything. When I hugged him from behind again and again, you know that I was scolding in my heart, At that time, it was really painful, I really wanted to hug him forever and never let go, I longed for time to stop at that moment forever, but would God really care about me so much?Not at all!

When I hugged her, I prayed in my heart again and again, God, I can make time flow slower, or I can stay in that moment forever, never in the past, but he really won't be me When I looked up, I found that time had passed, and he still turned around. At that moment, only I was left silently waiting for that moment. How lonely and desperate I am, who can understand?

You may think that being a human being shouldn't be so selfish, but do you know that what I want is just that simple, as long as I can stay by his side, I don't need anything.

Over the years, I have been thinking about others, but in the end I didn’t get any result. In my heart, this is a result of failure. No matter how much I think about others, but in others What am I in your eyes?

Regardless of the torment of my body, I chose to be with him. All I want is to be able to see him smiling at him once, even if my heart is bleeding, but as long as he smiles, I can still very happy.

Maybe you think I'm stupid, stupid and naive, but do you know that this is true love, I don't need him to give me any affection now, I don't need him to put his heart on me anymore , as long as I give him my feelings, it is enough for me to give her my heart. It doesn't matter whether I will be covered in bruises in the end, or I will get the lifelong happiness of my life, but I just want to have no regrets.Enough, I have lost him again and again, this time I really don't want to lose him again, if I lose her again, I don't know how long I can live..."

Zhang Zhentian didn't expect that his wife would love that man so deeply, she would even take her own life for him, don't be in his eyes, what is her husband?Do you take yourself as the sustenance of your feelings again and again?Is it really just because of empathy?

"I never thought that you can love her so deeply. You can do everything for him, even your own life. Why can't you do it once for me? I remember that we were together When we were together, you pretended to love me very much. At that moment, I really felt that I had entered the paradise of happiness, but in the end I realized that it was just the beginning of the hell of pain!

Even if you don't want to be with me all your life, even if I really don't exist in your heart, then can you consider my feelings, I just want to live a healthy and happy life in my life A little bit of happiness, even a little bit, but have I ever been happy myself over the years?Without me running around and wandering around the world for you, I gave up my whole family for you, and I endured the pain of lovesickness for you.

I clearly know that my own father is waiting for my own son to go home to see him. I clearly know that my father is looking forward to it, waiting for us to return to the family.

But I clearly know all of this, for your happiness, I still choose to pretend that I don't know anything, you know how desperate I am, do you know how hard my father is living?You have never considered what kind of life we ​​want. The decisions you make time and time again are only for your own selfish desires!

Isn't it really you who are really selfish?Don’t you have any idea of ​​what you did yourself?

Stop thinking that others will forgive you, because what you have done makes others unable to forgive you for the rest of your life. You will always live in your pain, live in your world, and never come out again for the rest of your life. Because you have no time to find you in this life, and you can never get out again, you can only suffer from pain, the pain you have suffered again and again, the pain you have endured again and again, and in the end you just It's just reaping the fruit! "

A happy life always makes you lose it inadvertently.