Fantasies That Descend on Collapse

"I just want to... live with my own identity..."

"mom..."

Luo Chen's remarks as if venting made Qiyana completely silent.

She reached out her hand to touch the body of the other party, so as to comfort the other party who had obtained her mother's inheritance, and then carried many shackles, but was not much older than herself.

However, her outstretched hand stopped when she was still some distance away from the other party.

"sorry..."

Kiyana apologized, then withdrew her hand, not daring to look at the other person's figure.

After learning the truth, she took the other party as a substitute for her mother for granted, and she has lost the qualification to comfort the other party...

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"Sorry Kiyana...I'm getting a little out of control..."

After being silent for a long time, she turned around slowly, facing Qiyana who lowered her head and kept silent because of her venting, her tone was somewhat self-blaming.

The long-term depression strengthened the negative emotions in her heart. However, she who originally only expressed her inner panic to the other party in a calm tone finally lost control of these hysterical emotions.

The secret that one person bears silently, after being known by the second person other than himself, will eventually be suppressed for too long, which will lead to embarrassing consequences for both parties.

At least for now, she has fallen into such a situation because she has been suppressed for too long.

"..."

Originally, Qiyana's prepared words turned into a long silence uncontrollably when facing Luo Chen who was haggard and blamed himself for his previous behavior.

Now she no longer has any face to raise her head in front of the other party.

"Forget it Kiyana...don't worry about what I said before...rest early...you should be very tired..."

Looking at Qiyana who was sitting on the bed with her head lowered and wondering what she was thinking about, Luo Chen, who was exhausted after venting a lot and was almost unable to open his eyes, only spoke words that had begun to become vague After reminding Qiyana, she turned around and prepared to close her eyes, and then let fatigue swallow her whole body.

After all, in her current situation, she may only be allowed to take a nap for a few hours, and then she has to wake up and find a way to deal with her current body.

But at the moment when her consciousness was about to blur, Qiyana, who had lowered her head in silence, made a sudden move, and then stopped her from wanting to fall asleep.

"No... Kiana will be crowded like this..."

Originally, Qiyana was sitting on the bed, but at this moment she came to the sofa that could only accommodate about one person, and then hugged Luo Chen into her arms from behind.

However, Qiyana's move made the two bodies close together, and then crowded each other on the sofa.

"It'll be fine in a while... just let me hold you for a while..."

Not paying attention to the complaints from the person in her arms, Qiyana just spoke softly, and then continued to maintain the state between the two of them in her own way.

"Actually... I have something to say to you..."

Feeling the softness of the opponent's body, and the warmth from the skin-to-skin contact, Qiyana couldn't help but take a deep breath before mustering up the courage to speak the language she had prepared for a long time.

"Actually... I'm actually very happy when I learned that you still have no way to get rid of your current state..."

"Because when I was 11 years old, after my father left me, I was almost raised by the bishop alone..."

"I haven't heard anyone say the name Kiyana for a long time. In my memory, the last time someone called me that was when I was 11 years old, the last night before my father left Destiny."

"And since my father left Destiny and I was raised by the bishop, I have 'zero' more names."

"However, from that day on, the tutor who guided my studies, the Valkyrie who reported the task to the bishop, Aunt Amber and even the bishop himself called me Zero."

"As time goes by, if I don't think about my mother often...I might forget the name myself"

"And now, I have learned from the Ministry of Intelligence that Qiyana's original name should belong to me, and my father has given the body number k423."

"Actually... I knew the news at the time... Actually, I didn't feel anything."

"The only thing I could think of at that time was why my father casually endowed me with such a duplicate with the name that belongs to me."

"But...I didn't expect...that I would hear my mother...saying my name again..."

As Qiyana spoke, her hands were gradually embraced into her arms, Luo Chen listened carefully to her telling about her past.

"And now that I know all the truth, I'm really happy... I even greedily hope that you can always maintain this state, so that you can always be my mother..."

"However, just now, when you confided in me, I suddenly realized how selfish I was when I came up with such an idea and wanted you to forcefully accept my motherhood..."

"I just... miss mom so much... but that doesn't excuse me from making mistakes..."

"So...really sorry...really...really sorry..."

After Qiyana finished speaking, she just closed her eyes in relief, and waited for the accusation from the other party.

However, the hands that were freed by others, and the breath felt by the tip of her nose made her, who was ready to accuse her, open her eyes inexplicably.

The next thing she saw was Luo Chen who had broken free from her embrace, embraced herself, and was so close to her cheek.

"Really... I thought you were going to say something..."

"Eh…?"

Looking at Qiyana who was embraced by him, her eyes were still a little red, the expression on Luo Chen's face gradually became a little helpless.

"Besides raising you bishop personally, I should be the one who understands your upbringing experience best..."

She closed her eyes, and then stretched out her hand to hug Kiyana to her chest as if she was hugging a life-sized puppet.

"Qiana, you should know that although you have always called me mother before, I have never acknowledged this identity."

"Because it is impossible for me to replace Cecilia as your mother, even if I can be completely similar to her."

"Her blood flows through your body, and the only people who are qualified to bear your feelings are her and your father."

"But..."

Having said that, her tone paused, and then she opened her eyes a little, looking at Kiyana who was still in her arms and hadn't recovered, her tone gradually softened.

"You can take me who accepted your mother's request as someone you can rely on..."

"An object you can rely on even when you have nowhere to go..."

Chapter 45

Black clouds weigh down on the sun, and what is reflected in the dark golden pupils are the remains of the civilization that once was.

The longing hurricane spreads across the sky, the flames of the disease burn the earth, the thunder and lightning of conquest tear the world, and the quiet death harvests the soul.

Staying in the gap between the earth and the sky, she opened her hand, and held up a piece of wreckage in the world with the palm of her gorgeous purple glove.

The gray embers fell on the hand and turned into fine dust, finally lighting up the entire arm.

Chen Zi's arm was entwined with the dark red of firewood, and with breathing, it turned into a scorching inscription.

Dark Jin stared at Dark Red, thought for a while, then raised the other Chen Zi, and calmly gave up the Chen Zi that had been polluted by Dark Red.

The arm that fell into the mortal world turned into the wreckage of the world, and she, who was in a dream, opened her eyes at this moment.

And what caught my eye was the child who was snuggling beside her, sleeping peacefully, with a joyful arc on the corner of her mouth, and the gray sky that failed to reach the dawn, and...

It started from the tip of the left finger, and then gradually spread upwards, and only she could feel the scorching temperature, as well as the hidden under the skin...

Painful enough to make one scream...

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The empty and dark bathroom was hastily lit up, accompanied by hasty steps and the soft sound of closing the door, Luo Chen, who originally fell asleep with Qiyana, had already entered here accompanied by pain and heat.

She supported the sink in the bathroom with her hands, and then staggered into the cubicle with the help of the pillars she touched.

She leaned against the wall, then reached out to caress the shower switch on the wall of the cubicle, and turned the valve on it vigorously.

The water pouring out of the shower drenched her entire body. After feeling that her body temperature gradually began to drop, she closed her eyes, and then slumped down on the ground, clinging to the wall of the cubicle.

"Ha...ha..."

Sitting slumped on the ground with her eyes closed, she just lowered her head, bathed in the bitingly cold water, and then panted non-stop. The originally fair cheeks also showed a bright red that symbolized a sickness.

The white shirt that was used to cover her body had already been wet by water and stuck to her body; the long snow-white hair was also mixed with water, so it stuck together and became no longer smooth.

And those bloody wounds wrapped around the abdomen, also under the impact of the water, lived up to everyone's expectations and completely fell off the ground, revealing the white skin that had healed at some time.

The ice-cold water cools down the gradually rising temperature of the skin, but the pain hidden under the skin, as if wrapped around the bones, gradually reveals its sharp fangs after the temperature gradually subsides.

The pain, which could be described as sharp, gradually spread upwards from the fingertips, swallowing the entire arm in just a moment.

"Ah...ah..."

The originally suppressed panting gradually turned into a low moan under the erosion of pain.She was tormented by the pain and was about to lose consciousness, so she had to use her right hand, which was not yet infected with pain, to tightly cover her left arm.

The slightly long nail on the finger pierced the skin of the left arm due to force, and the bright red blood slowly flowed out from the wound caused by the nail, and then mixed with the cold water, and finally disappeared completely.

It's just that this unavoidable behavior failed to relieve the pain engraved on the bones. She had no choice but to force her consciousness and open her eyes that had been closed for a long time.

Then she saw two completely different worlds through her two different eyes.

In the blue left eye, there is a familiar world that is no different from before, but in the lost right eye, there is a different scene that she has never been lucky enough to glimpse .

The purple world, the irregular modules intertwined with each other, and...

The arm that seems to have turned into a phantom in this eye pupil, and the Houkai energy that is so thick that it almost turns into liquid is hidden under the arm.

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In fact, as the owner of the stigmata, she has already felt the Houkai energy contained in her body after she received gifts from those two.

There are many and continuous, if not relying on the characteristics of her own body, perhaps when she gets the second gift, she will be eroded by this power, and then become a common dead soldier.

However, this time, she used this eye that came from nowhere to see clearly the power stored in her body.

The light gold mixed with the pink and purple Honkai energy seems to have turned into blood, flowing into the blood vessels under the skin, and these extraordinary blood will flow from the blood vessels to that place without exception. Located in the stigmata on the chest.

Just like the result she obtained by relying on her own perception before, the root cause of her appearance now is the pale gold Honkai energy flowing through her body after passing through the stigmata.

As long as she can stop the transformation of the stigmata, and then turn the pale gold Honkai energy back into pink and purple, she can remove the appearance that should belong to the deceased.

However, what she can barely do now is to let this light golden energy flow into another soul, and then turn into pure white, thus putting her into another more embarrassing situation.

It is useless, and if used incorrectly, it may cause more troublesome results.

Wait...Maybe my current self...can...?

She had already closed her eyes again and leaned against the wall, wanting to wait in the dark for the pain to subside, but she suddenly had a very bold idea.