Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Mr. Zhang really doesn't know what language to use to describe his son and daughter-in-law. Why do they see the family so easily and clearly in their eyes? Is it just a little bit to love someone? Is it so difficult to be sincere?

He felt that he had paid too much in these years, and believed that he would only get such an ending in his life. She hoped that everyone in the family could try to understand him. How did she forgive him for only a little love for her? , he will also feel very happy, but why in the end he found that all this is just his own fantasy, he can get nothing, no matter how hard he puts in, he will never be anything in the hearts of his family , The son in the family does not regard himself as a father, everyone in the family is thinking of running away and staying away from himself, is he really so terrible? Thinking back to the years I have paid a lot, every hardship everyone should understand.

"I don't understand why I have put in so much effort, but it is so worthless in your eyes. I asked you that you have paid a lot, but what is the result you gave me in the end, and who I have cared about the pain in my heart, how difficult it is for me to get to the present time after time, and who has considered my feelings, my efforts, and everything I have given, I really don’t know what to say to you Such words, I only know that I have been very sad these years, I have walked on thin ice every step of the way, but I have never regretted it, I only hope that my family can stay by my side, I only hope that everyone If you can give me the ending you want the most, even if you tell me just a little bit of false affection, it’s for my own good and to love me, I will be very happy and very happy

I have done too many bad things in my life. I can't tell which thing is right and which thing is right. As long as it is what you want, I will do my best to give it to you, but I still want to give you everything, because I love you, I can give everything for this family, you are my son, how could it be possible for a father to call you out again and again, I can’t do it , can you give me a little time as a father, let me calm down, what kind of way should I choose to love you, and what kind of way should I choose to tell you that I love you all the voices of

Children, sometimes I think about what I do all this for, don’t pay all these things for this so-called everything but don’t know so much, you should think about what you want Such a life, why bother to think about some unhappiness reasons for some unworthy things, everyone has their own way to go, what we should do is to make our life more colorful, don't use this, A sad life doubts everything he has faced in his life. "

"Dad, do you know that I once thought about what it is for me to give all this by myself? All I want is that everyone in the family can understand me, but in the end, who in the family understands my feelings, I step forward Who has considered these issues from my point of view? I really don't know what I should do to get your sincere love for me. I am so afraid that I will never have any chance to be with you in this life. When you meet, I am so afraid that I will be outside like this for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to go home. I am afraid. I don’t want to experience this kind of life again. This kind of life makes me feel confident. All I want is to be safe and secure. A life like this, but why is it so cheap? Is it really so hard to get what I want?

I really hope that time can turn back. The day when time turns back is the day when I choose to give up everything and stay by your side. I will never forget it. When I turned and left to realize the tears shed in tears, That hurts so much for me, you know

Dad, you have thought about not having me. Although as a child, I made a wrong choice and chose to leave this family, but I didn’t think so deep down in my heart. I never thought of abandoning anyone in this family. I was forced to make that choice at the beginning, and I followed the steps I had to follow step by step, and finally made all this like it is now. I have no way to turn back, and I have no way to turn back Go, but I regret it, I really regret it, I regret all the decisions I made, I regret all the sad efforts I put in, I just want to be able to come back to this home, I'm by your side, I'm here again and again I begged for your forgiveness once, but who among you stood on my side and forgave me once?

You said I did all this just for the stars and said he wanted my son to change his mind about me, but you wondered why I did it without me, just because my son said those things to me I think What I want is just such a simple life, and all I want is to live a normal life without anyone’s interference, without any threat, without anyone’s influence, and live the life I want to live without because Anyone can change their pace.

But now I find that everything in me has changed, I feel that life has no direction, I am a confused life, I am running around in that confused forest, I no longer know what method I should use to walk like this The way I want him is just to live by your side and be filial, and you will never have to leave this house, and you will never be affected by anything and what did I do wrong? Why can't I get this result? I was afraid and I regretted it. I don't want this kind of life to go on like this. All I want is an ordinary life, but I can't get anything in the end.

Dad, just take it as I beg you, I beg you, let me stay by your side with peace of mind, don't drive me away again, I won't lose my temper with you again, I won't get angry anywhere, As long as you let me stay by your side, this is actually not a difficult thing for you, right? I beg you, please help me at the meeting, don't let such people say to control me anymore , I beg you, I can't take it anymore, I'm in so much pain, you know, this kind of life is not what I want, I beg you please really, please let me come back to you"