Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Zhang Nai, in fact, you should have a clear understanding of what we are able to get to where we are today. I remember every sincere thing you said to me back then, and I will never forget it in this life. Only two I wish I could clearly remember those words at the beginning, maybe you never thought of such an ending, I choose a person, the path of life is different, and the ending you will face is also different , I have done too many wrong things, I don't want to regret as much as before, and continue to live.

You remember every word I said, and I also remember every word I said when I was talking to you about my scheming, and I remember every word you said to me clearly, but I never I have no choice to give up like this, because I believe that I have done something, and it is just a sincere thought in the middle. I have no reason or any way to make my family become myself. How about this I don’t want to see? , I should learn to let everyone in the family follow their own pace, maybe that kind of life is a real life."

"Grandpa and grandma, I actually understand now why my parents hate you so much, and I also understand why you make his grandpa so sad. Sometimes I see his grandpa hiding in a corner secretly Wiping my tears, I was quite disappointed in that feeling, watching him cry again and again, but I stood silently by the side, there was no way to help him, I really couldn't bear to see such a thing, I I really hope that God can let him live happily. When he was hospitalized, how desperate I was at that time. A person who loves me the most is admitted to the hospital. I may never get his love for me again. love.

Maybe you think I am greedy, I already have the love of my own parents, I am much happier than my own biological father, my biological father never got the love of my own parents since childhood, but my parents have never been loved by my own parents. I have been by my side since I was born, and I will never leave. For me, I should choose contentment. People should be contented to be happy all the time, but I have no choice, because other children have grandparents. Companionship, but I have no one, there is a mentality of comparison, and if he sees a doctor and sees someone else, then he will find in his heart that there is not so much where he is.

Every decision I make is related to whether my parents will live happily. All I want is for my family to be happy. I don't care about anything, I can give up everything , I can live in devil training all my life, but I can't make my parents unhappy. "

"Children, the decision we made may break your heart, but I also hope you can forgive me. I already know that I was wrong. I have never lived a happy life during the years I left. , I live in pain and guilt every day, I have spent so many years, I have become numb, I don’t know what kind of life I want, but until I met you and saw you there When I was playing happily, I realized what I had lost.

You are my grandson and the next heir of the Zhang family. No matter what, we all hope that you will be happy. Life with you is the happiest and happiest. If you are not in this life, then what do you think of you What is the meaning of life for my parents? What they want is that their children can grow up safely, and their families can stay by their side happily, no matter what kind of harm the final result will bring to each other. , no matter whether it will cause a lot of pain in everyone's heart in the end, as long as they believe in each other in their hearts, as long as they can come together in the end, then what kind of problem is there? "

"In your eyes, if you feel that you have done something wrong, you can ask others to forgive you easily, but why do you have the right to let others forgive you for your mistakes? Let others pay for you for the wrong things you do. Why do you want others to bear the consequences for you? You don’t want to take responsibility for the mistakes you make. You just think about how to avoid all the mistakes again and again. Then it’s true. Is it a right thing? You have never considered how much pain we have in our hearts. You only think that you can be happy. It is enough to wander around the world happily. Why are you so selfish?

Living selfishly is really tiring. I can never be as selfish as you. I can even abandon my own child. I know that you may have had difficulties over the years, but you You know, although my dad doesn’t say anything, but he feels very sad, tormented and blamed in his heart. He is like me. If you choose not to be by my side to take care of me, I will wonder if my grandparents don’t like it. I am not cute enough and not obedient enough, but in my father’s heart my father will think why his parents choose to leave his side, why don’t they want to accompany him more? Is it because he looks too uncute , or because they are not worthy of them in their hearts, and they spend their time taking care of themselves.

Perhaps you have never thought that my father would have such an idea in his heart, to be honest, but I know that when my father had this idea, I was also taken aback.

My father looks so cheerful, so happy, but no one knows the pain in his heart. He buried all the pain deep in his heart and never showed it to anyone.

Many times, many things, as long as we understand each other more, care more, and greet each other more, then any problem will be fine, but you have never had any communication, just like me, I was abandoned by you After so long, I know that you still have me in your heart, but I just don’t know how to tell it. I chose my own way to believe you, but you don’t know that my parents also have it in their hearts. How uncomfortable and disappointed, the most important thing is my great-grandfather, she has paid too much for our family's happy life, the hospital is still worrying about our family's affairs, and you

You have never been by our side, and I don’t know what method and language you should use to communicate with us. Maybe there is a generation gap when we communicate, but do you know? Parents stay by their side. Parents hope that their sons, daughters-in-law, and even daughters-in-law can be filial to themselves by their side. Your side is enough, but you are missing all the most important care, you can abandon all of these cruelly, there is nothing in your heart that is worth looking at differently, what you want is nothing more than It's the happiness in my eyes, the freedom in my eyes, but do you know that all of that can't be exchanged for those relatives after all, they return the eternal love of their relatives for themselves

When your friends are disappointed in you, you will find that everything you did was wrong, and why did you leave in the first place disregarding the happiness of your family”

"Do you still remember these words you told me back then, at that moment we had everything, and we were still arguing and fighting with each other, who would have thought that we would have today"