Fantasies That Descend on Collapse

"By the way, if you meet a girl wearing a black cloak with blonde hair who looks about 17 years old on the road, remember to keep some distance from her."

"That person is a Valkyrie of Destiny like me, and a tsundere fool who can't change his mind. If she notices, it will be very troublesome."

After hearing Teresa's remarks, Qiyana, who was still listening to Luo Chen's reply, turned her head slightly, and stared at the words Teresa mentioned with her smiling eyes. the girl.

'If it wasn't because you didn't listen carefully to my explanation, would it have turned into this situation in the end? '

'Um...sorry...'

After realizing that this was indeed the result of her impulsiveness, Qiyana, who was softly lectured by Luo Chen, finally chose to apologize, and then continued to perform the duties she was given now.

"Well, okay, I remembered, is there anything else?"

"No more, be safe, and remember to come back early."

After repeating her care again, Teresa was about to move the screen away from her ear and hang up the communication, but at this moment, she heard the question that belonged to the other party.

"Theresa, don't you wonder what happened to me?"

After dutifully recounting the answers she had heard to Teresa, Kiyana was a little slow to realize what her mother had said.

She turned her head in surprise, but when she saw Luo Chen's expression full of guilt for deceiving Teresa, she suddenly understood the other's mood at the moment.

Presumably... it must be very uncomfortable...

"Curious?"

Teresa, who heard the other party's question, was just stunned for a while, then walked to the side of the bed and sat down.

"If you don't tell me, I'm sure I'll be curious."

Without the slightest concealment, Teresa just told the other party the most true feelings in her heart.

"But I know, if you can tell me these things, you will definitely choose to tell me without hesitation, Xiaochen?"

"It's like the last time you went to Changkong City alone, and that time, you appeared in front of me with that appearance."

"I already guessed that this time you should have encountered similar things to the previous few times, right?"

"So, when the matter is dealt with and the time is right, tell me what you have encountered."

"Remember, you must explain it clearly, and don't forget that you have to stay with me all day tomorrow!"

Theresa, who was sitting on the bed, just smiled, and then showed her own trust to the other party.

"..."

Luo Chen on the other side of the screen, after hearing Teresa's answer at this time, only whispered the answer he wanted to repeat to Qiyana in a slightly choked tone.

"Thank you, Teresa."

"Then see you tomorrow."

Hearing the last conversation left by the other party, Teresa just threw the hung up mobile phone on the bed, with a helpless smile on her face.

"Really, what is there to thank for such a thing..."

"The person who should say thank you should always be me..."

She murmured in a low voice, then glanced at Jizi who was sitting on the bed next to her and listening to the whole process,

"So now, do you still want to hear what happened between me and him, Jizi?"

"All ears."

Chapter 44

The child, left alone in the dark, lit the only candle he had.

The bright fire light dispelled the darkness, allowing the child who had obtained the short-lived light to see the image in the mirror that belonged only to him.

The flame at the top kept beating, and then turned to the extreme in an instant, illuminating all the darkness, allowing the child to see everything and himself.

After a while, the light disappeared, and the world became dark again.But when the child was groping for the match used to light the fire in the dark, trying to bring back the light, he discovered...

The flame at the top of the candle was still burning, but the flame in his eyes was completely reduced to ashes in that extreme.

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Qiyana lay on her side on a bed big enough to accommodate one person, with her eyes open, she watched the whiteness that appeared in this dark world.

Bai, who was wearing a white blanket, just stayed alone in the corner of the sofa, arched his waist with his arms around his legs, buried his face on his knees, and hid his appearance.

Bai, who puts on such a posture, seems to be trying to use such a meaningless method to escape the reality she has to face.

"..."

Looking at the other party who was alone on the sofa in the darkness and maintained that posture, Qiyana couldn't help but began to worry about the other party's current state.

Since the end of contact with Theresa, the other party just said to himself that he wanted to be quiet, and then fell into the state in front of him.

Thinking of this, Qiyana just reached out and groped for the clock on the bedside table in the dark, and then stared at the scale on it with her eyes that were used to the darkness.

Almost an hour has passed since the other party fell into this state.

Even if the other party fell asleep, there is no reason to keep the same posture for such a long time without changing it, right?

"Mom... are you... all right?"

The darkness and silence made Qiyana's heartbeat gradually start to speed up. She asked and then supported her body lying on her side with her hands, her eyes were stained with a color called worry.

Then Kiyana saw, in the darkness, the person who was originally burying his face on his knees slowly raised his head after hearing her inquiry, and then used the one that could not see the world. Purple red eyes stared at her intently.

"ah...!"

The hollow purple colored glaze seemed to flash a strange light in the darkness, and as the target of this eye, Qiyana screamed softly, and then moved her body, wanting to escape from the other party subconsciously. The scrutiny of the moment.

After witnessing Qiyana's embarrassment, Luo Chen realized that his previous appearance after being lost in thought should have scared the other party who cared about him.

"Ah... Did it scare you? Sorry..."

She rubbed her empty eyes that couldn't see the world with her hands, and her apologetic words were mixed with the fatigue that Kiyana had already noticed a long time ago.

And when she opened those purple-red eyes again, the void and reflection that had been entrenched in it had completely turned into nothingness in the gap that no one noticed.

"Qiana, actually, I've been thinking about a question just now."

Luo Chen moved his gaze away from Qiyana, who was in shock because of the momentary glimpse, and just flattened the legs that were surrounded by his own hands, and then put on the previous clothes on her. A white blanket resting on top of his body.

"you say..."

She said, then raised her arm, and then opened her hand to Qiyana, and then used her own different-colored pupils to look at the gap between the fingers Kiyana an aisle distance away.

"If I, can never change back to the original appearance, what should I do?"

Her tone was soft and powerful, without any confusion, as if at the moment she was just discussing a trifle that had nothing to do with her and was nothing important to the other party.

It's just that the question she narrated in a nonchalant tone made Qiyana, who came back to her senses, fall into a long silence after receiving this question.

"..."

Facing this question that she couldn't answer at all, Qiyana just sat up straight from the bed, her fingers tightly grasping the sheet covering her body, her fingertips turned white with force.

After experiencing hysterical madness, after she suddenly met the joy of reunion, the original thinking that was able to keep calm by relying on long-term training was finally born under the emotions of excessive contradictions. There are tiny cracks.

And this tiny crack caused her to subconsciously ignore some important issues. It wasn't until the other party pointed out the facts that the two of them had to face in an undisguised tone that she realized it later. .

She who was brought up by Otto has her own destiny; and her mother also has her own destiny.

But the other party in this state forcibly dyed the color of his dead biological mother just because he belonged to the other party alone and could not predict the future and past fate.

This is undoubtedly cruel to the other party, even if the cruelty the other party has to endure will make her feel lucky...

"Perhaps... this question should be too difficult for you to answer now..."

Qiyana's silence only made Luo Chen withdraw the palm he showed to the other party, and then she lay down her body flat while sitting on the sofa, with a different emotion flashing in her eyes.

After Luo Chen lay down, the calmness that she had maintained perfectly before finally disintegrated in this posture that made her feel relaxed.

Losing her calm pretense, she bit her lower lip with her teeth anxiously, trying to suppress her heart that could no longer hold on.On the other hand, Qiyana fell into deep thought for a long time because of the previous question.

"Kiana, can I... make a request to you?"

Suddenly, she turned her head and looked at Qiyana who was sitting on the bed and still thinking.

"Can you listen to me say something that has been hidden in my heart for a long time?"

Her gaze was flickering at this time, and her tone was full of temptations, for fear that what she thought was a little out of bounds would cause the other party to choose to refuse.

However, if she didn't do this, perhaps after she separated from Qiyana, she would no longer be able to find someone who knew almost everything about her and could let her confide to her heart's content.

"Of course, Mom."

The unexpected request freed Qiyana from the contemplation that it was difficult to know the answer. After she was stunned for a moment, she agreed to the request without any hesitation.

However, after agreeing to the other party's request, Qiyana suddenly realized that...the other party at this time was almost exactly the same as her current self...

"Thank you... Kiana..."

Luo Chen's brows that were originally frowning because of worry slowly began to relax after hearing Qiyana's answer. She breathed a long sigh of relief and thanked softly, and then began to talk about what she had never shown before. to anyone's heart.

"Actually, Qiyana... I really don't like the name you call me. Even now, I am hardly different from the mother you remember."

"I can see the memories of my mother when she was alive, I can use the power of your mother when she was alive, I can taste the emotions your mother had when she was alive, and even my original appearance... has become the appearance of your mother when she was young... .”

"As early as when I first obtained your mother's inheritance, I didn't find anything wrong. It wasn't until time passed that I discovered the problem between me and this inheritance."

"I don't know if your mother's soul is still too fresh, or your mother's obsession is too serious, but I can really feel the impact of this inheritance."

"Your mother's 24 years of life have influenced me all the time, and the love born from her motherhood is shown through my body..."

"I will be angry because of your father's indifference to you, and I will be sad because of the misunderstanding of k423 who has the same appearance as you..."

"But... But these things don't belong to me... These things belong to your mother..."

She covered her eyes with one hand, covering her expression that she could no longer hold, and her voice gradually became hysterical.

"I also have something that belongs to me... I also use my own identity, and I have lived alone for 19 years..."

"I obtained your mother's inheritance, and I accepted your mother's request, but I did not choose to take over her identity..."

"I have always been afraid, afraid that others will see the real me, afraid that when I wake up one day, I will take the 19-year life that should belong to me as a foreign object..."

"I just want to live...not that I have lived..."

She wrapped herself tightly in the white blanket that covered her body, and then curled up, as if only in this way could give the lonely her the only sense of security.