Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

They never thought that there would be a day when they knew each other so well. Maybe this kind of life came so suddenly that they were overwhelmed. They never thought that one day they would become like this , no one would have ever thought of myself, the final outcome would be as ugly as it is now, every road I have walked, walked farther and farther, gradually lost my direction, did not know where I was going The road he chooses, step by step, makes himself full of the road he once wanted, and it will never be his way back. Maybe his law will never be here, and what he wants is only a sunny road. His master gave him too much sadness. What he wanted was so simple, but in the end he couldn't get anything.

"Wait a minute, can you tell grandpa that you want to ask him these questions about grandpa and grandma tonight, who asked you to ask them? If it is your father, then you go back and tell him, if he doesn't Believe in every word we say to him, then don’t ask us any reason again, if your great-grandpa chooses you to ask us this sentence, then please also tell him that some things are not just in a few words I can say it clearly, and I hope they will stop pursuing this matter persistently, holding on to this matter again and again, and there is no benefit in holding on to it.

My child, I can tell from your attitude that no matter what your grandma and I do, you feel that we are not your family, because what we did really disappointed you, but you know I don’t know how much effort we have put in all these years to return to this home. Maybe others can’t see it at all, but can’t you see it? I don’t know what I want , we have paid so much again and again, why are we disregarding any price again and again, is it really just to be hurt by you again and again?

I know we did something sorry to you at the beginning, but now I have reformed myself, and I have paid a heavy price for everything I have committed. Why do you still hold on to this matter? put

As you said, you want to live a stable and peaceful life, don’t you think I don’t? Have you never considered how I feel?

If it is you who are hit like this again and again, if you are subjected to what others say to you again and again, if you are faced with doubts from others time and time again, and those people are still your own family, he is simply If you don’t believe anything you say, how will you feel in your heart? Is your inner world really feeling good?

Let's compare our hearts, isn't it good for everyone to confide in our hearts? I know what you said to us today is your heart. What about us? Are we really not suffering in our hearts? Are you moved?

You think we are too selfish as parents, and as grandparents, we don’t care about your feelings. What about you, do the things you do and the things you say take into account our dignity? You belittle us again and again Self-esteem, in your eyes, is our self-esteem really so insignificant? I also want a peaceful life, and I also want everyone to live happily. I also want to bring happiness to everyone. I don't want to leave you with only painful memories every time.Why do you even come to destroy this request?

No matter what, the blood on your body is my blood pressure, your father is my blood, he is my own son, and you are his own son, so the blood on your body is not Is it in my blood as well Why do you still think like this Why do you think this kind of thinking is just right, you never think about your own thinking, is it really a mistake? You are me and I am part of this family, do you really treat us as a family by doing this, maybe never have”

Xia Jing knew that her husband was really sad this time. He would never say these words with tears in his eyes, but what he said today were all the truth in his heart. After staying for so many years, I have never said anything about him, because I know that even if I say these things in my heart, it will not have any effect, but now that he chooses to say them, it proves that his inner world still chooses to be with himself. He wants to make a bet with his family, he wants to make a bet with the sky, he wants to see how his family's hearts are doing, he wants to know how his family can treat himself as a family Instead of guarding against himself again and again, it would be meaningless if he returned to this home.

"Zhentian, what happened to you today? I know you feel uncomfortable, but there is no need for you to say such things to your children. You don't know that your children will have thoughts in their hearts if you say these words. , he is just himself, he has suffered too much grievance over the years, he couldn't help but tell us all at once today, it is not easy for him to confide in us, how can you do this?"

"Grandma, in fact, what Grandpa said is not wrong, because everything he does is really for the good of this family, maybe my behavior today is really a little too excited

I didn't take into account the endurance in your hearts. I was only thinking about what kind of life I wanted in my heart, but I forgot what kind of blows you can bear. Over the years, because everyone in my family has Telling me how you abandoned this family at the beginning, so I will reject you deep in my heart, but I never thought that my rejection of you would eventually lead to such a situation, if because of what I said, If you misunderstood something, or because of what I did to you today, I sincerely apologize to you here, I didn't mean it

But I still really thank you all, if not for you, I would not have this opportunity to express my heart, these words are hidden in my heart, for so many years, as I grow up and accumulate in my heart day by day, I have never I dare not talk to others, let alone my own parents.

Because when I mention you to them, they will be a little hesitant deep in their hearts. I know they are also suffering, so I can’t mention my grandpa and grandma in front of them, and I dare not tell them, and I dare not ask about your affairs. , but today I asked all the words in my heart face to face, and I was really happy and relaxed in my heart.

I never thought that one day I can live such a frank life, and I can also ask all the questions in my heart, that feeling is really comfortable.”

"Now I think back to the past bit by bit, I am really grateful, and I am also very grateful that you gave me such a fate, allowing me to choose my own life, but in the end I still failed everyone's expectations of me, Step by step, I made myself numb, I made myself forget all love step by step, I made myself no longer value family affection, I made myself a greedy person, none of you can understand the kind of sad pain, I I just hope that I can live happily, but in the end I got something, but in exchange for everyone’s views on me time and time again, and blows to me again and again, I can’t bear such pain, what do you have? There is no way for me to bear such pain in the future, and you have no way to change all of this."

Zhang Yichen found that the mother here seems to be able to see the voice in his heart, what he thinks, what he asks clearly, but who knows what he is doing all this for?