Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

No matter what happens in my life, I will never give people's hearts to others easily, because people's hearts really cannot be exchanged. I have said this sentence many times. This sentence is a real sentence. Even if I give With all the sincerity, what can be exchanged in the end?Betrayed by family, cheated by friends, betrayed by good friends?I got everything over and over again and I didn't get it, I didn't get what I deserved, I tried to push myself out of the problem, I knew I was mentally hit hard, and there was no way I could go Accept everything so that I can live a happy and happy life like before, but I just want everyone to wait in peace and give me some time to think about what I should do, but What about you, as soon as you were discharged from the hospital, you wanted to come back to this home. It was you who made things happen step by step. It is you who have pushed me to where I am today. It is you who have made me become like this. The way I am now is out of control. It was you who caused me to become insensitive. I changed from a person with flesh and blood into a person who is insensitive. I don’t know how to measure anything with sincerity. What am I in your eyes?I gave everything, but I just wanted to get something in return. I got nothing, because I couldn’t get my parents’ sincerity towards me. In the eyes of my parents, some people are not me at all. Because in your eyes there are only benefits, it’s just your so-called freedom, where do you put my son, in your heart, my son is nothing, my son can want whatever he wants, just think No, don't throw it away if you want to, but in the end, everything I want is not like this at all. You have never considered what kind of ending I want deep down in my heart.

"The blows I have received and the abandonment I have experienced will never be forgotten in this life."

Thinking back on everything I did with my wife, in fact, there is still a little bit of difficulty in balancing in my heart. Have I really tasted the price for all the injuries and all the consequences of all the choices?Did you really have a reason to pay for those things?

In fact, I am useless at all, I hide my wife, from that day on, only I know how many wrong things I have done, but in the eyes of others, it will always be my own willful actions, but I think All of that is correct, time and time again I bring everything that I think is correct to others, but is it really correct in the eyes of others?My father chose not to say anything, do they really know nothing about those things?

Everyone in the family saved enough face for themselves, gave themselves enough space, and allowed themselves to think about how they should go and what kind of ending they should do. All these things they did hurt time and time again. I have ruined my family, and turned my family into the target of my own harm. I don't know what to do to restore everything to its original appearance. What is the reason for what I did? Now this look is out of control.

"Nai'er, shut up, this is between me and your grandfather, I don't want you to intervene, you have your own business, you are a child who understands the grievances between us adults, why should you bother?" Talking nonsense here?

The most important thing you should do now is to take good care of your mother and let your mother return to normal as soon as possible. You also know what your mother is like now. If he wakes up, he will definitely feel special pain in his heart. Special torture, if you are really for your mother's good, then you don't do anything now, let go of all the important things in your hands, and accompany your mother well, so that your mother can be really good one day Wake up, wait for the day when he wakes up, we will take it away from here and go out to play together, roam the world together, we can also go out and live our own life for a while, we don’t necessarily have to If you must stay here, there is no point in staying here.

But the matter between me and your grandpa, I hope you don’t interrupt, there are some things you don’t understand, and you can’t experience that feeling, the best thing you can do now is what I just told you, remember ? "

"Dad, whether I understand these things or not, everything I said today is the truth. Do you dare to say that you really hate your grandparents in your heart? Even if they did so many things that hurt you, you can Deep down but never hate them, because he is your parents, you have no way to hate them, knowing that the moment they come back, deep down you are happier than anyone else, because they are at least willing to finally come back to this home Come to take care of you, willing to be by your side, I see everything in my eyes, do you really think that I am so stupid and don’t know anything? I’m just like you, when I encounter some things, I just I choose not to say it, because it does not benefit anyone, nor does it make any sense. I said it may destroy the peaceful relationship of our family. I don’t want that to happen in our family. I am more than anyone We all know that peace in this home is hard-won!

I don't understand why you don't let me talk about these things at home, is everything I do wrong in your eyes?Is it true that if I do this, it is treasonous and unforgivable?I just hope that my relatives can live a happy life, just like you hope that your parents can stay by your side, just like you hope that this family can be peaceful. Could it be that deep in my grandfather's heart, she wouldn't say these things talk?If he were here now, he would say the same.

This family has accepted too much, what's wrong with him, I don't want this family to continue to live in such a turmoil, that kind of life is not what you and I want, what we want is that everyone can continue to live, how much Leave a way out for yourself, don't push yourself step by step, let yourself have no way to retreat, wait until then to regret why you made such a decision in the first place, do you think that your regret at that time may be nothing to others , but for yourself, do you really think it makes sense?

After so many years, I don't understand what my grandparents think in their hearts, but I know that in their hearts, they don't want such things to happen to us, and they are also reflecting on what they have done. Right or wrong, I also hope that everything that each of us does can be considered from their perspective, but sometimes I don’t know why deep down in my heart, It’s like being obsessed, using any method to consider the problem from their perspective, I only know that everything they do is hurting us, I only know that no matter what they do, they have never considered our feelings, At that moment, my heart was actually broken. I can understand the feeling of being betrayed by my parents, abandoned by my parents, but not understood by anyone, how tormented it is!

I actually chose to say these words today. He just wanted to make the family completely quiet and stop quarreling over anything. Everyone in the family has been greatly hurt because of these quarrels. You really Do you just hope that these injuries will continue to live like this?This may be nothing to you, but it is a kind of harm to everyone in the family. Every day, it is your relatives who are ringing in your ears, making troubles to yourself again and again. That kind of thinking is really very sad every day. tired.

Maybe you think it’s really a bit abrupt for me to say these words today. I also understand that doing so is a very irrational choice, but I have no choice. In the endless quarrels, the person who hurts the most in the family may not necessarily be us, but the elderly great-grandfather in the family.

Any one of you should know that he is very old, and he has no way to accept the quarrels in this family again and again. For him, he has no way to understand and has no way, what he needs most now It is to enjoy life in peace, to retire quietly, instead of listening to his family chatting and quarreling below again and again, that feeling will make him very bored, and sometimes he will have a feeling of wanting to escape from this home , then you guys really hope that he was still waiting there at that time, and we were by the side again and again bringing all the hurt to her, but we were there again and again without knowing what we did all for what?Do you really have the heart to hurt the depths of her heart again, forming a terrible shadow that will linger for the rest of your life? "

Zhang Yichen was silent, and had to admit that his son thought about it, but he didn't think about it, because he didn't think about it from the perspective of his grandfather, he only knew that he didn't really hate himself Her parents, she only hoped that her parents could return to this home. As for the ending, he never thought about it at all.

Could it be that what I did was too selfish?Could it be that everything I did was a mistake?It’s not that I hope that everyone in this family can live a happy life, live a happy life, and live a happy life, but why now these things seem to be all my own fault, is it true that I am really doomed to do it again and again in my life? Will you never be forgiven by anyone for your mistakes?What should I do to restore all this to the past, and not quarrel because of anything. These quarrels may not be the most painful in my heart, but it seems that it is a kind of quarrel in the heart of my family. The deepest torture, there is no way to recover from the torture, so all I did was to hurt my family again and again, but I was watching from the side one by one, I could only watch helplessly. Seeing them hurt, but you can't say anything, can't you do anything?If this is the case, is he still worthy of being a man?I once swore to protect my family, is this kind of protection?

Zhang Zhentian has always known that his grandson is a very sensible child, and after discussing with his relatives, he found out that his grandson is not ordinary sensible, and every word he utters is logical, and he feels ashamed to be a grandfather.

"Nai'er, Dad knows that you said these things today are for Dad's benefit, do you know? If you say everything rashly like this, you will only make grandpa unacceptable. Don't look at it. Your grandpa is so powerful, but in fact he is still very fragile in his heart, and he is also afraid of being hurt. When you say these words today, it may bring a psychological shadow to his mind. Have you ever thought about having A way of dealing with things when you are in the middle of the day may bring a kind of psychological harm to others. At that time, although your heart is balanced, other people's hearts are greatly hurt. At that time, you think that kind of happiness is Do you want it? You also understand that everything you do is to hope that everyone in the family can live happily.

I know what you said, there is no other meaning in doing these things, and you just hope that everyone in the family can be happy and healthy, but sometimes the way you deal with things is also a skill, if you deal with it like this , then I can only say that over the years, all the knowledge you have read and all the courses you have studied have been for nothing. When you said these words, you did not consider whether your family could bear it, you just thought about it. Your inner feelings, do you think that you will be happy if you say these things, but don't let those hurts that only she can digest?

Today you can help my father to say these words, I am really grateful to you, because these words have always been filled in the depths of my heart, and I have been entangled in whether I should say what I dare not say for many years I was also hesitant, but now you have said everything, and my heart is very happy, you have said all the thoughts in my heart, but I don’t agree with your approach, because you This kind of practice just hurt your own grandpa. You built our happiness on his pain. We are happy now, but he is in pain. If it is this kind of exchange, I would rather be unhappy all my life. Not happy, and I don't want my family to feel sad and unhappy! "

Zhang Nai seems to understand. He doesn't understand what his father means by these words. He doesn't understand himself. He is just telling his father what is in his heart. Why does his father say it instead? I still have to educate myself, saying that my way of dealing with problems is wrong, so is I really that bad?I helped her speak out what was in her heart, and helped her solve the biggest depression in her heart, but why she didn't want to look at herself more, and look at her own advantages as a son, why is she still there? I have been criticizing myself again and again. Is it wrong to do what I did before?

Maybe this kind of life will always make you terrified, but maybe one day you will be grateful for the hurt you have suffered now. After all, every heartache is the pillar of growth.

"Xia Jing, can you stop hurting my heart by saying such words, you know, I really love you deep down in my heart, I have sacrificed a lot for you, you know this better than anyone What kind of ups and downs we have experienced in the past year, it is really not easy for us to get today, I just want to be more understanding and tolerant to each other, why do you have to choose again and again to hurt me?

Or do you think that deep down in your heart, I am someone who can be fucked by anyone, what kind of situation have I endured these years?I can be with you, I can be desperate for you, I can be completely indifferent to what you do when you betray me, I just hope you can stay. 33 Novel Network

But I have done everything to you, what do you take me for?Utilize the tool?If you think about the things you have done yourself, are there really no mistakes at all?I will never tell you, because I know that it is better not to say something.

Maybe you think that these years I have lived very easily and quickly, and I can achieve what I want casually, but only I know the real pain, and no one can accept everything for me, because When we say it, others will not take it into account, and we do everything again and again.

But you said this matter like this today, and I am actually not happy at all deep in my heart. What you said is just that if you are in your son's inner world, you can really take care of a little bit. Save my face, you won't say such ugly things today. "

"I didn't mean to embarrass you, let alone make these words public.

And I chose to say all these words today, just to give you a chance to prove yourself. You have paid a lot for me over the years, and I will not act willfully and recklessly like before, judging all your faults alone , you should have your own life, and everything you give is the result that each other should want to see the most. If I was really so selfish and reckless, then I would not tell everyone here This so-called truth, your dedication, and all your hard work will all turn into bubbles. I can't bear the fact that you have given me so many good memories. How can I have the heart to really let others hurt you? Everyone will criticize you one by one. You, and I just hid behind your back and let you bear all the ups and downs for me, I really can't do it.

In the past, I was too selfish and didn’t admit that my actions had caused you a lot of harm. I apologize to you for what I did, and I feel deeply guilty, but I really don’t I hope you will spend the rest of your life in such days, you know?But when I heard my son and my grandson criticize you time and time again, deep down in my heart, I don’t understand where the inexplicable heartache came from. I only want you to be able to Have a happy life, I only hope that you can smile happily every day, even if it is a heartless smile, I am still happy and happy.

You know how many wrong things I have done in my life, I will pay again and again, all for the hope that my family can be happy and happy, I have never thought about what I will become in this life I just want my loved ones to be happy, I only hope that the people I love and those who love me can always be by my side and accompany me, no matter when and where they never leave me.

When I learned that my son was keeping me, I was actually very excited, at least in my eyes, I felt that my son was gradually accepting me, but I didn't think that was not the case at all. In this way, it may be such a life in your eyes, but in his eyes it is not that our road is completely different from theirs. They have no way to live step by step, but we are early. The life has already been arranged, if you were not rebellious at the beginning, if I was not begging for nothing to be with you, do you think we will have a happy today? "

"Mom, I really don't want to talk too much about this matter between you and Dad, you know what I repeat over and over again? What I want is a happy and ordinary life, but I know she chose to leave At that moment, I actually knew that I was very sad, but have you ever thought about it? You can only get something if you don’t give up. If you don’t give up, how can you get it? After all, giving up is nothing but giving up first. I have never seen it so openly like this in my life. Every decision I make, I know deep down in my heart, what kind of situation this decision will bring me, I have never regretted it. For every mistake I have made, all I want is a stable life. Maybe that life is not like this for you, but do you know? I hope that life will always exist In my world, it will never dissipate.

I have said it countless times, even if you abandoned me all day long, I would never care about it anymore, I learned to let go, because I have to learn to grow, people will see through many things as they grow, I have already put this matter I see it very clearly, but why in your eyes, I still can't make such progress, why are you never willing to believe that I really forgive you?Or do you think that what you have done is really not worthy of my showing off, if you really repent, even if I don’t want to forgive you now, as long as I see the results of your efforts to correct, I will forgive you one day.

Mom, think about everything by standing next to your family. Your family is the one who can never be hurt the most. He is the one who loves you with all his sincerity and affection from the bottom of his heart. If You really missed this, what about the rest of your life?Even if you find someone who is rich and handsome, the sweet talk you said at that time will turn into that kind of hot flashes when you turn around, he may be chasing you in a way that he will not give up if he can't catch you, and he will not give up if he chases you casually. You can just throw it away. I don’t believe that there are so many love at first sight in the world, but I believe that people who fall in love at first sight are each other’s ultimate best partner. Don’t try to test other people’s sincerity towards you. Yes, as time goes by, sincerity becomes hypocrisy! "

When a person has no scruples, the things he does are the craziest. She no longer cares about what can and cannot be done. He has completely lost his mind!