She Made The Whole Cultivation World Cry
Chapter 1038 [Nanzhi San] (asking for monthly votes)
Jiang Yuebai looked at the pills in his hand and sighed suddenly.
She probably knew why Anan was trapped in such a dream. It was the same as her back then. She had too many regrets in her heart and wanted to ask for a chance to go back to the past to make up for everything.
Jiang Yuebai has understood that there is no point in making up for the past.
It is the regrets and mistakes, pain and hardships of the past that have created the irreplaceable person I am today.
Both she and Anan should go back and embrace their childhood selves and say to themselves, I don’t blame you, you have done a good job.
Anan still doesn't understand this truth and can't let go of her past.
Jiang Yuebai felt a little sour in her heart. Anan had always been her listener, but rarely revealed her feelings.
In Jiang Yuebai's memory, Anan will always be a mature person with clear goals, perseverance and courage, a clear mind, and the ability to move forward in whatever he does.
But maturity, isn't it acquired through the lessons of blood and tears?
Anan has never complained about everything she has encountered, but not complaining does not mean that those negative emotions do not exist. She relies on her strong willpower to suppress them deep in her heart.
Just like when she avenged her father's murder, she chose the most extreme method even though she could wait for the Supreme Elder to help.
She doesn't want to cause trouble to anyone. She can let others owe her, but she doesn't want to owe others anything. She is afraid of trouble, afraid of not being able to pay, and even more afraid of paying a price that she is unwilling to pay.
At this point, Anan is immature, and her heart is very closed, a bit like Yun Shang, another form of fear of others.
So Anan had lived for so many years, and apart from his childhood friends like Tianyan Sect, he didn't have many friends in the upper world at all.
It was these suppressed emotions that finally turned into this dream, making Anan unable to escape.
Anan thought he was saving himself, but in fact he was trapped in it and couldn't extricate himself.
The more perfect the dream, the more difficult it is to accept reality, and it will endlessly magnify the pain of reality.
As a demon, Anan still has inner demons. This inner demon is herself, because only she knows her own flaws and knows how to penetrate her heart.
Jiang Yuebai closed her eyes for a moment and felt it. At the end of the dream, Anan succeeded in winning the sword as she wished. In this dream, she probably didn't realize the vow she made back then.
I will never become a demon until I reach the peak of swordsmanship.
In the last few dreams, Youmeng tried his best to interrupt, so that Anan did not reach the end. Even Youmeng knew that once Anan fulfilled the oath in the dream, she would be completely possessed.
Anan will not be possessed by demons, Jiang Yuebai is sure of this. When the time comes, Anan will definitely sacrifice his foundation and kill the illusion.
It is better to block than to open up!
Jiang Yuebai looked at the Climbing Immortal Steps, took the pill, and decided to be a bad guy in Anan's dream!
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On the Immortal Steps, after the illusion dissipated, Lu Nanzhi immediately turned around to look for Jiang Yuebai. She remembered the previous few times that as long as she had told her, Jiang Yuebai would appear at the ninety-ninth step and enter the inner door with her. together.
Lu Nanzhi's eyes passed over the people behind her. When she saw Jiang Yuebai, her pupils trembled and she couldn't believe it.
Level 81, why is she still at level 81?
Isn't this her dream? Why didn't you follow her wishes?
Thinking of what happened to Jiang Yuebai later, Lu Nanzhi suddenly panicked and tried to forcefully change the dream. Everything around him began to become illusory and unreal.
Behind her, Xie Jingshan and Shen Huaixi flashed across the stairs, as did everyone else, allowing her will to change.
Only Jiang Yuebai stood motionless on the eighty-first step. She tried her best but couldn't move an inch.
What happened to this dream?
Lu Nanzhi's heart was trembling violently, and she never realized that her loss of control had made her different from before.
At this time, everyone's eyes were dazzled. When they focused again, they had appeared in the square inside the mountain gate. Hong Tao began to explain the rules of Tianyan Sect and began to distribute tokens.
Lu Nanzhi was the first to receive the token. Before she could do anything, their Nascent Soul Lord Lu Yinghuai from the Tianyan Sect appeared in front of her and forcibly took her away.
Beside the quiet woods, Lu Yinghuai's face was as sinking as water, and he handed a letter to Lu Nanzhi.
Lu Nazhi looked puzzled. When he took the letter and read it, he was shocked.
His father was injured by Fang's people, and Lu insisted on giving her to Fang. Her mother and her brothers and sisters all complained about her in their hearts, asking her to get engaged to Fang's people, otherwise his father would not be the leader of the clan. Can't keep it either.
"Why?!"
The little Lu Nanzhi couldn't help trembling all over.
Lu Yinghuai didn't explain anything, only said, "Don't worry, before you establish your foundation and become an adult, the engagement is just an engagement. The Fang family will not force you to come to the door. As long as you marry well when the time comes, you will be with the Fang family for one day." No one can touch my father’s position as patriarch.”
Lu Nazhi suddenly clenched the letter paper tightly, his eyes were red, but he held back his tears with all his strength, his face full of stubbornness and unwillingness.
Why?
Even in her dream, would God be so cruel to her?
Later, Lu Nanzhi discovered that this dream was completely out of her control, and everything was returning to the beginning.
No matter how hard she tried, nothing could change.
Xiaobai still worked as a handyman and was taken to Huaxi Valley. She asked Xie Jingshan to help get the longevity pill, and went to the Supreme Elder and the sect master's mother-in-law to explain Lin Xiangtian's despicableness.
But all this caused everything to break out in advance.
Tao Fengnian's longevity pill was snatched away by Jia Xiuchun's younger brother, and a war broke out. They both died. Xiaobai was seriously injured and nearly died. Lin Xiangtian escaped with Jia Xiuchun before the law enforcement hall came.
Xiaobai was implicated and was sent to the Yinshan Mine. She was also held back and unable to rescue her in time.
She asked Xie Jingshan for help, but only received news that Xiaobai was missing in the Yinshan Mine.
Lu Nazhi, just like every time he was frustrated or bullied as a child, hid in a place where no one could find him, hugged his knees, and cried helplessly.
The dreams that had seemed wonderful to her in the past few times suddenly became terrifying.
There were no monsters, no bloody horror, but it was the feeling of knowing what was going to happen but being powerless that was the scariest, especially the thing that was about to happen, the thing that no one dared to tell her.
It was so scary that she wanted to escape, but couldn't.
Everyone thought that she, Lu Nanzhi, was a thoughtful, resolute and courageous person, and even said to be cold and ruthless.
But there were times when she was scared and helpless.
She can't solve everything by herself. She has no choice but to rely on herself.
She also wants someone to protect her, someone to plan for her, someone to help her solve all difficulties.
"Father, mother, brother, sister...why don't you help me?"
Lu Nazhi murmured, his ears filled with sarcastic words from his childhood.
"Azhi, sooner or later you will marry the Fang family. What's the use of learning these killing methods? It's better to learn from my mother how to survive in the back house."
"Lu Nanzhi, your surname is Lu, but you are destined not to be a member of the Lu family. Don't think that because your father is the clan leader, we are afraid of you. Hand over your things."
"Okay, Dad understands. Dad still has a lot of things to deal with, and it's not a big deal. You can go down first."
"Go on, sister is very busy, please bear with me."
"Brother, I don't have time. Why are you crying? It's useless."
Everyone else said that she was favored by heaven. She was born as the daughter of the head of the Lu clan, and she was born with a natural water spirit body that no one else could ask for.
Only Lu Nanzhi knew that she was abandoned by everyone as soon as she was born, just because of this damn water spirit body.
Maturity, strength, perseverance, these are not something she is born with. They are all armor worn on her body layer by layer by being forced to wear blood and tears in order to live with dignity.
"Anan..."
Lu Nanzhi, who was crying until he almost collapsed, suddenly heard a familiar voice. He turned his head in disbelief and saw Jiang Yuebai with a gentle smile on his face, standing in the dark woods.
That white dress was like a beam of light that penetrated into her heart.
There is another update today that will end the Nanzhi episode, it will be a little later, so please be patient.
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