Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Grandpa, in fact, the moment he left me, I knew that I was destined to regret it in my life. I always felt confident that he would not leave. I thought that as long as he loves me, he will not be willing to leave me. Me, it turns out that I was wrong, even if he loves me again, as long as I hurt him, he will leave without hesitation, and he is not even willing to turn his head back.

But things have gotten to this point, and I don't know how I should face him, even if I get him back, how can I go back to the beginning?The relationship is broken like a mirror, even if he fights back, he can't go back to the beginning, there will still be a gap in the middle, just like a gap. "

"At that time, you didn't think that much, and you didn't think that it would eventually lead to this. If you had a slightly better attitude towards him at that time, he would not be so decisive."

"Father, after so many years, have you ever thought about giving up looking for my mother?

do you know?I don't know what kind of pain my mother has gone through, I just know that I shouldn't be sorry for my mother.

Dad, is there no way for you to forgive me?I am very conflicted in my heart now. I don't know whether I should forgive you, but it is because of you that my mother will leave this house. "

"Grandpa, actually, I don't really understand what you mean? I just want to know, if it is according to what you mean, we should not complain about anyone, because the sky is fair, and don't complain about what the sky has done to you. Injustice, let alone complain about the injustice that humans treat you, but do you know, grandpa? Many things cannot be solved without complaining!"

"Then tell me, what are the things you said?"

"Grandpa, let's be honest, even though my parents chose to abandon me, I never thought of complaining to them, because I think no matter how much they hurt me, it is justifiable. Yes, especially after I heard the girl in my dream remonstrate again and again, I strengthened my mind, but I really don't understand why the final result turned out like this, grandpa, he has hurt me So many times, even my parents, I can no longer choose to continue to repay grievances with virtue, because it is really difficult for me, I abandon my principles for them again and again, and I clean up the mess for them again and again , but not only did they not repay their kindness, but they also repeatedly hurt my lifelong happiness, Grandpa, do you think this is fair to me as a grandson?" Zhang Yichen asked.

Mr. Zhang didn't know how to answer his grandson. No matter how he answered, the other party would be hurt. Will the loved ones not suffer any harm because of what they have done?

"Son, you also know that you have understood everything for so many years, but you chose not to say it. Grandpa understands your suffering, but many things are not as simple as you imagined. This world is cruel. You If you don’t harm others, they will come to harm you, but will there really be good results if you do harm like this?”

"Grandpa, tell me, what should I do so that neither of them will be hurt?"

"Son, these things are not useful when grandpa just says them out, but you have to act on your own, as you said, for so many years, you have been repaying grievances with kindness, and you have forgotten so much repaying grievances with kindness, don't you just Is it so bad once or twice? You can get through the difficulties again and again, so what about this time? Why can’t you get through it?"

"Grandpa, it's not that I don't want to get through this difficulty in my heart, but that I really can't do it anymore. My parents have done so many things, don't you know? Everyone in the world has a pair of eyes, don't they Don't they seem to be gossiping? Grandpa, please think about it for me. I am really tired. This will not be good for you or me! You all think that I am amnesia, so I should put All the previous things have been forgotten, but have you ever thought that I am not completely amnesia, I have the opportunity to recover my previous memory, I am slowly recovering the previous memory now, but why my All that appeared in my mind were the scenes of how my biological parents killed my beloved woman? Grandpa, do you know that this kind of picture will only make my heart hurt even more. I thought I lost my memory, so I just You don’t have to look for your previous memories anymore, and you don’t have to think about the things your parents did to you that hurt you, but God is so unfair, and you still let yourself recover your memories gradually, and it’s precisely because of this , I will receive such a huge blow. Grandpa, I know that every time you teach me, you hope that I can be a kind and upright gentleman. I have always been striving towards the goal you set for me. Grandpa, Please, sometimes stand on my side and think about it for me! They can hurt their son’s lifelong happiness because of their selfish interests, so what else can they not do, time and time again Hurt, do I want to, choose to suffer humiliation to endure the harm they caused me? Can't I stand up and fight back against them, grandpa, I am human, not wood, they caused harm to me, I feel Until I can know the pain, I also know the sadness, but I still choose not to say it, because the family and everything are prosperous, but in their eyes, this is not the case. What they feel is only the interests they need, and they can only let their own interests He can be safe and sound, and he is willing to pay whatever the price is, even if it is his life!"

Mr. Zhang heard his grandson say such words. He knew that this matter had been described more and more darkly by him, but he didn't mean it. How should he resolve the hatred between these two people?

"Son, when did Grandpa think about your problems from your perspective? Once, twice or thrice, I always think about your safety for you, but what about you? Do you have a little gratitude for me? ?As you said yourself, you are a human being, and you also feel heartache. Doesn’t grandpa feel heartache and sadness? In fact, many times, you always feel that your parents are not on your side. You have considered any problems, but you have never thought about the reason why they did this, what is the reason? They hope you can live a good life, child, please don't hate your parents at any time, Because they are not wrong, their love for you is true love, but they express it in the wrong way, this sentence is no longer just, this time I said it to you, I said it twice, three times and four times, I don’t know Did you take it to heart, but grandpa understands that as long as grandpa said to you, you always keep it in your mind. You just choose to do it or not, you don’t know whether you should do what grandpa said, I don't even know if I should listen to what Grandpa said here..."

Zhang Yichen felt a little embarrassed, he had never seen his grandfather shed a single tear, but just now, he saw a flickering tear dripping from the corner of his grandfather's eye, he knew that his grandfather was crying sadly, And this sadness is still because of himself, he feels a little unable to forgive his fault.

Now that he thought about it in reverse, he found that he still had many things against his grandfather's wishes and did not follow what his grandfather said, so he evolved step by step to where he is today.

"Grandpa, thank you for your teaching. I understand everything now. Faithful words are beneficial to deeds. If you didn't teach me again and again, I would not have achieved what I am today. Grandpa, I still say the same thing. Now that things have happened Yes, I will choose to let them pass by like this from now on, and I will never choose to mention them again, because for you and for me, it is no different from uncovering my own scars, I don’t want this The incident happened between our grandpa and grandson, grandpa, let's live a happy life as a family in the future!"

It was your mother who taught me to repay grievances with kindness, and it was also your mother who let me know that some things cannot be seen too simply.

Ran Zhihan watched Zhang Yichen's back disappear in front of her eyes, she suddenly felt a little bit reluctant, she didn't understand why when she saw this man, her heart was beating non-stop, could it be that she was really in love with spring? Yet?

How much Ran Zhihan wished that she could meet this man she just met in the future. She felt that this man had an extraordinary conversation, and at first glance he looked like someone from the upper class. She thought this man was so handsome. There is also a feeling of closeness, she doesn't understand what is the reason for this?She has already lost her memory. Could it be that she knew this man before she lost her memory?

"If there is really a destiny between us, then we will definitely meet again in the future. I really look forward to the day when I meet you again. I don't know if you will remember who I am when we meet again..." Ran Zhihan said to herself Speaking at the airport.

After Zhang Yichen left, it was connected, and he turned to look at Ran Zhihan, he was the same as Ran Zhihan, he felt that he must have known this girl before, or why he felt like a relative when you saw this girl. This feeling doesn't just happen for no reason, it must have happened before, but why can't I remember anything?He suddenly felt that it was a particularly bad thing for him to lose his memory.

At this moment, Zhang Yichen hoped that God would treat him kindly and let him recover his lost memory immediately. He was looking forward to reuniting with his beloved, and also looking forward to finding the back figure in his dream. Waiting, waiting for the arrival of chance and coincidence, waiting for the day when I can restore my memory, but why is this day still refusing to come?

"Little sister, maybe you don't know. I was deeply shocked by you the first time I saw you. My heart has already been occupied by you. Will we meet again in the future? Now we are separated by heaven and earth , I am waiting to meet you again, are you also waiting to meet again like me?"

Mr. Zhang didn't know his grandson in the Zhang family. He met the grandson-in-law he had booked on the way to the United States just now. He has been waiting for his grandson to go smoothly and bring the lost grandson to him. Come home.But will God really do what Mr. Zhang wishes?

Zhang Yichen didn't tell Mr. Zhang what kind of people he met at the airport, nor did he tell his grandfather what he was thinking in his heart. He didn't think it was necessary for him to report these things to his grandfather. He is an adult, and he should decide his own affairs. When he saw Ran Zhihan, he was really tempted, but now he feels very conflicted. He doesn't know what to do. On the one hand, he is the girl in his dream, on the other hand, The girl he fell in love with just now, he felt that he seemed to be sorry for one of them no matter what he did...

After Zhang Yichen arrived in the United States, he forgot to call Mr. Zhang to report his safety. Mr. Zhang waited for a whole night, but he didn't wait for his grandson to call him to report his safety. He was a little worried. The grandson called.

Zhang Yichen saw that the caller ID was his grandfather. He answered the phone and said to Mr. Zhang, "Grandpa, why did you call me? Did you miss me?"

Mr. Zhang was very happy when he heard his grandson talking to him. He made himself worry for nothing. He was really worried that something would happen to his grandson. What would he do if his grandson was hurt in any way?How should he live?

"You, you are really a king of forgetting things. Did you forget what grandpa said to you when you left? Didn't I tell you that you should call me to report your safety when you arrive at your destination after you leave? I've been waiting for so long, why didn't you call me? Did something happen?" Mr. Zhang asked anxiously.

"Grandpa, you think too much. I'm such an old man, what else can happen? I'm just delayed by something. Besides, I'm here to discuss business. As soon as I came here, I started to get busy. I just forgot to call you to report your safety, to harm your worried grandpa."

Mr. Zhang felt that his grandson had something to hide from him, because he heard his grandson's tone of voice to him was not quite right, and he really wanted to know what kind of thing it was that made his grandson choose to hide himself, For so many years, my grandson has never hidden anything from me. This is the first time. Could it be that this matter has something to do with me?Or what kind of people did he meet?

"Yichen, do you have something to hide from grandpa? Why does grandpa feel that your tone of voice to me is a bit weird? If you have anything to tell grandpa, the relationship between our grandpa and grandson has been You know it very well!" Mr. Zhang asked Zhang Yichen.

Zhang Yichen didn't think of his grandfather, his intuition was so good, he felt that he couldn't tell his grandfather about this matter.

"Grandpa, you think too much. I really have nothing to tell you. It's getting late. Go to bed early. Don't worry about me. When I finish the business here, I will choose to go back When you come to China, I will always be by your side, you have to take good care of yourself during this time, and don't let yourself be too tired."

"Okay, then you should rest early too!"

Just like that, the two of them hung up the phone. After hanging up, Zhang Yichen was still a little uneasy. This kind of uneasiness was not because of anything else, but from the uneasiness of conscience. I couldn't be better off. I left everything to myself. His grandfather was reluctant to eat and wear, so he chose to leave everything to himself, but what about himself?Why buy these things for grandpa?Could it be that if you tell your grandfather, will you still harm yourself?He was very entangled in his heart, he didn't know what he should do, he wanted to be in charge of his own life, but he couldn't be unfilial, he couldn't let his grandfather pay so much for him, and what he got in return was that he kept doing things again and again. not calm.He felt that if one day, because his grandfather knew that he had something to hide from him, and he deliberately didn't tell him about it, how sad his grandfather would be. He couldn't let such a thing happen, he couldn't let him The grandfather who gave everything by himself felt sad because of his selfishness. He couldn't let the grandfather who loved him the most be hurt again because of his feelings. He knew what happened before he lost his memory?But he chose not to say it, perhaps only in this way can he escape the past, although he still vaguely remembers some things before the amnesia, but he has completely forgotten the woman he loves, and he does not know that in his dream he often The back that appeared, and that back is the back that I always want to grasp, it is the back that I lack deep in my heart.

At that time your mother was in front of me, but she didn't know me, and even I didn't know why it became like this.

When Mr. Zhang saw his grandson running out, he suddenly had a bad feeling in his mind. When they saw his grandson, there was no blood on his face, and his grandson ran out. would be a good thing.

"Why are you two still standing there? Why don't you hurry up and chase your son? Do you really want to see him have an accident?" Mr. Zhang shouted at Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing. Yes, the cause lies with the two of them, but the two of them are unwilling to chase after their son, which makes him, a grandfather, really sad when he sees it.

"I'll chase him right away, you're right here, just sit here and don't run around, just wait for me to come back!"

After Zhang Zhentian said this to his father, he turned around and ran out. He also had a bad feeling in his heart. He didn't want to know about his son because he was hurt in any way. Will not forgive myself.

Zhang Yichen drove the car very quickly to the place where his beloved woman fell off the cliff.

But Zhang Zhentian was chasing desperately, chasing desperately, but he just couldn't catch up with his son's speed. He knew that what he did was true, and he angered his most beloved son. Zhang Yichen's driving speed had reached fastest.

Ten minutes later, Zhang Zhentian finally caught up with his son. He saw that this place was the place where Ran Zhihan fell off the cliff before, and his anxiety became more and more serious.

"Yichen, listen to my father, don't be impulsive, come here quickly, the place where you are standing is too dangerous, can we talk about what you have to say when you come here?" Zhang Zhentian begged, he didn't want his son to come here because of him A momentary mistake, and lost a precious life.

"Do you care so much about my life?"

"Silly boy, you are my son, how could I not care about your life or death? I would rather suffer myself than see you suffer a little bit of harm. Why don't you understand the painstaking efforts of being a father!"

"Because I'm your son, you just care about me, because my girlfriend is not your daughter, so you don't care about his life? How can you be so selfish? I'm just now I really found that you are not as selfish as I imagined, but more selfish than I imagined, because your selfishness has hurt so many people and caused me to lose my life-long happiness. Are you still not satisfied? In your hearts, is my happiness so insignificant? I don’t want much, I just hope that my parents and my beloved woman can be by my side, and I can see my happiness day and night Mom and Dad and He Lele, I can see my girlfriend and live with my parents in peace, I think it is enough, but what about you? What do you think, what do you think is how to get The best interests, how do you hurt my girlfriend? How do you deal with me as a son? It is said that you are sorry for the parents of the world. I really don’t know what kind of heart you, as a parent, want me to Will this son be able to live his life happily, or does he want me to spend it in pain, you know? When I saw her push my beloved woman off the cliff with my own eyes, I understood the relationship between us I can no longer repair the relationship, because her injury made me completely lose Zhihan. I once thought that as long as my beloved woman and I choose to forgive all the mistakes you have made, we will be fine. In exchange for your sincere blessings, but I found out that I did something wrong. My idea was wrong from the very beginning. How could you such vicious people choose to bless us because of our forgiveness? Look in your eyes , only your interests are the biggest benefit, and my lifelong happiness is nothing in your eyes!"

Zhang Zhentian didn't expect his son to say such serious words, he didn't believe it was what his son would say.

"Yichen, how can you say that about me and your mother? Even if we have done too many wrong things between us, isn't it the biggest change if we know how to repent? In your eyes, as long as we You have done something wrong, no matter what we change it to, can you not see it? Do you know? Your mother and I have paid so much for your happy life, but what about you? You turn a blind eye to all of them Is it?" Zhang Zhentian said to Zhang Yichen.

Zhang Yichen found it very funny, so his father has always been so narcissistic?

"You're wrong. It's not that I turn a blind eye to your hard work, but that you turn a blind eye to the relationship between me and him. You always feel that as long as you make your own decision, we can only obey your opinion, but you have always I haven’t thought about what I really need. You don’t understand my happiness. How can you let me live happily for the rest of my life? How I hope that when you do things, you can think more from the perspective of me as a son, Then I will be grateful, thank heaven and earth, but you haven't done it once, so as long as you make any decisions, I can only do things according to your wishes..."

"Son, don't be impulsive. Come here first. Let's talk about something slowly, okay? When we have a thorough discussion, maybe you won't think so!" Zhang Zhentian still hopes to call his son over.

"Dad, I think I can say what I need to say between you and me. I've said everything. Today I will tell you that I will die with the woman I love. I don't want to live alone in this world. , that would be too cruel for me. Seeing the woman I love die in front of me, but I can do nothing, do you know the feeling of helplessness? I don’t want to experience that kind of heartache and helplessness again, so I can only choose to be with her. Only in this way can you feel completely at ease and will not hurt any good family children because of my affairs. You are my biological father. When you were with my mother, I Believe you, because my grandfather objected, you have gone through a lot of helpless choices, I believe you can understand that feeling, don't you have the heart to let me, a son, experience the feeling you experienced at the beginning? Do you know? The feeling I feel now is ten times more painful than what you felt at the beginning. At least you can still live with my mother in the end, but what about me? I can’t even live with my beloved I have no chance, do you know how painful my heart is? But I can only say nothing, because I am a man, an indomitable man, I am a world economic emperor, I cannot let everyone Look down on me, I can't let everyone look down on me, I can only choose the appearance that everyone supports me, and continue to carry out my work, because I believe that one day, everyone will see me because of my hard work Appreciate me for my hard work. But now I am tired, I want to take a good rest..." 33 Novels

After Zhang Yichen finished speaking, he retreated step by step towards the back of the cliff, he was about to jump off the cliff.

Zhang Zhentian panicked, he looked at the endless cliff behind him, he was afraid.

"Don't be impulsive..."

"Take good care of grandpa for me, don't let him suffer any harm because of your relationship, please..."

Zhang Yichen just jumped down.

"Yichen..."

Some of the pain is so deeply ingrained that no one knows the desperation deep within me.

Now I just want to start all over again, but how can I start over with a broken heart?

Time is constantly passing away slowly towards the distance.The children of Zhang Yichen and Ran Zhihan can already slowly learn to walk on the ground. This day came so fast that everyone was a little overwhelmed. I didn't expect this child to grow up so fast, but as the child Growing up day by day, and my parents are also getting old day by day, so everyone's heart is inevitably a little excited, but also a little sad.

Mr. Zhang saw that Zhang Nai was already able to walk, and he said to himself: Time flies really fast. I didn’t expect that a child who was the size of a palm a few months ago can already do it now. Walking independently on the ground, it turns out that I am really old, and I don’t know how much time the heavens have given me to stay in this world. If I can fulfill my heart on the day I enter the coffin How good it would be to have all the wishes, but why are all the wishes so small for me, but so difficult for everyone? And put in a little effort, everything must be made by yourself to become such a result, why no one can work hard for yourself, is it really so difficult to fight for yourself?

Ran Zhihan let his grandfather talk to himself every day, and there were many things that he didn't understand. He didn't know what old man Zhang said, so he had to ask his husband and let him He told his husband that after his grandfather asked this sentence, he realized how much pain his grandfather had in his heart.

"Husband, what do you think grandpa is muttering there alone? Seeing her talking, my eyes turned red, are you going to cry? I have never seen grandpa so fragile Oh, I've always been a strong person in my heart, and I won't shed a tear because of some small things when I come out, but today why grandpa is alone there talking to himself what he wants to say, And the eye sockets are already red?"

"Honey, don't you know what kind of person grandpa is? The feeling our grandpa gives to others is always so strong and upright, but no one knows how much our grandpa has in his heart." Pain, everything he does, no one understands for him, no one feels the pain in his heart for him, everything others do is only thinking of their own interests, No one has ever thought about what kind of encouragement grandpa needs in his heart. You look at grandpa and smile at us every day. Don’t you know that his heart is actually very painful? But he doesn’t want to take this pain Bring it to us, so even if he is very painful in his heart, he can only force a smile in front of me. He let us know that only when we face life with a smile can we be rewarded. On the day he smiles, he believes that as long as You always repay this society with a smile, then one day, God will repay you with a smile, but grandpa didn't know her smile, but she gave love to many people, but she didn't think that she was not loved by anyone People have loved!"

"Yeah! Grandpa is so pitiful in this life. He has paid so much for us, but we can do nothing for him. I really want to turn back time. If I can go back, I must respect him well. Grandpa, I will let her live happily every day, and not let him smile from the heart every day when he is with me, instead of pretending to make us happy, but this day It will never be the past again, time has passed away into the distance, and it is impossible to come back, and my grandfather is slowly getting old with the passage of time, and we are also growing day by day, watching us My son is slowly learning to grow up. Seeing our son growing cute day by day, I feel a little bit reluctant in my heart. I am afraid that time will pass forever in this direction, but I have not had time to see clearly. What does your son look like! In fact, the most fearful thing in this life is not losing a person, but losing this person. You don’t understand what you lost? When you look back, you realize that You lose the person who cares about you the most and loves you the most in this world. At that time, your heart is a thousand times more painful, but this pain can not be relieved at any moment, and no one can understand where this pain comes from. Where, there is no one who can bear such pain for you!"

Zhang Yichen knew that every word his wife said was true, and he also understood that what his wife said was true, but he didn't know how to respond. Once, but the result for yourself is always not a good one. He knows that the pain in your heart will never lie in the pain that is easy to say, or that you have been doomed by others from the very beginning, but again and again in you. Sprinkle salt on the wound, the pain is like heart-piercing pain, anyone can help you, no one is willing to help you bear it together.

Zhang Nai walked over with his parents, he hugged Ran Zhihan and said to Ran Zhihan, "Mom, why do other children seem to have grandparents by their side, but I don't? Where are my grandparents going?" What? Why don't they want to come back and stay by my side?

Do you think I'm not cute enough?Or do you think I'm not obedient enough?I really hope that my grandparents can come back and be with me, even if it is only for one day, I will feel very happy, wow, I haven’t seen my grandma for so long, I really miss them, mom, can you Tell me where are my grandparents?

I want to find them, I want them to come back to me and play with me. Other children have their parents to play with, and grandparents to play with. I only have my parents. There is a great grandfather, but my grandparents are not by my side, which makes me feel so uncomfortable inside. "

None of the people present thought that this little child who is less than two years old can actually say such words. This IQ is simply against the sky. King.

That time was very happy, but the life now makes me unacceptable, I am very painful.

Even so, I never thought of giving up looking for your mother.

"I understand, that's why I feel that even if I get him back, it won't help. I can really do my best and spend the rest of my life to make up for him, to care for him, to take care of his mother, or is he really I am willing to live by my side like before, and never leave me again, no one can guarantee this kind of thing, and those who miss it will be missed after all, and I missed my whole life in a moment of carelessness!"