Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Even if everyone thinks that I have really changed, but deep down in my heart it is very clear that my feelings for you have never changed, no matter how far you are from me, no matter how you think about us My friendship, I am still waiting for you and loving you deeply as I did at the beginning.

I hope you can get drunk with wine, and someone will accompany you when you wake up, but some things are not so easy, everything is to hurt yourself, so that you can't bear the pain.

In fact, Zhang Yichen knows better than anyone else in her heart. Once some things happen, there is no way to change the final outcome, but he is really unwilling. Don't come to the ending you want?

It is said that God is fair. Is God an exception to himself? Why should he treat himself so unfairly?What I want is just a simple and happy life, but why did it end up like this in the end, how difficult it is to get to today step by step, why no one has ever stood on my own point of view I thought about it for myself. I used to pay so much heartache and tears in order to be able to reach the pinnacle of life, but no one had the slightest repentance for what I had paid. Everyone just felt that what they gave was justified. It should be, is he really so unpopular?

The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. He really paid a lot, but in the end his parents were unwilling to return to him, including his family quarreling with him time and time again. This was simply the biggest concern in his heart. Shadow, no one will suffer from the love of his family for no reason, and no one can be criticized by others again and again without being indifferent. He is also a living person, and he also has his own thoughts. My own brain, it knows what I should do and what I shouldn't do, but why does someone still have to remind him by her side again and again?

"Grandpa, I know some things better than anyone else, and I also know how difficult it is for me to have the results I have today. I have made it step by step, even if everyone in the world doesn't know it, but Grandpa, you must I know, because you are the one who watched me grow up with your own eyes, you know how much effort I have put in for today, and you also know how difficult it is for me to walk every step of the way, how much hardship I have paid, others are starting When I was playing happily, but I was training like a devil. I tried my best to make myself stronger, so that one day, my parents could return to me willingly, and they would not be in the same place again and again. , because my son is incompetent, and left, but why have I achieved such a great achievement now? My parents are still unwilling to return to me. In their eyes, is my biological son really so useless? use it?

I know Grandpa, you are going to comfort me as soon as you open your mouth, but I don't want you to comfort me again and again. Some things will be uncovered sooner or later. Even if those scars are scabbed, they will be torn off again and again. Why should I do it once? Once again, I buried everything in my heart and let myself bear the heart-wrenching pain alone. I also know that my parents never considered my feelings as a biological son. In my eyes, I am nothing. What I want is just an ordinary life. They can't give me a happy family, but why do they want to destroy my happy life again and again?I don't understand, as parents, what is the reason why they can hate me, their own son, and treat me like this again and again! "

"Children, there are some things you shouldn't think about. You should understand that no matter who you are as a parent, you will worry about your children. No matter how useless or ineffective your children are, but as parents Worrying about your children, that is nature, they will not give up this nature because you are useless, it is an instinct that cannot be changed, you should understand why your parents chose to leave you, no matter they What kind of decisions have you made, but in the end you have already achieved such achievements, so why send yourself into the abyss of pain again and again, and let them feel guilty because of you again and again? Isn't it good to live happily with each other? Why do we have to hurt each other again and again?"

Mr. Zhang is now less and less sure how to comfort his grandson. Maybe it has been longer and longer. These things have been deeply ingrained in his grandson's heart, and there is no way to change it. He knows the ending of everything now, but It was her own son who made the decision. There is no way to change the mistake she made in this decision, so she has to bear the responsibility. There is no such good thing in the world.

"Grandpa, I understand all the reasons you said, but these things have been deeply ingrained in my heart. I can't give up easily. Don't you know? My mother and my father, I I abandoned my own son when I was only one month old. As their son, how can I feel better in my heart? I am also a living person. I also hope that my parents can be by my side. I have already After suffering for too many years, I have become numb, because I have suppressed my heart again and again for these things.

None of you know how painful my heart is. I have put in so much effort, but why did they choose to treat me in this way in the end? In their eyes, am I really so unbearable? ?Come back to my side and stay with me, is that so difficult?Is the freedom in their eyes really more important than the lifelong happiness of my own son?Why are they so selfish? Why can other people's parents love and be selfless, but my parents are selfish, hurting their own sons again and again for the things they want?

Sometimes when I think about these things, my heart really hurts. I can't understand what kind of psychological state my parents are in, so I think about abandoning my own son. , I really don't want too much, if this is too much, then who in this world would dare to ask for these things extravagantly?Maybe this is just my own inner thoughts, in the eyes of my parents, they don't care at all.But I really want to go back to my original state. If I had known that they were going to treat me like this, then I would rather not come to this world!

I came to this world with all my life, but in the end because of my parents abandoning me, I ended up like this. My heart really hurts, but I still have to face reality in the end. Reality is always cruel. I have no way of understanding it myself.

Grandpa, you have said too much to comfort me over the years. I don't want to listen to it anymore. I just want to know that since my parents have chosen to give up my own son, why do they have to give up my son? Appearing in my life, disturbing my mood again and again, am I really nothing in their eyes?

I have been suppressed for so many years. I never thought that one day I would explode, and I never thought that my parents would appear in my life one day, and I never thought that they would still not recognize me when they came back this time. My biological son interfered in my happy life again and again, but abandoned me again and again. In their eyes, what am I?Is my happiness really so insignificant?Are they really so unwilling to let me live a happy and healthy life?They are my biological parents, and I really want to let these things go with the wind, but I can't help it, I think all the time that my parents abandoned me and let me suffer alone, I can't help it Forget all the pain that once brought me, I just want my parents to stay by my side and give me a happy family.

In the eyes of other children, this is just an ordinary request, but in my eyes it is the greatest luxury of my life, maybe it is something that I will never be able to get in my life, why the gap? Is it because I was born in a wealthy family, and because my parents don't treat me like a son? "

Mr. Zhang knows that there is nothing he can say to comfort his grandson now. He sees that his grandson is angry now. He knows that all these things can only be resolved by his son and daughter-in-law. The solution is to let them have a good communication for the first time. If they really return to the original state this time, then he really doesn't know what attitude he should use to face his son. In fact, Zhang Zhengtian may not understand in his heart what kind of state his own son would resent him for.

That's right, no one in the world will forgive anyone for no reason, no matter what you have done or said, as long as you do something wrong, why should others forgive you?Tolerance again and again will only make him pampered, and it will only make him feel that all this is taken for granted, that the world is fair, no one owes anyone, and only he gives to himself again and again. I have found a different way out, each way is my own choice, so I don’t know what kind of result I will face in the end, I can only explore it step by step by myself, so who can I blame now?

There are no tears behind a smile, and there is no way to cry when the pain is so painful.

I know it hurts to treat you like that, but I also hope that we can go back to the beginning Time always passes, he will teach you to grow, but I am waiting for you to change and change you again and again Change your mind about me, change your own mind.

Many people think that everything they do is correct, but they never reflect on the mistakes they have made and the harm they have caused to others.

Maybe others can forgive you again and again, but after all, other people's feelings for you will disappear because of the harm you caused to him. What is the point of regretting at that moment, in fact, there will always be only one person between you in giving.

After Zhang Yichen thought about it, he felt that the person he was most ashamed of was not others but his father, but he forcibly deprived him of the love he deserved for so many years. It turned out that all of this was what he did. I didn't think about how much loss my actions had brought to my father. All that wasn't my love, and my grandfather gave it all to me. The reason was that I forcibly prevented my father from returning home. Because I didn't agree to let him go back home, my grandfather ruthlessly rejected him. Everything was because I made this home what it is now. If this is the case, what qualifications and reasons do I have to force him now? Driving them out of the house again, is this really the result of what I should do as a son?After doing all this, is it true that there is no memory in the depths of my heart?I can never find what I want, but time and time again I hurt those who love me the most.

Zhang Zhentian didn't understand what kind of reason could make his son distracted for so long. His son had lived a very hard life. He had never complained to others about what he wanted most. Being able to live is the greatest happiness in the world. He thinks that whatever he wants, he must get it no matter what, even if he wants to get it by any means, he would rather destroy what he can't get than let others get it. But now, his appearance almost made him, a father, feel a little unbearable in his heart.

"Son, no matter what you do, I am your father, and I will tolerate you. As long as you don't misunderstand me again and again, you should believe me. I am also a son no matter what. I may hurt my father cruelly, even if I have not been by his side all these years, even if my relationship with him is estranged, but she is always my father, this is not something I can change if I want to, I can't I have abandoned you again and again, so I will not hurt him anyway, and you should have a little trust in your father when necessary, even if there is only a little trust, it will not let this family become what it is now. This way.

My child, in fact, deep down in your heart, you understand very well that we have never thought of hurting you these years. You just have a kind of persecution paranoia. You always think that we live in this family to plot evil. It is a member of this family and your relatives, how can we have the heart to harm you?What good is it for us to kill you?I have never thought about how much loss and harm all of this will bring to me. You should also consider our feelings as parents. We are your parents. No matter what you say about us, we can not Care about, but it does not mean that all things will not cause harm to me at all, I am not a saint, I also have flesh and blood, and I also have a soul. will feel sad. "

Zhang Yichen knew that what his father said was very reasonable, but he couldn't trust his parents completely. There is no way to forget. If one day I can forget all my mistakes, maybe I can really accept them. Now it is good to let them come back to this home and stay in this home. Why do they have to do it again and again? If you want to get yourself so greedily, why don't you continue to accept them?Isn't that difficult for the strong?Accepting everything has an adaptation time. If you don’t even give yourself the most basic time to adapt, then how can you accept them, how can you tell right from wrong, how can you know whether they really repent?

"Father, I know that no matter what we did wrong, we are all your children in your eyes. You won't ask us, but it doesn't mean that the things you did, and those things I did, can be regarded as nothing happened at all. Have you ever? Some things are a kind of pain, and it is impossible to forget until now. You didn’t even think about how much harm you brought us. I have no choice but to forget it so easily? Now grandpa is real, because What you said was crying, that's why I ran here in a fit of anger to ask you to ask me to blame, but I didn't mean it. If you see Grandpa's sad look now, deep down in your heart, you can really Can you bear it?

Everyone's experience is indeed different, and the final outcome of the things that everyone faces is indeed different, but why does it end in this way every time?I know that the person who has been most sorry to you these years is not my grandfather, but me, because of me, my grandfather concentrated all his love for you on me, because he feels that he owes you, and that he treats me well is equal to being good to you , he thinks that I am your son, and I should bear all his love for you. She regards me as you. In fact, the person they need most in their hearts is you, not me, even if he says I am in front of outsiders. No matter how many good words you say, you think how powerful I am, but the person they need and love the most in their hearts will always be you, and no one can change this.

No one can replace the bond between father and son.

If you feel that you are really sorry for grandpa in your heart, then please go and apologize to him well. As time goes by, we will always forget all the unhappiness and all the unhappiness before, but it is not It doesn't mean that Grandpa can do it, she has suffered more than anyone else, and she wants less than anyone else, but what have we given him over the years?He faced all the blows to him again and again, he was always silent, she endured all the pain alone, because he knew that only when he was strong, he could protect himself and want to protect people.

I have taken you away for so many years, the love I deserve is my fault, I sincerely apologize to you, everything I do has never thought of hurting any of you, I just hope that I My grandpa can be happy and smile all the time, that is the happiest thing for me, because he gave me a second life, you should be able to understand this feeling, I am repaying my gratitude There is no place for anyone anywhere, anytime.To be able to surpass his place in the depths of my heart.Because he is my grandpa, the owner of my second life! "

Everyone in this life will always meet people who give everything for themselves, including their lives, and they will also give everything for a person they love in their hearts, but I never thought that I would let those who love me the most suffer. Do all the damage.

I know that there is always a price to pay for the mistakes I have made. No one will wait for you there, hurt again and again, and no one will wait for you to reform. You need to bear the consequences yourself.

Recalling all kinds of thoughts in the past, thinking that I made you like this, I really feel uncomfortable deep in my heart. Every life is the most perfect explanation for myself in my heart, but I have turned all these into deep feelings. The deep hole is like a deep ice cellar, where you can't extricate yourself, you can't breathe, you can't breathe.

But I still haven't given up the belief that supports me every day, that is, you will definitely come back, you will definitely come back to me, no matter how far away this day is from me, no matter whether you are willing to be with me in your heart or not , but I believe that as long as I am willing to wait, then all of this will be like tiny grains of sand in front of time.

I know that I am not a diamond, I will not shine, but my heart to you is transparent, my love for you is as clear as a river, without any impurities in it.

"Son, I have never been sick to your mother, but he never wants to come back to me. I have searched for every footprint in the whole world, and I have been looking for it, but I I still can't find him, I don't know where he is hiding, and whether he really doesn't want to see me again."