I Won't Be a Loser

Time passed gradually, and the days lying in the hospital did not have too many colors. Every day was spent hanging water and taking medicine, and it was difficult for the whole person to be in high spirits.

The various complications after the car accident also make it difficult for Sage to sleep sometimes, especially the side effects of some medicines.

In the middle of November, it gradually improved, and the medicines that needed to be taken gradually decreased. The doctor who came to check up, after a careful examination, confirmed that the condition of the sage is gradually improving, and it will take about another month to rest. discharged from the hospital.

"Is it still a month?"

"The previous month was just a rough estimate, but judging by your current recovery state, you can almost walk on the ground, but for safety's sake, let's lie down for a while."

"Unhappy news."

"I think most people should show a happy expression when they hear the news. It seems that people who are not very happy after knowing the time for their recovery are probably only children who don't want to go to school."

"However, when adults encounter troubles and stand up again, they are not only faced with simple academic problems, but also many problems piled up."

"Interesting answer."

Not knowing what was written in the doctor's hand, the sage guessed that it might be an observation log.

Wu Jianmiao raised her head and glanced at the boy lying on the hospital bed. Among the patients she treated, there were some interesting people, and the sage was one of them. I heard that he was also a writer?

The identity of a high school student writer is indeed very interesting.

After recording today's observation diary, she turned around and left the ward. The sage lying on the bed in the ward felt slightly relieved when he saw the female doctor full of 'thorns' leave the ward.

It's not easy to describe, but when I first saw Dr. Takemi, he felt more like a musician in a visual kei band than a doctor.

But after more than a month of contact, I found that the other person's character is not what he appears on the outside, but more gentle... No, it's not gentle, it's just an illusion caused by the contrast with his appearance , can only be regarded as peaceful and delicate.

Mother Miyamizu Erye is temporarily absent today, as if she was going to meet a friend who came to Tokyo last time, when she asked her about the other party's identity, Miyamizu Erye was always secretive, a little curious in his heart, but he couldn't get it. The sage who answered can only restrain this curiosity in his heart.

Although there was no one there, but some basic mobility had been recovered, and there were nurses who were always available to take care of him, so the sage didn't feel troubled or disturbed.

Picking up the unfinished book on the bedside table, gently picked up the bookmarked page, and continued to read.

""I'm not joking with you. I don't know why, when I saw her, I always felt that she might become my heavy burden in the future. Just say you, if you like her, observe her carefully, and you will think so too." Putting her hands on Shimamura's shoulders, leaning against her, she suddenly shook her head and said, "No. If she meets someone like you, maybe she won't go crazy. You can carry this burden for me."』

""Don't say that."'

『"Do you think I'm drunk? Whenever I think that she will be loved by you when she is by your side, I feel happy living a debauched life in the valley."』』

""Hey!""

"Leave me alone!" Komako hurriedly escaped and hit the rainshield with a bang.That's Komako's home. 』

Flipping through the books in his hands, the sage can't help but feel the gap between himself and the traditional literary giants, and he often thinks deeply about the difference between himself and these literary giants.

But no matter from which point of view, he is very different from those literary giants who have been there.

"Writing about life, but not just life."

It might be better to use 'Back to Basics', but his level is still clumsy with gorgeous words, where he struggles to choose words and make sentences, and uses those prosperous and beautiful words to cover up his own fundamental shortcomings.

I didn't have any special feeling before, but when the car gradually approached in my eyes and came to me, the clear sense of despair, after waking up now, still has a clear impression.

Let him start to seriously reflect on everything about himself. At the beginning, when he looked at these works, it was just for entertainment, but now when he reads and looks at them seriously again, he realizes his own shortcomings and thinks about whether he is really good. have the qualifications to write.

"Using modern entertainment to explain myself, but what is the reality? I want to participate in those literary awards, eager to prove myself, and use my crappy works. If I really win the award, it will be for those people. The injustice of those who carefully polish their work."

I also understand that this society is not determined by the word 'fairness', and in many cases, there are other factors.

However, the sages now hope that they can write a better work.

"In front of these literary masters, one should have an apprentice-like heart."

While looking at the work in his hands and reflecting on himself, a bell rang on the side, and he turned his head to look at the phone on the side. The wise man clamped the label in the book, reached out to connect the phone, and attached it to his ear.

"Mr. Miyamizu from Ward 608? There is a guest who wants to visit."

"guest?"

As a resident of a high-end single ward, the service and care are very good. Even if there are guests who come to visit, they will first contact the sage in the ward and confirm the meaning of the sage before allowing those visitors to see him in the ward. sage.

"The one who delivers flowers every day."

Looking at the wild chrysanthemum on the side, the sage was a little surprised, he thought that the other party would always hide his identity and not appear in front of him.

"Okay, let the other party come over."

"Ok."

The nurse at the front desk hung up the phone, and the sage put the phone aside. He was a little curious in his heart, thinking that the person who gave him flowers every day would come over soon, so he closed the book in his hand and put it away. When he got to the side, he waited quietly.

Because of the special residence, it took about 10 minutes before I heard footsteps in the corridor outside.

"Mr. Miyamizu, can I come in?"

"Please come in."

The nurse opened the door and signaled to the people outside the door that they could enter. A short-haired girl holding a flower entered the ward and bowed to thank the sage.

"At that time, thank you for saving me."

Looking at the girl who gradually raised her head, what caught the eyes of the sage was a bright face, and the purity of the other party, which was somewhat similar to Mito Yuka, but completely different from the transparency.

"Toru Asakura, my name."

Picture: "Asakura Toru", location: "Images/1654890036-100277911-108890435.jpg"

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Enka Higuchi, who came to the hospital with Toru Asakura, stood quietly outside the door of the ward, waiting quietly for Toru Asakura.

Hearing the girl's name, the sage lying on the hospital bed looked at the girl in front of him, stared at the girl for a while, and then looked at the wild chrysanthemum on his bedside table.

"Yes, can you bring me the bottle of green juice over there?"

Pointing to the drink on the table, the girl came to the table, picked up a bottle of drink on the table, put her hands in front of her body, and slowly handed it to the sage.

"Thank you."

It took a little effort to unscrew the bottle cap with both hands, and I don't know how much time it will take to return to the original level after being discharged from the hospital.

He took a small sip shallowly, and looked at the girl who was standing by the edge of his bed at this moment, pointing her fingers at him and looking at him, but there was not much fluctuation in his heart. After lying on the bed for such a long time, his state of mind It has already settled down.

"So, what's the purpose of coming here today? Thank you?"

"Well, that day, I was distracted and caused such an unfortunate incident. I was the one who should have suffered, but I made Miyazui-kun hurt. I am very sorry."

"Your apology, I feel it, is there anything else?"

"..."

The two looked at each other, looking at the desireless look in the sage's eyes, Toru Asakura was a little surprised. He thought that the other party would make some demands, but he didn't expect to say anything.

"In that case, please go back, I want to rest alone for a while."

"I understand."

After Asakura Toru heard the wise man's words, he silently bowed and walked towards the door.

"Then, please rest well."

The door of the room was closed again, and the girl left the ward. As for the sage, he looked at the direction in which the girl left. He was lying on the hospital bed alone, lost in thought. At that time, when he saw the short hair of the other party, he thought it was a Boy, but I didn't expect it to be a girl.

I was used to seeing girls with long hair, but I was a little surprised to see a girl with short hair all of a sudden.

"ended?"

"It's ready, let's go."

Asakura Toru walked out of the ward, looked at Enka standing at the door of the ward, smiled, and then walked towards the elevator, while the girl in the black sweater followed Asakura Toru, two The man took the elevator and left the floor where the sage was...

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when Miyamizu Erye returned to the hospital.

She led an expensive-looking paper bag into the ward, and then took out a small jewelry box from the paper bag.

"this is for you."

"what?"

"Bracelet."

"I don't like this again."

Seeing the jewelry box that Miyamizu Erye handed him in front of him, the sage couldn't help but frowned. He didn't like jewelry very much, and he never wore necklaces, rings, or earrings on his body.

"Put it on. If one day, you see a familiar person wearing the same bracelet as you, you may be pleasantly surprised."

"what?"

Hearing what his mother said, the sage looked confused, feeling that she seemed to be hiding something from him.

But he looked at Erye Gongshui, and did not get any news from the other party. Facing the sight of the sage, Erye Gongshui just silently turned his head away. The sage sitting on the bed could not get any information. The answer I want is to look down at the bracelet in my hand and think about what it means.

The sage lying in the ward did not have much profound experience when the air conditioner was turned on.

But I saw Miyamizu Erye who was taking care of him, and the thicker clothes on the nurses. The weather is getting colder and colder, and it has entered December from November, and the body of the sage is similar Get back to the point where you can get out of bed.

12 month 8 number.

"Congratulations, you can leave the hospital."

Wu Jianmiao inspected the sage's body carefully, and gave an answer that the sage had been looking forward to for a long time.

"Is it finally time to leave the hospital?"

After hearing Wu Jianmiao's words, the sage in hospital clothes relaxed his expression. After such a long time, he didn't know what he would become if he continued.

"Can I go through the discharge procedures today?"

"It's possible, but there's no need to be so anxious, isn't it good to leave the hospital tomorrow?"

"It happened to be Monday. I was discharged from the hospital today. I feel better. I have been in the hospital for such a long time, and I just want to go home early."

"You are well aware of your physical condition. Even if you are discharged from the hospital, you cannot exercise strenuously for a long time. Also, remember to come to the hospital for checkups on time."

"Ah."

Expressing his decision to be discharged from the hospital, Wu Jianmiao did not stop him and signed.

The signature was signed in the morning, and in the afternoon, the sage put on his own clothes and walked out of the hospital with Miyamizu Erye carrying some luggage.