Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Son, since you chose to take this path back then, why bother to say such things now? Don't you think it's meaningless and useless? When you chose to take this path, you already should Thinking of all the endings today, I will never easily forgive anyone who betrayed me. When you chose to leave me, you are doomed to all the pain you should bear now, and you don’t even think about how much pain I have suffered. , I never thought that my son would betray me. What do you think of me as a father? Since you don’t treat me as a father in your heart, why should I fight for your son? Give everything, even if you are my own child, so what? I don't owe you, I have paid off everything as early as the day you left home and abandoned me.

Maybe in your eyes, you think all this is just right, you can abandon everyone in the family casually, but have you ever thought about whether I am your father, not your creditor, let alone your enemy , You chose to use this way to hurt me, the day you abandoned me, didn't you think that you would end up facing such an ending? Maybe you never thought about it, how could you think so much? In my eyes, you just think about it and do it as soon as you think about it. You have never considered my pain from my perspective, how embarrassing I am, isn’t it?

I really hope that you, as a child, can think more from the perspective of your own parents. Why do your parents choose to treat you in this way? Is it because you did something wrong, or because your parents are too ruthless? Righteousness, in fact, in the final analysis, all of this is just that you have made too many mistakes, and these mistakes are no longer worthy of anyone's forgiveness. You think that every mistake you make, what reason do we have to forgive you

Everything we have paid for is just a mirage in your eyes, and you don't care at all."

Zhang Zhentian has never thought about everything his father has given, he can treat it as not caring, the life she wants is also very simple, just plain, even if the final result is not what he wants to see most, but he also hopes that he will My father will never misunderstand me because of anything, and now my father is too cautious about my misunderstanding, what should I do to let my father eliminate all misunderstandings about me, and let all this come back to life? To the state that should be maintained the most, maybe I no longer have this ability.

"Father, in fact, I never thought of treating you in this way. Can you stand on my side and think about it for me? Could it be that I was really so happy when I left you? I am really not such a ruthless person. The moment I left you, my heart collapsed. Who can understand the feeling of leaving my hometown at that time? There is no way to come back, I managed to come back alive, but after I came back alive, I found that all of this has become different from what I imagined.

As you said, I am your son and you are my father. Whenever and wherever, no matter how many irreparable mistakes I make as a son, you as a father should think about it for me. A little bit, isn't it? But now it seems that you have never considered me from my perspective. You have always thought of being abandoned by me, but you have thought about how I would have lived without me all these years. I am alone The aunt who passed away has no one to accompany me. Who can make up for my inner loneliness these years? I can use the days to come to make up for your pain, but what about me? To make up for my pain of losing a loved one, who will make up for me, the moment I watched my lover choose to leave me, who will make up for my pain, you never cared about my feelings, my pain is nothing compared to You are rare, but I have never complained, because I know that complaining is not the way out, even if I complain about all of this, can it make everything different from the original? In fact, it is impossible at all, isn’t it?

How I wish I could turn back time, as you said, if time goes back, maybe you won’t let me leave this house? And if time goes back, I will definitely not choose to leave this house just because I was angry with you for a while, these Over the years, I really regret it. I have thought of countless excuses to convince myself. I watched the people I love the most leave me one after another. Do you think I feel better in my heart? I only know that the more I live The more I fail, I don't know why I become like this now, how scared I am, how afraid that everything has changed completely, how lonely I am, and who can understand the pain in my heart, but I once again What kind of road will I go, but when I live in such pain again and again, who has thought about what kind of life I should take? Have you considered it? In fact, you haven’t either.”

Xia Jing knew that his husband had been wronged in his heart these years, but he never thought that these young people would be so wronged in his heart. As a result, all his grievances for so many years have been in vain. He doesn't want his husband to become as wronged as he is now. He wants to see his husband laugh happily every day, no matter whether that kind of laughter is from the heart. In his eyes, as long as he is smiling, it proves that he still has a little bit of happiness, but now it seems that this is the only happiness that is gone, and she doesn't know how to do it Comforting her, she only knew that she might have done too much, but as a wife, she never considered everything for her from the perspective of her husband, and she always asked him for everything. Everything that did not belong to me originally, but I forgot that everyone will be hurt, I am afraid, I don't want this kind of life to stay in this world, I want her to live happily, Even if he couldn't return to this home in the end, at least he was happy and at ease deep in his heart.