I Want to Hang Around in the Moon

"Madam, this result is the final outcome guided by Einzbern's obsession and Emiya Kiritsugu's wish. Love and support your husband, take his ideal as your ideal, and wholeheartedly dedicate the Holy Grail to He, then you have to swallow it no matter whether it is a bitter fruit or not! This is the so-called law of the world! Yes, this is the goodwill of this world—”

Hearing a sarcastic smile, "Well, but in the future Emiya Shirou will be the majority of the dolls whose soul is drawn out by Illya, but no matter what, the Holy Grail will not fall into the hands of the Einzbern family, but will be in the hands of Illya." After Ya failed, the father of the androids also cut off the power supply, and the entire Einzbern was declared history."

"Hey, so you see, isn't the so-called family affection a complete joke? Well, I've finished what I want to say, can you please get out of here in a mellow manner?" Listening ended with this sentence, and was about to Think again, but Ilya broke free from her mother's arms, and those innocent eyes looked directly at Listening.

"No! Sitting here will really catch a cold!"

Listening was a little startled, Ilya is still obsessed with this issue after she said so much?Since I am not related to her, why should I care about myself?It's not good for her?

"Ah, that's right, children only care about preferences." Ling shook his head with a smile, "Yes, as long as you do what you want, don't worry about other things, but I can't do it, and you in the future Can't do it."

"Big sister——" Ilya put her hips on her hips, exhaled with a snort, and a lovely blush appeared on her face, "I don't understand what you just said, but there is one thing I know, that is, cut Si and mother definitely did not leave me on purpose, and they will never abandon Ilya."

Speaking of this, Ilya showed a proud look on her innocent face, "Because Ilya likes them the most, and they also like Ilya the most! Big sister, you have someone like this waiting for you, so you must Don't catch a cold!"

What is meant by Tongyan Wuji? Illya's words are just that. Listening is because he found out that his grandfather who lived with him for 14 years had something to hide from him. He didn't even tell him when he died. This inducement made him start to doubt everything. , coupled with the sudden knowledge about the existence of [Ji Ling], everything swallowed him like a chaotic vortex.

He knew that he was not a strong person at all, otherwise, he would not have chosen the major of archaeology just to escape from that oppressive modern family.

"—your mother's favorite is your father, and your father's words, as a saint, for him, every life in the world is the same." Listening to retort.

"Liar! Mom has said many times that she likes Illya the most, and Kiritsugu's words—Kiritsugu's words—" She was so angry that she wanted to cry when she heard the words, and her heart that was so sure was shaken, so she immediately turned around. He looked over at his father.

Emiya Kiritsugu also came over, and first touched Illya's head, making her tearful expression burst into a smile, "I also like Illya the most, more than anyone else in the world."

"Look! Kiritsugu already said that." Illya happily showed off to Listen.

"——It's really lucky that you can say it, Emiya Kiritsugu." He raised his head and looked at Emiya Kiritsugu's numb face, "I said that your life is cursed, and you will destroy it with your own hands Oh all your happiness."

"No, I'm not lying. Although everyone in this world is the same in my eyes, this does not prevent me from having someone I love, and I will definitely break the future you mentioned!" Emiya Kiritsugu said these words with a solemn expression like an oath.

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Chapter 310 IX Choose the Future

"The determination is good, but it's too naive and ignorant—well, but it's not the case for me, I have no position to laugh at you at all." The corner of Ling's mouth twisted.

"Illya, you should have something to ask this big brother, right?" Irisviel held Illya's little hand and looked at her daughter with a smile.

"Huh? Big brother? Isn't it big sister?" Feeling that her parents were by her side, Ilya was in a good mood. After hearing her mother's words, she tilted her head and looked carefully, but she still couldn't tell them apart. gender.

The only men she has come into contact with are her father and grandfather, but both of them have obvious masculine characteristics, that is, beards. Grandpa's is long, while father's is rare and short, but it is very piercing. Thinking of At this point, she couldn't help touching Ling's chin with her hand, "No, mom is lying, this is the big sister."

Let her do what she does, and at the same time consider whether it would be cleaner to sink into the amniotic fluid pool again.

"Well, Ilya doesn't care anymore~" Seeing her mother's dumbfounded expression, Ilya stomped her feet again, her two hands were held by her parents, and the family of three seemed very happy, "Big sister, you said those futures are all Miserable, but is there really no good future? Is there no future where Kiritsugu and mother are always by Illya's side?"

Ling was left speechless by this question. It is true that the futures he mentioned are the futures of the main line, but if it is said that they are all such miserable futures, then they are definitely not.

"—You can't reach that future anymore." Ling suddenly couldn't bear it, because she had been venting her anger before.

"It doesn't matter if I can't reach it, because Illya is very happy now. As for the future, I will leave it to Illya to think about it." Illya's words seemed to be evasion .

"Are you escaping? Yes, I have been escaping all the time. One day I can't escape. If this is the case—" Ling nodded, then shook his head again, "Since the future is always approaching, it is only before that future comes. , Create the future you want?"

Listening raised his head slowly, looking at the chandelier on the high ceiling, the candles were shining brightly and flickering at the same time. "The function of the mooncell's choice tree; if it can't be done, then the second method will balance the world operation; if the difficulty is too great, just re-create the world; and, if the first method——"

This unconscious soliloquy made everyone who could hear it break out in cold sweat, and the content inside was simply appalling. When Leif heard the light belt recreating the world, he had already affirmed the plan of listening to the burning of human nature. However, this has long been expected, and now it is just affirming this guess.

"At the end of the day, it's still not strong enough." Ling clenched his hands and stood up, his eyes regained reason, but after seeing this look, Zi Yuan and Da Vinci both yelled badly.

"No, I think what you lack is not strength, but reason." Fortunately, neither Ziyuan nor Da Vinci is suitable for speaking. After speaking, they all secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Emiya Kiritsugu fired again, the bullet scraped Ren's hair and hit the wall, and the splashed gravel hit his right side of the face.

"What do you want to do again? Emiya Kiritsugu—" Listen frowned and looked at Kiritsugu, even though he knew he couldn't be killed, but no one likes being pointed at by a gun.

"I can't see the so-called rationality in your eyes now. You should be very clear about my life, so as a killer, I'm here to tell you that if you lose your calmness, then you are not far from destruction. Those things you just said The idea is completely without careful calculation, but it is doomed to fail when there is insufficient information. Don’t forget what you said before. You said that I am an ignorant person, and you also consider yourself Is it an ignorant person who, in the end, is obviously self-aware, but still draws such a conclusion?"

He never expected that Emiya Kiritsugu would preach to himself with such an attitude, obviously he had already told his future so miserable, but he didn't choose to ask himself those things, but said such a warning to himself If so, is this still the Emiya Kiritsugu he knows?

No, it's wrong to think that way, because although the existence named Emiya Kiritsugu seems to be despicable, his ultimate pursuit is extremely great from the starting point. Given his ability to wish, he would indeed be a savior of the world.

"Ask you, Emiya Kiritsugu, are you still pursuing the Holy Grail?" He decided to talk to him seriously, positively, and with kindness.

"If the Holy Grail has the ability to fulfill my wish, I will continue to pursue it, but from your conversation with the Holy Maiden of Winter, I already know that the Holy Grail in Fuyuki City is impossible to achieve my goal." Kiritsugu Emiya He fired the gun, then took out a small box from his pocket and opened it, which contained three extremely slender bullets. The moment he saw these bullets, Ling's pupils shrank.

"Think of these three bullets as my repayment to you. I will choose other methods to achieve my ideal." Emiya Kiritsugu handed the box to Listen, who took a deep look at him, and then Put it away solemnly.

"Eimiya Kiritsugu, your wish is hard to come true. As far as I know, the person who has your ideal will end up with a tragedy, and even if you give up Toki's Holy Grail and find another path , it is very likely that you are also falling on the road of seeking Tao, and the best result is to waste your life and die of old age."

"—It doesn't matter, even if it is like this, I still have to continue. Even if I can't realize that ideal, I think I can save more people on that road." Emiya Kiritsugu looked at the void with tired eyes, " I have seen too many tragedies in my first half of my life, so let me, who is used to them, prevent more tragedies."

"Haven't you ever thought of letting go of all these things and growing old by the side of your wife, daughter, and mistress?" Ling was inexplicably sad, because she knew this man's life, even though Kiritsugu's hands were stained with countless blood, There are relatives and lovers, but it is undeniable that he forced himself to do so for ordinary people to survive well.

As said at the beginning of the story, this man has more ideals than anyone else, so he is more desperate than anyone else. I hope that everyone in this world can be happy, and I have been praying for this in my heart.

This man has been working hard all his life, even if he knows that he is broken, he is still working hard, even if he is not understood by others, he is still working hard even if he loses all the people who love him.