Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Actually, the moment you left this home, I thought you were really cruel to your own children. How did you abandon them so cruelly when he was so young? You never thought about how precious it is for him to be alive." Difficult, watching him step by step with bloody footprints, you know, as an elder, I can't bear it deep in my heart, I saw how he passed the most difficult years, and I watched him like that Growing up, he has experienced what others will never do, but he has never complained.

Because he knows better than anyone else in his heart that those things cannot be solved by complaining, and the end of his life can only be the harm that his family brings to him time and time again. It was caused by others, maybe he wouldn't pay much attention to it, but those injuries were caused by his parents, he couldn't forget it, it was the pain deep in his heart and even his soul.

If one day he can look at all the problems from his own point of view, he will not be so tired of living like he is now.

Perhaps for you, the way your child has lived up to now is due to his own efforts, or it may be because of your blows to him that he is like a parent now, but who knows, when your parents leave For me at that moment, no matter how old I am, no matter whether I have understood all the cases or not, it will always hurt a child deep in his soul. It's easy to forget all the pain, even if you have all the trust between you in the future, even if you solve all the misunderstandings in the end, you still can't return to the original appearance.

In fact, I said these words to you today, not to express anything to you, I just hope that you can clearly know that from the moment you choose to leave your child, no matter whether you can return to him in the future, for you As far as he is concerned, he will no longer rely on you as before, and will not give you all the newcomers as before, because you don’t know that he chose to give you all the newcomers. On that day, did you choose? Believe him but choose to betray him. For a child, what kind of psychological endurance should he use to bear the harm his parents have caused him? It is a pain deep in the soul. It may be The wound in his heart that can no longer be healed all his life, you have always only stood from your own point of view, and who has ever considered from his point of view what kind of cynicism and ridicule he will endure on the road of growth in the future? "

Listening to Zhang Mo saying these words, Xia Jing felt uncomfortable deep down in his heart. Is this really the wrong thing he did? Why would this measure bring such a blow to his descendants? My relatives think a little bit, will it not be like this now?

Why did I live so selfishly, why the pain I brought to my family can never be erased, what did I do in the past, what purpose did I get here in the first place? the point of

"Father, in fact, I didn't think about going to this stage at the beginning. I became what I am now step by step. Even I can't believe it myself, and I dare not admit it. This was the result of what I did. I can't believe that I have brought such heavy harm to my family. In my eyes, I am the only one who can live happily. As long as I get my purpose, it doesn't matter if I hurt my family, because I don't care, but Later, I discovered that all this was not as simple as I imagined. I should be responsible and responsible. I should bear all the responsibilities I should have assumed, instead of choosing to escape one after another. Avoiding is not the solution to the problem.

Now when I think about the harm I have done to my own children, I can't believe it. It's something I did as a mother. My computer is really numb. I don't know why I became like this. I I don’t know what is the reason, what is the reason that caused me to embark on such a road of no return, step by step I made my life different, step by step I made myself reach the pinnacle of my life , but I lost everything. I thought I had a family, a child, the whole world, and even all the happiness that no one else could have, but now it seems that I have nothing but myself I lost everything except my freedom.

If one day I can return to the time I was before, I will not think about you now. If I had figured it out earlier, all the viewpoints in the middle, I would have seen through the warmth and coldness of the world earlier, from 1 When I do things, everything changes into the people I want most in my heart, and I will not suffer like this. I never thought that there would be a day when I would go to the present step by step. I was once afraid of a plate of cucumbers. I didn’t know what I should take. What kind of life path is the right one. I made my life different. The person I love the most must have left me. I have lost everything now. I no longer have the courage to go out and venture out like before. I don’t have the courage and capital to live freely and freely. Now there is nothing, the only thing I have is my child, but my child is too far away from me now, his heart is not with me at all, because what I have done makes him hold his heart, even now I am standing in front of him alive, maybe he will not think that I am his mother. For a mother, this is the biggest failure of my life. My failure can make my children no longer willing to admit me. It was her mother who even wanted to stay away from me, even wanted to leave me again and again, and wanted to keep me out, so that I would never come to this home.

Faced with such a situation, who of you can think of the mood of being a mother at this moment, and who can think of the despair deep in my heart now, I am afraid, I am lonely, and every decision I make is my own. I was suffering so much, I never thought that one day I would become the person I am now. "