I Want to Hang Around in the Moon

Chapter 320 Choose the Future

"It's so painful, this kind of life, compared to my unknown, yours is known, why do you still have to make such a choice knowing that it is so painful, if you want, I can tell—" I don't know why, Listening now clearly remembers the story named Fate/zero in his mind. If he only remembered a general idea before, then he can tell every detail completely now.

This feeling is as if someone has completely extracted the memory deep in the mind and put it in the top memory.

"—No need," probably guessing what Ling was going to say, Emiya Kiritsugu interrupted first, "In my opinion, the future is not predestined, at least you know the ending, I don't think I will meet it anymore , I have decided to abandon the Fourth Holy Grail War and find a new method."

As if punching the cotton with a fist, Listen was a little at a loss by Emiya Kiritsugu's decisive words.

"However, if possible, I would like you to change Illya's ending. Although I still can't figure out why the so-called Fifth Holy Grail War happened, I don't want Illya to die. Please elaborate on the matter of Gong Shirou as well, I can see that you deliberately provoked the relationship between our husband and wife before."

Emiya Kiritsugu looked at the embarrassed Ken coldly, his tone full of displeasure.

"Actually, it doesn't count. Although Emiya Miyu is a matter of another world line, if the Fourth Holy Grail War must happen, Emiya Shirou, um, it's not the name now, after all, the name is yours. To get it for him, let’s call him by another name, in short, there is indeed a boy named Unknown.” Ling looked around shyly, “That’s a child who has a deep connection with you, most of the world lines only need you If you meet him, he will become your adopted son."

Hearing the title of "adopted son", to be honest, Emiya Kiritsugu secretly heaved a sigh of relief. After all, he is an extremely self-disciplined person, and he never messed around with others, so how could he say "son"? After knowing that it was the adopted son, the stinging gaze from Irisviel finally disappeared.

"—Hey, Emiya Kiritsugu, even if it's Illya, it's better for you not to continue searching for that endless road." He hesitated for a while, although Emiya Kiritsugu said that he didn't want to know the future, but he could If so, he still wants to reverse the tragedy.

"If there is no accident, my wife will die in the Holy Grail War half a year later. Even if this ceremony is successful, Illya will not have to be transformed into the next little Holy Grail, and her lifespan will not be too long, right?" The little Illya between Kiritsugu and his wife, "If I remember correctly, the limit of lifespan can only be reached. She is already eight years old now, which means there are still ten years left. You can't spend ten years with her well." ?"

Kiritsugu's heart skipped a beat, he lowered his head, there was a great struggle in the depths of his eyes, "I, I—"

"I" several times, he still couldn't say the answer that almost broke out from the bottom of his heart.

"It's okay, Kiritsugu." Little Illya could see the pain in her father's eyes, so she made a choice for him first, "Don't worry about Illya! Illya will be obedient! So Kiritsugu you just Don’t worry about doing what you want to do!”

Emiya Kiritsugu watched his daughter make the choice of unconditionally supporting him like a mother, his eyes were slightly red, at this moment, he began to doubt whether the path he chose was right after all.

Ilya raised her head and blinked her eyelashes lightly. She decided not to say what she said later, but she couldn't help it. She didn't really understand anything. Her mother will die, and her father will never be seen again. Even if she doesn't want to believe such words, she will still imagine after hearing too much.

As long as she thinks of that scene, her heart will feel unprecedented pain, but she also gradually understands that some things are helpless, she does not want Kiritsugu to embarrass her, mother has also said in the past, father has very important things to do , I want myself not to cause trouble for him.

Originally, she had already made up her mind that even if one day her parents really never saw each other again, she would still live strong, but she couldn't bear some feelings.

At this time, her white hair was shining faintly under the light, like an elf in the snow, she sobbed with red eyes, let go of her hands, and wiped away the tears that flowed like broken pearls.

"Illya——" Irisviel felt her heart being grabbed, she glanced at her husband with red eyes, sighed, squatted down, and said softly in her daughter's ear: "Illya, My lovely Ilya, Dad is not going to abandon Ilya, he may not be able to be with Ilya often in the future, but he will still come back to see Ilya."

Ilya stopped sobbing slowly, looked at her mother with red eyes, sniffled and asked in a choked voice: "Really?"

Kiritsugu is human after all, he raised his hand and lowered it to pat his daughter's head and gently rubbed it, "Yes, I will definitely not abandon Illya, and I will definitely come back to see Illya often."

Illya said: "Once a day, it's enough for Kiritsugu to see Illya once a day."

Kiritsugu was taken aback, although what he said just now was not perfunctory, but he couldn't do it at this time, no, thinking about it now, even—

Seeing that Kiritsugu didn't answer, Illya cautiously stretched out a hand, spread five fingers, and said, "Is that so, can't you watch it every day? Then five days, five days!"

Seeing that Kiritsugu still didn't speak, she said sadly: "Isn't it okay for five days? Then one month will be fine, as long as I see Illya once a month."

Only then did Kiritsugu understand what an incompetent father he was in Illya's eyes, from one day to five days, and from five days to one month.He even remembered now that even though he had lived in Winter City most of the time, as a result, he spent extremely little time with Illya. Even though he was here every day, he even took time out to see her every day. Can't do it.

What I am doing now is the same as the relationship between Natalia and myself after Natalia adopted me in the past. Before becoming Natalia's assistant at the beginning, every time she goes out on a mission, it will be long or short. For a period of time, I couldn't meet her, and he stayed in the stronghold alone, spending most of the time in worry. So, is Ilya now the same as me at that time?

PS: Call character smuggling failed~~

PS2: I said that I don’t want to buy money, so Shijie can only wait for the lucky bag or the next time it’s up... Although the Japanese server doesn’t see it, there’s a remake.

Chapter 320 Choose the Future

In the past, Kiritsugu never thought about this kind of thing at all, because all his time was spent in the hope of the "Holy Grail", which can be called a "miracle". However, now this hope has been broken, and he must find it. A new hope, he wants to see the result of that wish come true before his life comes to an end, so time is even more insufficient.

Unwilling to lie, he suddenly realized that he couldn't do it when faced with these small requests from Illya.

As if she already knew the answer, Illya stood on her tiptoes and stretched out her hands to Kiritsugu, "If Kiritsugu won't come back for a long, long, long, long time, then before leaving, I will Just hug Illya; if Kiritsugu won't come back for a long, long, long, long time, then as long as I think of Illya occasionally, it doesn't matter if I look at it or not!"

The wavering in Kiritsugu's heart had reached an uncontrollable level, seeing his daughter's almost begging wish, he knelt down on the ground with his knees limp, and then hugged Illya tightly in his arms together with his wife.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry——" The repeated words echoed in the empty stone room.

Ling looked at this scene with a complicated expression, and Olga beside him had already wiped away the tears silently. There were also many people in Chaldea with red eyes, and most of them were men. Although they could not fully understand Everything, but as the same sex, they can better feel the difficulty of this man named Emiya Kiritsugu's choice.

"Ling, is it really impossible for this man's wish to come true?" Dr. Roman looked at Ling seriously and asked, this was the first time he asked Ling for an answer.

"—At least in the ending I know, the world he pursued has not come, even if he sacrificed his own life, that wish is still out of reach." Ling raised his head and took a deep breath. To be honest, he was a little It's not a good feeling to be infected by the emotions of this family. Others see this kind of emotion as beautiful and sentimental, but in his eyes, there is only sadness.

Summary of Emiya Kiritsugu's life, he thinks there is a very suitable lyrics, that is the line in "Infernal Affairs" - Pursue occasional satisfaction in disappointment, it can even be said that that song is related to Emiya Kiritsugu's life Very apt.

If he hadn't met Einzbern and signed a contract with the suppression force to become a "scavenger", Emiya Kiritsugu would have seen the end of his pursuit one day.

Olga turned her head and looked at Ling, "Isn't the Holy Grail a so-called [universal] wishing machine? Why can't this person's wish be fulfilled."

He pursed his lips and organized the words in his mind. "Because the so-called [universal] has a limit, and Da Vinci should have a deep understanding of this."

"Moreover, no matter whether Toki's holy grail is polluted or not, it is impossible to realize Emiya Kiritsugu's wish, or even if he makes a wish on the unpolluted holy grail, the result will be the same—that is, the name [ The complete annihilation of the human species.”

"Why?" asked Olga.

"Dongmu's Holy Grail War is a scam. Although it is undeniable that it has the ability to fulfill wishes, in fact this ability is only incidental. Its essence is to achieve the third magic through a series of rituals."

Looking at Olga's thoughtful expression, Listening felt that it would be better to tell her everything and let her know about this ceremony. After all, she is also a figure who has a lot to do with the Holy Grail War. "The name of the third law It is the materialization of the soul, which means that people can break away from the limitations of the body and achieve true immortality, but this is a miracle that can only be achieved by the complete third method. In the Holy Grail War, this system can only give the servant body, so that They live another life. This body can be immortal, but it will still be killed."

When talking about this, Ling took a special look at the doctor, and the doctor deliberately put his hands in front of his mouth to cover his expression.

"Here we are, that is, Einzbern. Its predecessor was the workshop established by the disciples of the third magician, which has continued since the first year of the Western calendar. After the disappearance of the third magician, they tried to reproduce the master's Miracles cannot be achieved by their own hands, as an alternative, they make an individual that is the same as the master, and then that individual reproduces the magic."

"I won't go into details about the twists and turns. In short, it took them 900 years to accidentally create an artificial human with the same performance as their master. That is Justesa Ritz, known as the Holy Maiden of Winter. Lech von Einzbern."