Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Deep down in your heart, you think that everything you do is right, but how many people will agree with what you do?

You always talk about your dignity, but is it really for your own dignity?In fact, you are also very confused deep in your heart. It may be the dignity in your mouth, or it may be the dignity in your behavior.

When you think that everything you do is to defend your self-esteem, at that moment you are no longer a person who simply lives.

Now everyone is about to solve the mystery deep in their hearts, and they have also solved the imprint deeply buried in their hearts, but now I don't have it either. The result is that the person I was waiting for has not yet woken up. This is always a bit of a disappointment for everyone present, how I hope everyone can stand here, everyone can go back home and gather together, that is what a big family should have, and now What exactly is it? I clearly know what kind of life I want, but this person can't keep her by my side no matter what. What kind of harm is it to me?

A week later, after a week of antibiotic treatment, Zhang Zhentian's condition has gradually improved. This is something that everyone should be happy and proud of.

Xia Jing is almost completely healed now, all he wants now is to be able to clean up, let her husband wake up, it is already complete for him, he is now completely I figured it out, and felt that it is better to cherish the present than to add to the past. He couldn't let go of the past time and time again. It was because he buried his heart forever again and again, and he didn't want to open it to anyone. Heart, because the result of opening his heart is always hurting himself.

But this time she really planned to open her heart again.

I already owe my husband too much, if this time I am still unwilling to open my heart like before, then what kind of results can I bring to my husband when I live in this world Well, hurt again and again or something, he really can't bear to let his relatives get hurt even a little bit, now even if he suffers all the pain and let all the sins fall on his head, he will always It's better than the person in my heart being hurt.

Now in Xia Jing's heart, what he wants is nothing. She just wants her family to be safe and her husband to return to her heart. Hurt, she doesn't want to be treated unfairly because of her own reasons, and those she loves the most and those who love her are treated unfairly because of herself, and she doesn't want them to have fierce quarrels again and again because of herself.

It's not that he wasn't there when his husband quarreled with his father. He saw them arguing so fiercely again and again. He was really unhappy in his heart, but he couldn't come forward to dissuade him!

He knew that everything his husband did was for himself, and it was precisely because of this that he couldn't bear what she wanted. It was not this kind of life, he just wanted his husband to be safe and happy, but in the end He was still hurt like this, and all of this was caused by himself, but it would be great if the person lying in it now was me, so he wouldn't have to bear the pain of longing here.

Xia Jing now feels that if time can really be restarted, she will not choose such an ending anyway, she will choose to stay by her husband's side and give her the warmest heart. My husband can be happy every day without having to bear the blows that others give him, let alone those injuries that he shouldn't get.

"Do you think I did something wrong? Why is it that no one is willing to understand me in the eyes of everyone in everything I do? Is it true that I have come to today step by step? Is it as easy as they imagined? No one has considered what kind of torture is in my heart. I also hope that I can live happily, and I also hope that I will not be like a hedgehog!

You are all my relatives. In my heart, I regard you very important. I also hope that I can always have my relatives by my side. That kind of company is the happiest I have ever been in my life. No one People are willing to wait for such a result, you know?How I long for you to stay by my side forever and never leave me, but that's just your own imagination, no one can live forever in this world without disappearing!

I have lived through these years, and I have walked very hard step by step. I have come to the present with my own efforts every day. No matter what I have experienced, I have never left a single tear of pain, because I know crying is not what I should do Crying, it can't bring me any results!

If I don't choose to face difficulties and just cry silently when I encounter difficulties, can these dangers be kept away from me?Wouldn't I have to go through these difficulties again? It wouldn't be that every time I got the result, it would be so difficult again and again. No one would know how much pain I had in my heart. In front of him, he showed himself to be very strong.

Because I don't want anyone to see through the truth in my heart, I don't want others to know what kind of person I am, I want to use my disguise to hide what kind of person I am, I want to live in hypocrisy Under the mask, that may bring a different life to oneself. "

"Mom, in fact, there is nothing wrong with you doing this. How come we don't know what you have experienced over the years. You are not cruel. In fact, it is me who is cruel. My mother finally thought about going back home to accompany her. I was by my side, but I cruelly encouraged my grandfather to tell you to shut me out. I blinded my eyes because of my hatred, and finally caused me to lose the opportunity to be with you. Time and time again, in the end, I I have already forgotten why I lost my favorite thing because of it!

Mom, as long as you can come back to me now, nothing is important to me!

When Dad wakes up, I will take the two of you home to live in. I will never let you leave us in this life. I will be filial to you. I believe that with my own ability, I can support you both. , not the kind of cowardly and incompetent person. "

Xia Jing knew that his son was not that kind of cowardly and incompetent person. On the contrary, he knew that his son was really capable and sold more than many people. He also believed that his son could stand on the pinnacle of the world today, which proves that It's all because of his own ability. He has come step by step to the present. As a mother, he has never fulfilled the slightest responsibility. Thinking of this, you feel ashamed.

"Yichen, it's my mother who is sorry for you. You have worked so hard all these years alone, but I have never stood by your side to give you any help or encouragement. Mom really doesn't know what I should do. Only by doing it can I make up for what I owe you in the depths of my heart.

Originally you chose to hate your mother, and you could still feel a little more balanced in your heart, but now you don’t even choose to hate me. My heart is really getting more and more uncomfortable. I am ashamed. Other mothers are willing to stay with me I would never leave beside my child, but I asked you to abandon me one month after you were born. How can there be a mother like me in the world? You must really hate me at that time, right?

You desperately climbed up, desperately desperate, didn't you just want to prove to your parents that abandoning you was a big mistake?

Facts have proved that you have really done it now. All of us feel guilty and sad because of the daughter we abandoned at the beginning, because we really shouldn’t abandon you. Only after we abandoned you did we know how important this family relationship is. If I have always chosen to stay by your side, and we will not have trouble with each other like this.

Maybe your father won't be lying here now, and I don't have to have so many fierce quarrels with your father over and over again!

Deep in my heart, you are really my good son. It is you who have opened my eyes to everything you have given me. You have proved with your own actions that as long as you work hard, you are not afraid of nothing in return. God is always fair, no matter how much effort you put in, He will give you as much reward. If you are always stingy with giving, then why do you want God to give you the most perfect reward in the end? "

"Mom, let's stop talking about each other now. I believe our family can return to the happiest time before. Over the years, I haven't enjoyed a moment when my parents stay with me. Please let me Enjoy it again, I am really looking forward to what kind of feeling that kind of day is like, when I was a child, I saw other children walking on the street with their parents holding hands, I was really envious, I never I thought about when my parents would be able to hold my hand, because I knew it was impossible. Even if my parents finally returned home and held my hand, I would have stood still. On top of the world.

I always choose to force myself to train again and again, because I can't let anyone look down on me. If I look down on me, I will disappoint my grandpa. Grandpa is a face-saving person. His self-esteem is more important than mine. I can't Those who harm others because of my own incompetence are slower to blame grandpa. I can't let grandpa's self-esteem be damaged in the slightest.

No one understands this feeling, but I believe my father can understand, I believe he is the same person as me, if he knows, he will not let grandpa's self-esteem be damaged, she would rather her own Self-esteem has been hurt by everything, and he doesn't want people he cares about to suffer any unhappiness because of his own reasons. "

No one wants to always listen to a person talk about self-esteem. If a person is really capable, then he will definitely make choices for his own self-esteem, not just for talking.

No one can understand what kind of mood they are feeling in their hearts at this moment. Facing the person closest to them standing here, but they are powerless. He can only lie there alone, no one can go in to help her share, and no one can go in to talk with him, everyone's heart is simply a kind of torture.

"Serena, my sister is really thankful for you. She made a special trip to visit me this time, but do you know? My sister also hopes that you can live your own life well. I also know that you have always had a sister deep in your heart. You regard your sister as your dearest family member. You will never betray your sister no matter when and where, but no matter what, my sister can’t see you. For the sake of me running back and forth so hard, you have to take your wife to live a good life Live the life you should live.

Such an accident happened this time, and it was beyond my expectation. I never thought that one day, I would encounter such a car accident, but this time it was my own fault. I don’t blame anyone, no matter what What kind of consequences will this incident bring to me, and what kind of ending will I face?

Gradually, I understand more and more why people say that people’s hearts are like this. Only when I lose it will I know how important this matter is to me. This time I have to wait until I completely lose these closest friends. The only person who knows that all this is not what he imagined. Those people don't want to hurt themselves, so they can do whatever they want, regardless of their feelings. One day he will feel chilled because of what he did.In the end, God will not see it.I will punish you! "

Serena knew that Xia Jing was blaming herself now.

He doesn't know how to comfort his sister, seeing his sister living in such pain, how can he be happy in his heart, but there are some things that he just can't solve, he doesn't know How should I put it, all these things have to be experienced and comprehended by my sister in person to get a certain effect. If it is all relying on others to persuade, then in the end even if the two of them can really reconcile as before. What can I do?The most basic trust and the most basic feelings between each other are all gone, everything that was before has been reduced, and what is left is only suspicion and suspicion between each other. After living together in such a marriage, there will still be Are you happy?

"Sister, you don't have to blame yourself too much for some things. Not everything has anything to do with you. You didn't make a mistake yourself, so why bother to take responsibility and consequences, it's enough to live well yourself!

We all know how you have spent these years. Everyone has a certain number in their hearts. You have paid so much time and time again, but in the end the result is not what you want. It is not a kind of harm to you, you have endured so much pain again and again, but you have never said a word, because you know that only when you become stronger step by step, can you finally go where others go forever There is no place where you can’t reach, because you know better than anyone else that everyone must rely on their own efforts to get to the end step by step.

Now that it has become like this, no matter how much we say, it will have no effect or help. The only thing we can do now is to wait for brother-in-law to wake up safely, right?If something really happened to him, not to mention you, even everyone here, none of us would be happy. He is our relative now, even if he is not a relative, even if he is just an ordinary friend, Then I will also feel that it's a pity, not to mention that she is your sister's husband now. For us, there is nothing more cherished than relatives! "

Hearing what Serena said, Xia Jing felt even more uncomfortable in his heart. He never thought that one day he would become what he is now. He looked forward to it again and again, waited again and again, and finally got nothing but It's just hurting again and again. What should I do to make all this different? What should I do to let everyone know that deep down in my heart, there is really this family Everyone in this family.

"You are right. I believe that the sky is not ruthless. He must have his own eyes. He will make a decision after careful consideration in everything he does. I believe that the decision he makes will not disappoint everyone present. A person disappointed, he is so kind, even if I made all the mistakes, he is still not willing to let me lose everything.

I used to think about whether I would eventually take my life because of my many evil deeds, but in the end I found that he was really too kind to me and kept my life again and again, but think about it the other way around, He was just punishing me in a different direction.

I don't go here much with my life, but I just want to take the life of the person I love the most. Isn't this the best revenge for me? He has a sense of revenge now, but As for me, I can only silently watch the person in my heart lying there alone, but I can only stand here, do you know how desperate this feeling is?

I would rather I still lie in it with him now, at least that way I can still be by her side, now that I stand up, I don't want him to fight alone in it, I really want to go in and be with him..."

It was the first time for Zhang Yichen to hear his mother express her views on his father in such a public. At this moment, he realized that it was not that his mother didn't have his father deep in his heart, he just chose not to. Knowing which way to express it, he just chose to use methods that are difficult for others to accept again and again to show the depths of his heart, there is really a person, but he has forgotten, this is because of all he has done In the end everyone was hurt.

It is precisely because he is not good at expressing that everyone misunderstands her a lot, thinking that he is a woman with a hard heart who never thinks about others' feelings from the perspective of others, but who knows her? How much heartache has been experienced in this life, no one can understand how painful it is, and how difficult it is for her to get to where she is today step by step.

Today he finally saw his mother, who turned out to be just an ordinary woman, she would have tears and heartache, time and time again he put all the pain in his most difficult time, People engulfed him, never thought of showing his heart to others, because he didn't want others to suffer with him.

When he was tortured again and again, she drowned all the tears in her heart, never thought about how difficult it was for her, she wanted to swallow all the sadness alone , he doesn't want others to know the pain in his heart, he is afraid that others will laugh at him, so he can only choose to bear all the hurt by himself.

Maybe it's because of his stubborn temper that everyone thinks he is a person who is invulnerable to all poisons. No matter how he hurts her or what to say about her, she will never be sad or have any complaints. But who knows what she has gone through, is it really because of his incompetence that she has made these concessions again and again?Didn't he choose to let everyone believe in him and he will stay by his side.

"Mom, I believe what you said is right. I believe that heaven is true and not so ruthless. I believe that he is merciless. He will definitely wake up my father. You should also be healthy and healthy. Wait until When my father wakes up, on that day when you can embrace each other affectionately, everyone in the world will bless you. You must persevere and wait for a miracle to come to our family. Everyone in my family is waiting for God to let everyone in our family continue to live happily as before. That kind of life is the most perfect life!

No matter what happened before, no matter what consequences and endings everyone will face in the end, we have to face it together, because we are a family, and a family will never abandon each other under any circumstances! "

"You must know that the sky is not ruthless, but only human beings. People have many choices in their lives, but life will always teach everyone to work hard to live the way they want. No one wants to let life change themselves beyond recognition. appearance."