I Won't Be a Loser

"Ah."

Lying on the hospital bed, the sage E showed a rare complicated expression, his eyes were downcast, and he was a little concerned about this matter.

Other injuries can basically be recovered gradually. As long as the recovery is proper, it will not affect life. However, the cochlea of ​​the left ear was shocked at that time, which caused damage to the ear nerve and greatly affected hearing. .

It's not completely deaf, but it's far less sensitive to sounds than before. Normal conversation sounds can be heard in the right ear, but it becomes very quiet in the left ear.

As far as life is concerned, it is not a particularly big problem, but psychologically, it is indeed somewhat affected by some small effects.

The sage lying on the hospital bed couldn't help sighing softly when Miyamizu Erye sent the doctor away and was alone in the ward. His mood was also slightly complicated, and the thoughts in his mind were a little disordered, thinking silently A lot of questions.

But after that, I still silently accepted the price I paid for my impulsive behavior. This is the way this world is, it will not give you any rewards just because you did good deeds, and I did not lose my life because of a car accident , is already something to be thankful for.

"Wise man."

After sending the doctor out of the ward, Miyamizu Erye returned to the ward and looked at the boy lying on the bed.

"I'm fine. Anyway, it doesn't have much impact on my life. I seldom go out and don't communicate with other people very much. I spend more time alone in the apartment, writing my own book quietly, so it doesn't matter."

It seems to be comforting himself, like the usual him, maybe he will only answer the character of "it doesn't affect your life, it doesn't matter". At this moment, he explained so much, but Miyamizu Erye looked at him with complicated eyes , Let the sage feel a little uncomfortable in his heart.

"The current medical science is always developing. In the future, I will look at other hospitals that specialize in otology. Maybe it can be cured."

"When the time comes, I'll be with you."

"I'm not a child anymore. When I recover, I can be alone. Mitsuha and Yotsuba who are still in Itomori need your care even more."

Smiling, the sage closed his eyes.

Gongshui Erye, who wanted to say something, closed his eyes and opened his mouth when he saw the sage, but before he could say anything, he silently pursed his lips, hiding all the comforting content in the from the bottom of my heart.

In the later period of time, Miyamizu Erye and Kiyoura Mai were basically taking care of him, that is, on weekends, Kiyoura Setsuna and Saiyuanji World would also come to the ward of the hospital to spend a little time with the sage. Chat for a while, their life in school, and some rumors heard around.

Qingpu Mai would go to the hospital at night every day, store the prepared dishes in an insulated lunch box, and send them to the sage's ward.

Previously, it was because the sage was in a coma, so he basically relied on glucose for maintenance. Now that he wakes up, he can barely eat some light liquid food, which is completely different from Miyamizu Erye’s. The sage's Miyamizu Erye needs more energy.

Not being able to move freely, coupled with not being able to eat freely, is the most tormenting moment for the sage at the moment, and maybe the ascetic monks in the past are almost like this.

"The works have also passed the review and will be published soon."

After Fuzeoka Mari knew that the sage had woken up, she didn't come to the hospital to see the sage right away, but after handling all the matters of his works properly, she came to the sage's ward with a satisfactory report, and He talked about matters related to publishing.

Miyamizu Erye, who didn't understand this very well, couldn't understand what the two were talking about at all, but she didn't speak casually. She sat quietly at the side, listening to the content of the conversation between the two, and stayed in the ward to wait. When a sage needs help, he handles things for the sage.

"A month's time, is it?"

"Five days before you woke up, you passed the review. During this time, you were dealing with publishing matters, some plans and activities, and publicity matters. That's why I delayed coming to see you until now."

"No, being able to publish it is probably the best news I've heard so far."

"Originally, in the publishing house, there was a plan to use your incident this time to carry out positive publicity, but for some unknown reason, it was stopped."

"My business? It's fine to stop it. I don't want to be interviewed frantically. I will know that I was in a car accident later."

I was a little surprised, I didn't expect that the publishing house was going to use his affairs to promote his works. It's good to be stopped, if it didn't stop, it is estimated that some small reporters would inevitably come to interview.

"How's your body?"

After talking about work-related matters, Fuzeoka Mari also asked the wise man about his current physical condition.

"Fortunately, the doctor said that after a month, I can almost walk on the ground."

"Not yet?"

"If you move it, your whole body will hurt, and it hasn't fully healed yet."

"If I had given you a ride at that time, probably such a thing would not have happened."

"It has nothing to do with this. No, it has nothing to do with you. It's my own choice. I don't need to get entangled in this matter. I don't know if my new book has the opportunity to participate in those awards."

Obviously changing the topic, Fuzeoka Mari also knew that the sage didn't want to make herself feel guilty. Looking at the smiling young man, she felt a little complicated. She took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, and followed the sage's topic, no Let's continue with the topic just now.

The two chatted for about half an hour, and the sage felt tired, and Fuzeoka Mari saw the sage's reaction, and looked at Miyamizu Futaba aside with some concern.

"Because he is still recovering, the sage is very weak now and cannot maintain his concentration for a long time."

"Sorry, we've been chatting for so long, then...you should have a good rest first, and I'll take my leave first."

Hearing Miyamizu Futaba's explanation, Fuzeoka Mari reacted. Even when she looked at the sage in front of her, she didn't notice this, and she didn't really realize that the sage is now a patient.

It was only at this moment that he noticed these details, said goodbye to Miyamizu Futaba, and let the sage rest well, Fuzeoka Mari left the hospital.

"I'm so tired... Fortunately, there are not many people who come to visit, otherwise there will be more people, and it will probably be..."

Breathing became a little tired, and the sage slowly closed his eyes.

"Have a good rest."

Miyamizu Erye looked at the tired sage, walked to the window, closed the curtains, the room became dark, and the sage had a slightly more relaxed expression.

During this period of time in the hospital, for the sage, it was no different from punishment. He could not do anything, and he could not do anything. He was lying on the hospital bed every day, and everything needed to be taken care of by others. It is difficult to accept calmly.

But even if I don’t want to accept it, I can’t help it. Seeing the lovely and gentle nurse, who comes to my room every day to help replace the urine bag, my mood is even more complicated. I can only close my eyes every time. To reduce the embarrassment of both parties...

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When you are hospitalized and unable to move, the nurse will take care of you carefully.

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When the Cicadas Cry in Summer: 272. Scourge of Heaven

It's like being cared for carefully when you can't move, it's also a special feeling.

After lying on the bed for half a month, the sage's weak body can move a little bit. It is still difficult to support strenuous exercise, but at least he can wave his hands a little, so that his mother can go to his own. The apartment, helped to bring the book to the ward, lay in the ward with nothing to do, read the book quietly for a while, and then closed the eyes to rest when tired.

Different from other ordinary wards, as an advanced ward for some special people, it is always very quiet and has everything you need in the ward, such as independent bathroom, sofa and TV, it can be regarded as a small apartment.

The price of moving in is expensive, but fortunately, there is a party responsible for paying these expenses, which does not make the sage have too much financial burden.

"Well, I've woken up. For the time being, I'm reading in the ward every day. Other than that, I can't do anything else. I can't get up from the bed. I probably have to rest for a while. After I'm discharged from the hospital, I will to see you."

wow——

The door of the ward opened, and Miyamizu Erye entered the ward, put the drink that the sage needed on the side table, and put a bottle of green juice on the sage's bedside table.

Watching his mother enter the ward, the sage's voice also became slightly softer.

"That's it for now, let's talk tonight."

After finishing the phone call with Mito Yuuka, the sage looked at Miyamizu Erye who was standing beside his bed, facing his mother's gaze, feeling a little delicate and embarrassed in his heart, and smiled slightly at his mother , and Miyamizu Erye's response was a flat expression that did not change.

"A girl again?"

"Uh, yes."

"The people who contact you every day are girls. I know you are very popular among girls, but even if you are popular, you must understand the principle of self-esteem and self-love. You can keep in touch with so many girls. Do you understand what Setsuna feels?"

After being scolded by his mother, the sage could only slightly nod his head in agreement. It didn't matter when facing other people, but when facing Miyamizu Erye, he didn't even dare to refute.

"What happened to you and Setsuna? During this period of time, the relationship between the two of you seems a bit...intimate? Did something happen?"

During this period of time, Qingpu Setsuna was on vacation on weekends, or came to visit the sage after school in the afternoon, but every time he visited the sage, his emotions were not very high, making people always feel that the two of them were not very good Like a couple in a relationship.

No, rather than a couple, it's more like a middle-aged couple who have reached the burnout period.

Erye Miyamizu thought about it. There was a period of time when he and Toshiki Miyamizu didn't communicate very much. At that time, Toshiki Miyamizu was busy with election matters almost every day. He often traveled outside and seldom returned. Resting at home, sometimes it looks dull at home.

Understanding is understanding, but looking at her husband's gloomy expression at that moment, it is obviously impossible for Miyamizu Erye to be completely unaffected.

Even Mitsuha was frightened to cry by Miyamizu Toshiki's expression, and it was only after that that Miyamizu Toshiki calmed down a little at home, and the relationship between the two gradually eased.

"It's nothing. What happened this time made her feel worried. I'm also seriously thinking about the two of us."

"About the two of you?"

Glancing in the direction of the window, the sage's eyes were pierced by the light, and he slowly lowered his head to look at the white quilt on his body.

"No, nothing."

Even if it is a mother and son, Miyamizu Erye often does not understand what his son is thinking. He has been like this since he was a child. He can't figure out his thoughts. He has never looked like a child. There are many secrets hidden.

Miyamizu Toshiki has talked about this matter more than once, and he always has a lot to say about the child Sage, but the things he talked about in front of her, when the two met, they couldn't talk about any topics .

The relationship between father and son is not bad, but it's not that close, which makes Miyamizu Erye always feel that he cares a little bit.

"Have you thought about the future?"

"When you recover almost, go back to school and continue your classes, get admitted to a good university, and marry Setsuna, like this."

"...Sage, have you considered the matter with Setsuna's child?"

The sudden topic was a bit subtle, and the sage couldn't help being surprised. He looked at his mother standing beside his bed, wondering why Miyamizu Erye suddenly talked about this, and looked down at his bed sheet. For a moment, I wondered if the doctor was hiding something.

"Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

"No, it's nothing, it's just that you two, since you have already decided to get married, you will also consider the children's affairs, right?"

"After I... graduated from high school, the university should consider this matter."

What happened that day was still clearly remembered in the sage's mind, but he felt that he didn't know how to talk to Miyamizu Erye, so he was silent for a moment, and the answer he gave was also the plan he had thought of earlier.

Plans never keep up with changes.

Maybe she won't be able to meet her grandchildren when she is in high school.

"University?"

"Ah."

There was a sudden silence in the ward. Miyamizu Erye had a lot of things and wanted to tell her child, but because of subtle reasons, it was difficult to tell the sage. After a long silence, she chose to wait a little longer. .

I have been absent from the private school for two months, and it is already November. Because I have contacted Pingtian before, the other party also knows the reason for the sage's absence for such a long time. The other party understands the sage's situation and expresses the period of time It was not counted in the original duration, which surprised the sage a little.

"Pay attention to your body and get healthy soon."

Pingtian gave his blessing, and the sage also thanked him. He used his idle time to look at the books he had read little by little, and re-consolidate those memories.

When I am tired, I will look at the flowers beside my bed.

It was a flower sent by someone I didn't know. The other party handed it to the nurse, and then the nurse handed it to him. It started when he was in a coma, until now.

Every day is a wild chrysanthemum.

Sometimes he also cares about who sent the chrysanthemums, but the person who gave him the flowers never showed up and kept a mystery.