Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

After Ran Zhihan lost her memory, every time she was stimulated, many fragments of previous memories would appear in her mind. Those memories are so precious. No one wants to lose their memories. Forgetting is one thing, but losing memories is another.

Zhang Yichen can understand his mother's mood at this moment very well. When his wife said those words to him, why didn't he treat his wife so cruelly and unfeelingly? Thinking of cutting off all ties with me, who can understand the despair in my mood at that time, how scared I was, I was afraid of losing him, but in the end I could only stand there silently, watching him Leaving me and leaving my distant back, how uncomfortable was my heart at that moment?

Ran Zhihan looked at Zhang Yichen's stunned look, she thought it was funny, it turned out that all this was just her own sentimentality, she always thought that as long as she said such a thing, she would definitely get the answer she wanted, but she didn't expect that in the end she would let She was disappointed, she didn't know what she should do, let alone what she should say, in order to find a way that would not hurt each other, but this way was really hard to find, she tried her best, but in the end There is no way, is it true that fate cannot be changed?Can you just walk forward at the pace arranged by fate?No, she doesn't want to live such a life, she has to be in charge of her own life, why should her own destiny be arranged by God, her own path should be walked out by herself, not paved by others for you to go step by step If you step on that kind of road, not only will you not walk for a long time, but you will also feel very tired. Instead of this, why not pick up your own weapon and work hard?

"Since you yourself can't give any answer to my question, let's stop contacting from today, because for me, if you can't give me any promise, why bother with me? That's for you, for me For me, there is no good result, you should go home and treat your parents well, maybe only then can you live happily and spend this life in peace, and at the same time, my parents will never die again. I have been hurt because of our relationship. In fact, no matter when your mother hurt me, I will never forget it. I choose to forgive because of you. I don’t want you to be caught between me and your mother. It’s not my intention to be in a dilemma, but what your mother did really makes me unforgivable, hurt again and again, slandered again and again, what does she think of me? I am also a human being, and I also have a soul. Why does she hurt me time and time again? I am not her own, so can she care so little about my life? My parents are civilians, so can they just disregard human life? In her eyes, what are my parents? What am I? In her eyes, she only values ​​you as a son. She only knows how to make you happy. In her eyes, she only values ​​you as a son. She only knows how to bring you happiness. The greatest benefit is to allow you to travel unimpeded in the future. This is her purpose. I am a commoner daughter. I can't give you anything, I can't help you with anything, so in her eyes, I have no use value. For her, a person who has no use value is useless, no matter who it is, as long as she feels that she has no use value for herself, then there is no need to exist by her side, that will only occupy a place by her side , bore yourself, this is your parents, in their eyes, they will always regard you as a son more important than everything else, our life is not life, in their eyes only your life is life, Your happiness is happiness, and your interests are their biggest goal..."

Zhang Yichen grabbed Ran Zhihan's hand vigorously, and he kept saying to Ran Zhihan: "Zhihan, this matter is not what you think, you believe me, I have the ability to handle this matter, the whole world is mine , can't I handle such a small emotional matter? Can you trust me a little more? You know, how much I like you, ten years, how can a ten-year relationship be broken Just stop, if you can really leave me behind, why don't you dare to meet my eyes when you speak? Because you are guilty, right? You still have me in your heart, right? If so, why should we do it because Why did my parents choose to give up the love between us?"

"The love between us? It's easy for you to say, don't you know what kind of person I am after we have known each other for so many years? From the day I found you, from your parents, because we two From the day I returned to China to meet you after hearing the news of being together, how much grievance I have endured for you, I can’t tell you every time I suffer, I can only keep it in my heart, I don’t want to embarrass you, so I choose No matter how much pain there is, I won’t tell you a single bit, but what about you, have you ever stopped your parents from hurting me? This time it’s just a dagger, so next time, she’ll be Wouldn't you use gunpowder and bombs to deal with my parents? I can't guarantee that if I am with you, will it bring disaster to my parents again? Watching my parents suffer because of me time and time again, I Conscience is disturbed, looking at my parents, I almost gave my life for me again and again, I feel guilty, but you are different, you may take all this for granted, but everyone thinks differently, so there is no need between us And because of these things to entangle so much, as long as you think you can be happy is enough!"

"You're wrong. I never took it for granted. I know it's all for the two of us, but I really want to understand now. During the time I was with you, Auntie fought with a knife. On my neck, forcing me to leave here, but I didn't, I still chose to insist on studying here, now my academic performance is very good, I don't want to affect my studies because of anything, for me, there is no Anything is more important than my studies, you better go home, lest your mother find out, if you are here with me, she will come to persecute me again, and will come to hurt my parents again, the result is you and me I don't even want to see it again!" Zhang Yichen wanted to explain, but can these things really be solved with a few words of explanation? The harm is not something that can be done in a day or two, but time and time again, the harm that Xia Jing did to Ran Zhihan , the first time was sad, the second time was disappointment, and the third time it turned into despair. Now that we have reached the point of despair, where is there any emotion at all?Now she doesn't want to hear the man in front of her explain to herself. She thinks all explanations are superfluous for what has happened. Can it really be possible to cover up the truth of the past with a few nice lies?Those hurts exist in my heart, can they really disappear because of her sweet words?

"There is nothing to say between us now. I am very tired. I want to go home and rest. Please don't follow me, please? You should go back and think about how to spend the rest of your life with your parents. We are really happy together, why break up your family because I am a foreigner? That will only make me feel more guilty, you should go back and persuade your mother, so that she will not treat me again Chasing and killing, that would not have any good results for her. I can forgive her again and again, but it doesn't mean that I can ignore her harm to me every time. I hope you can understand that the human heart is made of flesh. It hurts, your mother has hurt me again and again, it has already made me feel chilled, no matter what you say this time, I will not look back, you should go back, from today onwards there will be no more contact between us !"

Ran Zhihan broke free from Zhang Yichen's hands after speaking, and left without looking back!

"I don't even know if you are in love, you can be together. Even if you love that person, that person doesn't necessarily love you. But I found out that he was just playing with you, he was playing and singing every night outside, while you were at home guarding the vacant room alone!"

Life always needs to continue, and every step is chosen by oneself.

Zhang Yichen once saw how my own good family has become step by step. He still couldn't believe that it was the scene he least wanted to see in his life. Still saw it.

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"Now in your eyes, you may think that I have completely lost my mind, but do you know that this kind of me is the real me, and I can give up everything for the person I love the most, even myself I don’t need my reason. When I do things for him, I don’t go through my brain and my heart. But for you, I can’t do it because you are not the person I love in my heart. The person I think in my heart It's not because of you. Although I sometimes laugh when I'm with you, that's not my true happiness. All I want is to stay by her side and stay by the side of the person I love the most. In fact, this is It is impossible to happen, but I am still looking forward to it, I am looking forward to the day when God will take care of me!"

"Then do you know that you have become like this now, even if you say that you are the one you love the most, and you can't bear to see him, how can he bear the girl he once loved so much to become like this now , A blind person who has completely lost his mind and does things without any thinking, only knows himself and repeats, do you know how he feels in his heart like that? Why don’t you stand on the side of others when you do these things Think about other people's opinions from the perspective of others? Why do you always have to be so selfish? Your selfishness scares me. I will never treat you like before, but you don't have to take revenge on me like this. Do you think I have no love for you anymore? Do you think I will hate you completely after you do these things and let me know the truth? You are wrong, very wrong, even if you do In my heart, I still regard you as the person I care about the most!

Can't you just try to love me once?Look at your younger brother and your sister-in-law, look at how happy they are together, look at Serena and Jiayuan, how happy they are now, how happy they are, why do we Can't you live like them?So because you think other people scold me in your heart, do you have to pay all the price?Why do you treat me so selfishly, why can't the love I give you not even give me a little bit of sincerity?I have been looking forward to the day you can put your heart on me wholeheartedly for so many years, but it seems that I can't wait for that day anymore, because your heart is not in this family at all, women do stay Here, but your heart is not there, why can't I get your heart with only one gap?I have paid so much, but in the end I can only get your heart but not your heart, how can I feel so embarrassed? "

"I'm sorry, I know that such a result will bring you a lot of psychological harm, a great psychological blow, but do you know that from the day I saw me there, I swore that I would never fall in love again in this life Any person, no matter how much that person pays for me, even if it is his life, I can only be touched at most, but I can never fall in love with him, because I want to leave my heart to the man I love the most. I can only always have him in my heart. A man can never tolerate another man. No matter what the end of the world will be like in the end, I will never regret the mistakes I have made. After all, I can only bear it by myself Responsibility, hurt again and again, again and again, you don't let me have nothing to do in this life, go back to life like before, I have really regretted it. Everything I do by myself, really There is no way to make him become like the original one, so perfect, but now I only know that I really love her, for her, I will do whatever it takes, my life has exhausted my life The concept is completely gone, all I give her now is obsession, and I have come to today step by step all because of my obsession with him! 33 Novels

I know you are my husband, and I know this too. It is a fact that cannot be changed legally. We have been married and have lived together for so many years, but I have never forgotten him in my heart. He is already in my heart. It's deeply rooted, how could I forget him so casually and easily, if so, then I'm not worthy to be your wife, if so, I'm not worthy to give birth to my son, you know?The best reward I can give you is to have a son between us, but I can’t give you my heart. I gave you the descendants of your family, but I can only bury my heart forever. I leave my heart to her, even if he will never come back to me, but in my heart there will always be only him. This love will live with my life, and this love will exist when I am alive. This love will also exist when I die. It is still there, because after I die, I will also bring this love into the coffin and into the soil. When I come to the reincarnation headdress, I will still carry it, and I will remember him in my heart for generations, never will forget!

Don't think I'm too infatuated, don't think I'm too stupid, but I'm worth doing this for the person I love the most. Wouldn't you also abandon your family, your father, and your entire family for me?You said that you can abandon all this, in my eyes I can still abandon it, but I am not abandoning it for you, but for her, I may make your heart worse by doing this, but I can only put everything Today, I will explain all the topics clearly, otherwise you will sink deeper and deeper in this life, and you will never be able to extricate yourself. I have seen his embrace and love for him. There is no turning back in my life. I don't want you to go down this path, I hope you can consider my inner choice! "

"I understand. In your heart, I will never be able to compare with her. Now that you have done this, what else can I say? You like him so much, you love him so much, so why do you go to find him? Are you wasting time with me here? Do you know that your existence now reminds me every moment of how big a mistake I made? Why did I abandon what I should have for a woman who is not worth it? I live a good life?"

I really don't know what to say, he knows that all of this is his fault, but is it really all his fault?Maybe it's true, but I can't help it. I fell in love with the man I love the most. There is no turning back in this life. Why do I have to try every means to force myself to turn back?Isn't this too unfair?

Only at that moment did he discover that after everyone's heart has been hurt countless times, that heart that has been weathered and bruised will never love again, it is a heart that will never love again.

That heart has completely lost its temperature because of a person's actions. There is only indifferent blood in his heart, only frosty wind and snow, and there will never be spring again, let alone sunny sunshine, so that heart can only be cruel!

Happiness itself is success, and it is nothing without it.