Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"If you saw your grandfather kneeling down, you would understand many things. Many times, many people choose a way of life that they cannot accept."

"Some people know that the path they choose ahead of them is wrong, but they still choose that way, so that they will not regret it in the future. I have worked hard and will not regret it!"

Mr. Zhang didn't understand why his son suddenly knelt down to him. He was waiting for his son to speak, but before his daughter-in-law knelt down to him, she listened to his son and daughter-in-law Say it to yourself.

"Father, I'm sorry, it's all because of my self-willed son. I have never been filial to you all these years, and let you sit here alone for so long. Thank you for bringing my son up. , I know how difficult it is for you, so I really don't know what way to repay you now, thank you for everything you have done, I am really touched and grateful in the bottom of my heart, but I always I feel a little owed.

We did all this just to say sorry to you, because our waywardness caused you to suffer so many years of loneliness alone. Although you have my son by your side, I also know that my son today What kind of pain, you have been blamed by others all these years, because you drove your son and daughter-in-law out of the door, but no one knows, in fact, all the faults at the beginning were all because of me. Going out and yearning for the freedom outside, I think the outside world should be beautiful, so I chose to abandon my children, everyone in this family and the century-old foundation you created for so many years.

Looking back now, I really feel that I am really not alone. I am not worthy of being your son, let alone being a member of the Zhang family. Everyone in the Zhang family has the courage to face all difficulties. I don't alone, I really don't know why I became what I am now, and I don't understand why everything I do is a mistake in the eyes of everyone, all I want is a stable life .

But it is easy for anyone to get it, but I can't. I repeatedly asked myself what I did wrong to choose this way, and I finally got the answer. .It is the biggest mistake I did in the world, that is, I abandoned my family and my father. People like me can even abandon my own father, so I can’t even look at the sky, I can only see I gladly accept all the punishments that fall on my head! "

"Zhentian, don't say that since these fathers have chosen to forgive you, it proves that in the depths of father's heart, he has never blamed your current heart. As long as you can come back, father is already very happy in his heart. , Now seeing that you can come back to this home generously, do you know how excited I was at that moment? Tears welled up in my eyes, longing for countless times, you can walk in through this door and take a look at me, but once Once again, all I gave myself was the most disappointing answer, because I have never seen your back at this gate, you are like being isolated from the world, and you will never appear in my life again, you Do you know how difficult it was for my father in those years?

Look at your son, he has already achieved such a great achievement, because he chose to come back now, but when she was working hard outside alone, where were you fathers?When she was ridiculed and threatened by everyone, where did you parents touch her and was tortured again and again, when he was unable to stand up and walk again and again because of training, where were you?The person you are most sorry for is not me, but your son, and the person you should apologize the most is not me, but also your child!

You can be so unfeeling to your own children, he can forgive you as a junior, so why can't I forgive you?I can't let others see, whether it was you who chose to leave or I kicked out of the house, it doesn't matter to me now. As for my family's century-old foundation, since you chose to let it go, So now you don't need to care about your son anymore, I already feel very satisfied, because he has taken care of everything in this family in an orderly manner, and such a child is the blood of my Zhang family.

Zhentian, you are my son, no matter what you say or do to me, I am a father, and I will never complain to you, even if one day you take a knife and kill me Even if I kill you, I won't hate you, but you know what?The person you hurt is not me, but your son. He is only a month old, and you choose to abandon her. Have you ever thought about what kind of psychological blow this is to a child in the process of growing up?

Don’t always be so selfish in doing things. Since you are able to stand here alive, the person you are most grateful to is not me, but your son. They worked day and night in the days when you just had an accident What is the reason for guarding him outside the ward? It's just for his own family. Even though he was unwilling in every possible way at that time, you are his parents, and it is impossible for him to ignore you. Why can't I consider her embarrassment from his point of view, he wants to save face, he is also a person, he is now a big boss, and in the eyes of everyone, he is a big man who is out of reach , but she gave up her so-called principles and her dignity for you. All he wants is for his parents to stay by his side. Why can't you even do the minimum?

You have not fulfilled the responsibilities of being parents to your children, you have not fulfilled the responsibilities of being a son to me as a father, and you have not fulfilled the responsibilities of being a good grandparent to yourself as a grandson. All the things you do time and time again have never achieved the purpose that you should really fulfill your duties. You are just slapping your face and making yourself fat. For your own face, you can be desperate, even your own family members still Can be sacrificed! "

"Dad's matter is really not like this. Now both of us know that we were wrong. Since you have chosen to forgive us, we should stay by your side to honor you and accompany you. I will never Doing ungrateful things like before, you have worked so hard to bring me up, but I have never fulfilled my responsibilities as a son, the marriage you introduced to me, I am not satisfied, I chose myself , the woman I love the most, but I got it in the end. I know that you all feel unwilling for me in this kind of result, but no matter what, since I chose the journey myself, even if my life is not happy in the future, even if I will live in pain every day from now on, but it is enough for me as long as the person I love is by my side, and you should stop trying to make things difficult for him, everyone has their own difficulties Everyone can only rely on their own efforts, step by step until the end is the life they want, isn't it?"

"Why do you still speak so forcefully? What do you think it means for you to be able to say these words to me now?

Originally, I chose to really want you to return to this home. As long as you can come back, what is more important to me than this? Now I just want the family to be reunited, but I know the moment you come back , how excited I am, you know?You have never considered what kind of torture is deep in my heart. What you want again and again is just the little benefit you want, but you really understand me What do you want?You can't give me an ordinary relationship, and you can't give me the best care I want from my family. Are you really worthy of being my son?You being my son is this how you choose to hurt your father?What is the father in your eyes?Can it hurt casually?Could it be that if your heart is hurt, I really don't feel bad at all?

I know the child is not strict, the fault of the father.

But you ask yourself, have I treated you wrong all these years?No matter how many things you have done, did I choose in the end? Forgive you for rejecting that door at the beginning. I know that your son doesn’t know what attitude to use to face you now. I can’t let He is caught in the middle of a dilemma. He will definitely choose to accept you because of me, but if this is the case, I don’t want you to come back. I don’t want her to suffer any harm. I watched him grow up with my own eyes. , I saw him walking over with blood marks step by step!

In the face of all the hard work he has put in, you all turn a blind eye to it, but I can't, because he is the person I brought up with hard work, but you have never been by his side, and you feel that all this is nothing at all. The relationship with you has nothing to do with you, but as parents, if you see your son being hurt so much in your heart, don't you feel any distress or sadness in your heart?Haven't you ever felt remorse and guilt in your heart? "

Zhang Yichen did not expect that at this time, his grandfather is still thinking from his own point of view, and is still seeking justice for himself. He really feels that the greatest luck in his life is to have such a grandfather, such a grandfather I have given myself the care that my parents can't give, even if my parents have never stayed by my side these years, but my grandpa is by my side is the happiest thing for me.Because my grandfather's love for me is a kind of love that no one can change. That kind of love will always stay deep in my heart. Even if my grandfather chooses to leave me one day, I can still deeply love him. Remember she will never forget.

"Grandpa, now that Mom and Dad have come back with great difficulty, you should stop talking about these unhappy things. I know that you also hope that Mom and Dad can come back to this house as soon as possible. Since we are all back now, we all give up on the past. Don’t mention those things again, how about we all live happily together? That kind of life is the life we ​​want most from each other. Do we really have to do it for some different things? Do happy things hurt the life that could have been happy before like this? Do you really have the heart to have such a thing happen to our family again?"

What kind of injury is that when history repeats itself?

In fact, when you were doing these things, you didn't think about the serious consequences of this matter at all. What you want is just the little hope in your heart, but you forget that I am a living person, and I also have Feelings have a soul, I also have love, I also have emotions when I hate, I can't worry about everything over and over again for a little thing, but I can't bear anyone to hurt me Grandpa, he has really paid a lot for me. I really hope you can truly understand how much my grandpa has paid for me. If you still have a little bit of a lady deep in your heart, then please Tell me carefully, what exactly do you want now, if you want three grandpas, I'm so sorry, I can invite you out right now, so you don't have to think about returning to this home for the rest of your life?Because people in this family do not welcome you, if you come back just for revenge, for the things that shut you out at the beginning, then you have done it now, because everyone in the family, because of what you have done, Because your return has been received.Hurting you should be happy now, why are you still so sad, you pretend to be so pitiful, what is the reason?Now the people in our family are here to sympathize with you, how do you treat us behind the sympathy for you?We sincerely regard you as family members, and these things must bring you back to this family, but what you have done has chilled our hearts.

Do you know why I say the human heart is incomparable?Because when our family gave you their hearts, how did you repay us? You hurt grandpa and made him suffer so much. I thought about it, I can live happily, but I have no choice, I really I can't always learn, I can't learn your cruel heart, I can't learn your ruthlessness, I can't learn that you do things without scruples, I can't learn your ruthlessness at all, you know?How tired I am, how painful my life is, I will never learn your kind of happiness, because you can laugh heartlessly, but I can't, because I have a grandpa, I want to be happy for my grandpa Think about it, I want to let grandpa know that I am the one who loves her the most, and I want to let grandpa know that even if everyone in the world doesn't want her, and I will accompany him by her side, I am the one who will love her all my life. It is impossible to abandon him, I will let grandpa understand that I am the best and only support in his life.

You don't understand how much grandpa hurts when he is admitted to the hospital again and again. She also hopes that she can get the love of her son and daughter-in-law. Where were you at that time when grandpa was sent to the hospital by you? , you can only choose to avoid it, because you dare not come back, you are afraid that I will get angry with you, because what you have done hurts grandpa, the person I love the most, you have no way to explain everything to me, so You choose.Can escaping and escaping really solve things?It is simply impossible for you to do everything without ever thinking about the consequences and what kind of blow it will bring to you. All you want is your immediate interests. The so-called interests, you choose to harm your own family. You can hurt people without any scruples, even if it is your own expectations.If it were someone else, they would not know how many times you have been sued to the court, but grandpa didn't do this, he cared about the face of the family, not to mention you are his children, he can't be so cruel, but you as children How can you be so ruthless, abandon your father casually, and hurt everyone in the family casually in your eyes, are the family members really so worthless?Or do you think that flying into the sky is really that important, so what if you fly into the sky?The higher you fly, the faster you die.

You have flown into the sky more than once, you have flown into the sky again and again, what is the final outcome?You didn't get the ending you wanted at all. Instead, you flew up to the sky again and again, and finally fell down hard. Isn't it painful enough for you to fall?Why do the scars always heal and forget the pain?Why do you never think about whether your actions will bring bad consequences?Why don't you think about whether your actions are right or wrong?Don't live so selfishly, you think it's your own life, it really doesn't do you any good, and it doesn't have any benefits, all you do, in the end, only those who care about you and love you the most are hurt, You have never thought about how much pain in the heart of grandpa, I beg you to hold your hands high, let grandpa stop hurting grandpa with these things, don't let grandpa ask you again, and shed any tears, I really Could not bear.

I have lived with my grandpa for so many years, I never thought of letting her shed a tear, because I know that he loves me sincerely, he will do everything for me, everyone can give everything, but why don't you Okay, why are you always so selfish in what you do, why can't you ever consider my feelings?I am your son, your relative, and the only child in your life. Am I not your pride? Shouldn't you be proud of my achievements??I have to admit that all my achievements are thanks to you. If you hadn’t abandoned me so hard, how could I be what I am now. If it weren’t for you, how could I have been trained by the devil again and again without shedding a tear. If it weren't for you, why would I still be able to smile after being ridiculed by everyone else, because I'm trying to make myself happy, and I want everyone to see that even though I'm suffering and tired, I can always Facing the future with a smile, because my future is up to me, I will never rely on anyone, because I know that if I rely on anyone's ending, I will never get an ending, and that will make my life very tiring , even if I pin all my hopes on others, will others really give me hope?If others don’t stab me in the back and drag me to hell, I will never be able to turn around. To be strong, I can only let myself know, and I can only let everyone believe that people’s hearts should never be compared with people’s hearts, because people’s hearts change. This is the most basic truth. I have tried to exchange the hearts of many people with human hearts, but in the end what I got was hurt again and again. I got nothing and nothing. Now I can’t Believe me, what should I do to make this less painful and sad than before, I really don’t want much, just a few simple things, but in the eyes of everyone, I have nothing at all Got it because your eyes see everything different than what I see, all of us have different perspectives, you are my parents and I really hope you think twice about not doing it Doing anything that hurts everyone in the family has no meaning or benefit to you.

If I find out in the future that you have hurt grandpa and made everyone in the family feel sad and miserable, then I am really sorry, and I will definitely kick you out of the house. I can't stand my parents coming back to do evil and threatening Fu, I came back to this home not to comfort myself, not to protect myself, but to everyone in the family. This is really unacceptable to me. I can't achieve such an ending. You know, I I am a proud person, I have no way to let go of my self-esteem, and forgive everything again and again, but when I let go of all my dignity to let you, please cherish this opportunity, otherwise we will For the rest of my life, there is really no way for you to return to this family. If you come back again and again, if it only brings harm to the family, I think it will be the best ending if you don’t come back. If you come back, you can only let the family Pain then why should I choose to make you happy.Let the family members be sad and miserable?Have you ever given me love and companionship? The person I have the most is my grandpa. How could I give up my family and my family for my own selfishness, so that grandpa can be happy, go on, reason.How can I do these things? How can I make it so sad, so painful, so difficult? "

Zhang Zhentian really doesn't know how to explain to his son now. As a father, no matter how he explains, he is a bad person in the eyes of his son, and he wants to come back and hurt her casually. People and themselves have never really thought about it this way. What you want is just a simple thing. What you want is to make everyone in the family happy and happy.

But do these things I do really make everyone in the family feel happy and happy?In fact, I don't have my own ideas, and I have hurt many people in my family. I never think about myself in everything I do. What kind of results should it bring to my family? I am always so selfish. If I can really find a kind of forget you grass in this world, but how happy I should be, I will never have to think about these things that make me sad, and I can live heartlessly forever, never I would think about being popular in this family, and now I have chosen this path, so what can I do about this matter?I have to walk on the path I have chosen no matter what. Even if the path is too difficult, I can only go on like this forever. Never think about comparing people’s hearts with others. If you break all hearts, you may not be able to get others to treat you sincerely in the end. Maybe others will give you a fatal blow in the back, driving you into the abyss of hell forever, and you will never be able to turn over again. At that time, you should go Who are you looking for?Everything is just a consequence of what you did.

Maybe I really did something wrong this time, and what I did may really hurt my father. If I heard my son say that his father shed tears this time, then I am really a son. Is it that different?I can casually let my father shed sad tears because of my own words, so how much failure must this son have to make my father sigh like this, what should I do as a son Only by doing this can my father never underestimate me like this, so that I, a son, can stay by his side with peace of mind. I never think about what I will get in everything I do. The ending, but I always thought about walking all the way, always regardless of the consequences.

Every time I make a mistake, I will know that the mistakes I made are unforgivable. What I want is just a stable life, but I get nothing in the end. Instead, I hurt those people. The person who loves me the most, what I have done is simply outrageous, if time can really be restarted for myself, I will definitely not leave so easily, so even if you want to leave yourself, you will pull yourself, My son left with his family. Even if he wants to wander around the world, everyone will be together. That is a family. But now this family has been torn apart by him, and there is no way to get back together. What should I do? In order to bring all this back to the original state, what kind of ending should one's own actions bring about?Time and time again, I have forgotten how many times I have done wrong things. My son has been numb from my own injuries. He no longer knows what distress is, because deep in his heart, He felt that all he wanted was that his father could return to him, and he had returned to her now, but he still failed to bring him any love in the end. Painful, I have never done a single right thing in everything I have done, is it that I am so bad at being a father?Not only does he not have any care for his son, but on the contrary to his father, all of them are hurting himself. What should the parents of the children do to make this not so sad? Everything they do Why can't they ever get the most perfect ending? Is it really just because they have given up that they made all this the ending it is now?I don't know how many times I have reflected on what I should do to bring everything back to the original state, but I really have no way, I have no way to change everything that used to be, because everything has become a foregone conclusion , no matter how much I pay, I can’t get a sincere heart for everything, even if I want to live happily and happily, and want my family not to be hurt, but I still don’t care about it unintentionally. Hurt the people you care about the most, those who care about you the most.

Maybe I am not suitable for living in this family at all. Every time I live in this family, I will always bring painful injuries to my family members again and again. I have never done any good things. Who knows how many bad things have happened, all the pain, only you know how big a mistake you have made in your heart, and you can get what you end up with again and again, so what if you regret it, others don't Will forgive you, even if others say they forgive you, deep down in their hearts, they don't even think about forgiving you, he will only deal with you again and again.

Never give a trust, just quietly give it all, because after giving all the trust, in the end you may only get hurt, because he is not waiting for your heart wholeheartedly, it is just a simple Simple things, she wants to get to the bottom of his heart, she never thought about being with you, nor did he think about giving you the best comfort, all she wants is to deal with you again and again How to make all this look like what he wanted in his heart, everything he did was just the price he paid by unscrupulous means to achieve his goal.

"My child, I know that as a father, no matter what I say now, you will never believe everything I say, because deep down in your heart, I am not a qualified father at all. The harm I have caused you over the years , you have no way to forget at all, I can understand, but no matter what, you really shouldn't blame us for all the mistakes, is it really that we want to leave you wholeheartedly? If this is the case, then we will not come back to this home at all this time. If we sincerely don't want to live with you, then we would rather spend our whole life outside wandering around the world and be homeless than go back. Come to this family to suffer this kind of anger. When you speak to us, that tone is like a prisoner. We endure it again and again, for what, so that everyone in this family can Believe that we are sincerely coming back to this home, we are not pretending, nor are we pretending, all we want is a sincere acceptance. If you can really accept me sincerely, then I simply don’t know How happy you should be, but you can't do it at all, because you are my son, I know you too well, your temper is really similar to mine. Some things, once they happen, they will not be easily forgiven , but if you choose to forgive, then it proves that you have other intentions, you have other things you are planning, I believe that deep down in your heart, you actually think the same way, you never thought that we could Come back to this home in peace, you don’t need to say it, I understand, in fact, the harm I have caused you these years is beyond calculation, but I never thought that one day the relationship between us will become what it is now , but can you really understand the pain in my heart as a father? I really don't want such a thing to happen, and I just want everyone in the family to forgive me and be with me in peace At the same time, I can sincerely accept that I come back to this family, not to deal with the outside world.

If one day you leave your hometown for decades, and you finally come back to this home after hard work, you find that when you come back to this home, everyone in the family is just dealing with you at that time. How painful it must be, you have never thought about it at all, and you have no way to experience this feeling, but I can understand it because I have experienced it once, and I got nothing in the end. Don't feel like I've received it now.Best punishment ever.?Everything I want I can't get what I don't want, but everything is forced on my head Do you know how hard and painful I am?I've had nightmares again and again.I woke up in a panic, my purpose is nothing else but I am afraid that everyone in the family will be hurt, I just want to make myself happy, I just want everyone in the family to give him happiness, why is it so difficult?

I admit that as a father, I have never seen the slightest bit of responsibility that I should do, as if I have brought you a lot of harm, but this is really not my original intention, I never thought of treating you like this at all, Once some things happen, I also know that there is no way to go, and your sister has no way to make everything as if it never happened. I have tried my best to make up for my mistakes. I have tried my best I want you to be happy, happy, happy.I'm a cow in this family, as long as I can make up for the resentment deep in your heart, as long as I can make up for the debts owed to you for the wrong things, it doesn't matter to me, but why should I pay? Everything is in your heart but I can't get anything, is it nothing?So in your eyes, am I nothing?I am just a living person, I also have flesh and blood, I also hope that my family can forgive me, I can treat me as a family, don't tell me again and again on the surface that we are a family, but behind the scenes there is no He was an insult to me for not seeing me as family. "

"Why do you feel that treating you like this is an insult now? Then all the things you did to me at the beginning, isn't it a kind of debt or a kind of injury? Why do you only see yourself forever in your eyes? For your own benefit, you will never see others? When you do those things, is it true that others are not hurt at all in their hearts? He is not a saint, no one deserves to be punished by you again and again Hurt, I know, maybe in your father's heart, we children should not choose to abandon you, we should not choose to keep you out, but think about the things you have done yourself, don't you Are you still qualified to ask us to forgive you?

Perhaps this ending is what you want for you, but it is not what I want for me. What I want is a stable life, but you have destroyed what I should have most, a stable life, All of this is because of your appearance, which led to the current ending. You always feel that everything you pay is correct, and every decision we make is wrong. Are we really So damn it?do everything.Wouldn't it be a good decision at all?You will never understand, what should I do?