The Comprehensive Story of Hiki Valley Hachiman

After all, the people around her all looked at her with a hint of pampering.

That kind of mutual ridicule dialogue is the testimony of friends.

Perhaps it is a good experience to have one or two friends who can let their guard down and talk to each other.

However, for a withdrawn and weird person like me, it is impossible to get such a friend.

So, could they possibly be my friends?

Because of Yuigahama's clumsiness, it became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

I couldn't hold it anymore, and all the emotions burst out with the smile.

That's Futaba laughing at herself, thinking that it's ridiculous to be addicted to the past, and laughing at herself now.

Yuigahama was like an introduction, with her gentleness, she turned on a certain switch in Futaba's heart.

Let Futaba vent her long-stored emotions with a smile.

As I thought, the suggestion made by Hihama afterwards was exactly the same as the character she showed.

Always optimistic, gentle but full of vitality.

Maybe it would be a good thing to be friends with her.

But, is her gentleness really the same to me?

However, Yuigahama's speech really made me relax a lot.

Afterwards, the President Yukinoshita, who seemed very cold and difficult to get in touch with, took over the conversation.

Surprisingly, though.

Unlike the help I tried to seek in the past, Yukinoshita didn't talk about any major principles at the beginning, or her personal experience.

But because of my arrival, I was very smart to judge that those things were invalid, and denied them.

It seems that unlike what I thought, the president Yukinoshita is quite reliable, at least he can easily judge that my problem is not so simple to solve.

Unlike some people before, they only stand on a high moral standpoint to criticize those who have fallen into the bottom.Never put yourself in the shoes of others to think.

Her performance gave me even a glimmer of hope.

Perhaps, this club is really able to find the answer I want, as Hiratsuka-sensei said?

However, her question after that made me a little unsure how to answer it.

I also understand that if you want others to help you, you must open your heart.

The reason for the current thinking must also be known to others.

Because only from the source can the problem be solved.

However, it is because I have some kind of problem in my heart that I can't explain it clearly, so some things can't be said.

Even if I forced myself to say it, it would be a lie.

Meaningless.

Therefore, I chose silence.

Maybe my problem really cannot be solved, and I am destined to be alone.

No way, I'm just such a useless person.

The glimmer of hope that had just been ignited was extinguished at this moment.

I am going to face my own problems in an evasive way.

Just like before.

In other words, avoidance is my normal state.

The performance of asking for help openly this time is probably abnormal for me.

Just as I imagined.

In such a situation, even the President Yukinoshita doesn't know how to help.

However, it seems she is not giving up.

In other words, she didn't think there was any way out.

After that, she began to prepare for her self-telling.

Could it be that this Yukinoshita, who looks so perfect, has a similar experience to my commission?

Admittedly, I was a little bit looking forward to it.

Even if I hate this kind of myself who will look forward to it because of other people's embarrassing experiences.

However, if you can meet someone with the same experience.

Then we must be able to understand each other, lick each other's wounds, and become friends.

However, after listening to the whole process, I understand that there is a fundamental difference between Yukinoshita and me.

Yukinoshita was envied by her peers because she was too popular.

And I chose to be alone, safe from influence because I was so unpopular

Yukinoshita's inner character is strong and strong, able to resist injustice.

Even if you are isolated because of resistance, it doesn't matter.

But I am cowardly and inferior, and I just want to escape from the problem.

I can't be like Yukinoshita, who can ignore other people's eyes and change others'.

However, I may be able to get some inspiration from her practices and thoughts.

No one is perfect, which means that there are flaws in the eyes of others that you are not aware of.

Even the best people who have received attention for a long time have other troubles.

Even they cannot escape the opinions of outsiders.

The answer Yukinoshita gave was to strengthen oneself and change the world.

And what kind of answer can I come up with that belongs to me?

What about my inner needs?

Chapter 67: Meeting Mai Sakurajima Again

Huh~ This commission is really difficult.

Merely understanding the client's needs...or even the needs may not be correct.

If it was like before, some specific commissions would be fine.

But such a metaphysical thing.

I want to make myself no longer care about the eyes of others...

how to say?This kind of thing can only be a matter of opinion.

If we don't really understand Futaba Rio's heart, we won't be able to give any effective help.

Just like when a patient seeks help from a psychiatrist, the doctor will always understand the patient's inner world step by step.

And most people think that the psychiatrist is useless, just a placebo person.

Most of them didn't tell the truth to the doctor, or didn't understand what they said very much as what they really thought in their hearts.

And from here, it's time to test whether a doctor's ability is superb.

I don't know if Yukinoshita's words can really make Futaba face her heart.

Otherwise, I can only take some special measures.

But maybe I really hope so.

After all, such words.In the match between me and Yukinoshita, I was in the leading position.

Thinking so, I walked towards the bicycle parking lot.

This entrustment, I did not play any role.

The information obtained is only obtained from the conversation and observation of Yukinoshita and the others.

There is no one around me that I can use. If I really want to solve this kind of thing, I still have to end it myself.

Alas~ It’s still so troublesome~

Or just give up this commission?

But I don't know when the next commission will be, maybe it will be more difficult than this?

Well~ If that's the case, let's let nature take its course.

Thinking of this, I unlocked the bicycle and pushed it out...

However, at this critical moment, my beloved bicycle lost the chain.

I thought it was just a glitch, maybe a loose chain or something.

However, I tried to use my original experience, and it was useless to pretend for a long time.

Even if it is successfully installed, it will still fall off after a while.

It seems that that part should be damaged.

In order to save the travel expenses to and from school, I just bought this bicycle, so I cherish it very much, and often oil it for maintenance.

It has been riding for two or three years without breaking it once, and at this moment its drive chain fell off.

It seems that maybe it's time to go bad...?

wrong!Maybe it's because I haven't cherished it during this time——

Whether it was because of the car accident before school started, or the rough extraction of the overwhelmed it when I returned from the hospital.

Or during this period of time, because I joined the service department, I rushed home every day, which caused my riding a bit violently, and because of various reasons, I neglected to manage it.

Perhaps these are the reasons for its real damage.