I Want to Hang Around in the Moon

Speaking of this, Le Zhengling showed a sad smile, "That is to say, this is the temperature of death, and except for those who transcend life and death, other people will feel scared when they come into contact with me."

The problem hidden in the body, as early as when Avalon accepted Merlin's help, Merlin told him, but unfortunately he had contact with too few people, and even if he had physical contact with him, after thinking about it , are existences beyond life and death, and those people don't care.

As long as normal people touch his body, they will have the fear of facing death, which is why Gray is afraid of him in the apocalyptic world.

It can even be said that because of Grey's special aptitude for spirit body aptitude, in her eyes, Lezhengling is walking death.

The original intention of letting Matthew contact him was to tell Matthew what it was like to die, but unexpectedly, Matthew was also the same as those people.

Fufu, who was standing on his shoulder, licked his side face, as if to comfort him.

"It's okay, Fufu. Mash won't become like me." He raised his hand, stroked Fufu's little head, and said in a very sure tone.

Ma Xiu, who was left on the sidelines, shook her little hand. The coldness left on it hadn't dissipated. She hesitated again, but she still followed Le Zhengling. Today's work has been completed, and the next She can control her time freely.

Usually, the doctor should send him back to the isolation room, and then read the book by himself.During the previous heroic spirit summoning test, she was sent to the next room to wait just in case, and it was at that time that the elusive Fufu appeared in front of her again.

And because too many things happened today, no one seemed to pay attention to her, so she had the freedom she hadn't seen for a long time, and now she was curious about Le Zhengling, so she decided to see what he was going to do.

"Well, why did you let me know this?" Matthew, who was as curious as a deer, finally got used to Lezheng Listening after previous interactions, asked with ease.

For her, Le Zhengling is different from Professor Leif and Dr. Roman. Although there is no specific difference, it feels that this person is closer to the category of ordinary people than the former two. To her, This feeling is very special.

More importantly, the other party regards her as a normal communication object, which can be seen from his eyes and movements. Unlike other staff members in Chaldea, when most of them are looking at themselves, Full of indifference and ruthlessness.

She once asked Dr. Roman why those people were like this. At that time, the doctor showed the expression she saw for the first time called bitterness, and in the end he diverted the topic with a left-handed look.

And when she asked Professor Leif the same question, Professor Leif's expression became ugly, and then he told her in very detail that it was the way he looked at the mice in the laboratory. , and even found a few humanities novels on this topic for her.

There are scientific magazines detailing the use value of mice, novels about people and animals having a friendship but being killed by others in the end, and also expounding the supremacy of human beings dominating the food chain from a superior perspective.

After reading those books, she finally understood why others looked at her that way, but strangely, after she asked this question to doctors and professors, the number of staff who appeared in front of her was greatly reduced.

The people who usually come into contact with her seem to have been deliberately adjusted. Although they don't look at her like doctors and Da Vinci, at least they don't have the taste of looking at experimental animals.

And this person, in the communication with her, put herself in the same position as him. This feeling made her feel very novel, but this may be the reason why he didn't know that he was deliberately created as an experimental subject.

Thinking of this, Matthew was a little happy and worried. If he knew, would he still chat with himself like this?

"Because you are special, Matthew." However, hearing Le Zhengling's next words, Matthew's little thought just now was suddenly overturned.

"You who know your maximum lifespan, and you who are always with death, I want to know what you will do when you feel the feeling of death." Le Zhengling sighed.

"In the end, Mash is worthy of being Mash. People are indeed different. I don't think I can possess your bravery no matter how much I experience."

As if there was an invisible obstacle in front of him, Mash stopped, and his face turned slightly blue.

Le Zhengling didn't realize that his words caused Matthew to fall into chaos, but Fufu felt the uneasiness in Matthew's heart. He jumped up angrily and kicked Le Zhengling in the face, then flipped in the air for three and a half weeks and landed on the ground. Matthew's head.

"Four~foufou~fo! (You idiot, how can you expose Matthew's mind!)"

A few soft calls brought Matthew back to his senses, and Le Zhengling, who was kicked, wanted to ask why, but after hearing Fufu's cry, he knew that what he said just now had a bad influence on Matthew.

Le Zhengling didn't react at first, but after empathizing for a while, he finally understood what the problem was.

"Sorry, little eggplant, I didn't expect you to get it wrong."

To be honest, Le Zhengling also knew that he was not good at communicating with people, so as soon as he said this, he knew that he had said something wrong again.

Sure enough, upon hearing Le Zhengling's apology, Matthew's face suddenly turned red, and then turned pale.

She blushed because she was embarrassed, and her face turned pale because she was more afraid of the cause of the misunderstanding than this embarrassment.

"You know I'm..." Matthew's voice was as thin as a mosquito, as if she didn't want to say the next thing.

"...I know, whether you are a test-tube baby or you don't live long, I know."

Hearing Le Zhengling's answer clearly, Matthew's small body couldn't help shaking.

"Matthew, although I'm not qualified to say anything to you, but if people pay too much attention to their own identity, they will become prominent. Only by not caring about their own identity can people forget your identity."

"Don't think that you are special, because everyone in the world is special; don't think that you are unfortunate, because there is definitely someone in the world who is less fortunate than you."

Le Zhengling didn't know why she said these words, these words were not for Matthew, but for herself.

For a long time, he has been caught in contradictions. His identity as a time traveler and an ordinary person have caused him a lot of misfortune.

On the one hand, he knew the basic context of this world, but because he knew it too late and didn't have the qualifications, he died.

Then I got the help of several people, and at this stage I can only seek self-protection, without the ability to participate in the [plot].

But Matthew is different, she is the protagonist of the story, Galahad is already asleep in her body, the cheat has already been obtained, what is missing is the opportunity to use the cheat.

On the other hand, looking at myself, apart from learning the magic of deceiving people with one hand, there is nothing special about others.

As the most dangerous crown-designated world, as weak as a background NPC, I can only try my best to hug my thighs before the shattering happens, hoping that I will not be turned into catastrophe due to the competition of big shots.

He was so humble that he swayed on both sides like a grass on the wall, looking for a way to survive.

Whether you tell Da Vinci the information about the world line, or deliberately tell Professor Leif that you will not interfere with their plans, it is actually a layout.

It is true that people can survive if they fail the human burning, and if they succeed, they can also have an insertion point to chat with Gaetia, and then try their best to survive.

He likes the characters in the game, but now it's not a game, but reality. What's more frightening is that there is a problem with the world line, how the script will go, and what the ending will be, he can't see it at all.

It is impossible for him to pin things on the mercy of others or the inertia of the world line. Instead of being abandoned at the very beginning, it is better to try his best to keep himself.

The easiest way is to have a good relationship with the side that represents the protection of humanity, and at the same time not show any hindrance to Gaetia and the others.