She Made The Whole Cultivation World Cry

Lu Nanzhi, whose face was full of tears, stood up and looked doubtfully at Jiang Yuebai and Youmeng who appeared on her shoulder.

"Xiao Bai, how could you..."

Youmeng jumped down from Jiang Yuebai's shoulder and rushed towards the little Lu Nanzhi in the dream.

Lu Nazhi held Youmeng in her arms, watching Youmeng nuzzling her affectionately, patting her arm with her little paws, as if to comfort her.

The little Lu Nanzhi gradually changed back to his grown-up appearance. There were still tears on his face, but his expression had returned to calmness.

"It was you and Youmeng who changed my dream. Why?"

Jiang Yuebai walked slowly to Lu Nanzhi, "The reason why Youmeng can't stop you from falling into a dream is because you are Youmeng's master. You weaved this dream for yourself. All Youmeng can do is fight to get hurt. Disobey your orders so that the dream will not come to an end."

Youmeng whined twice, looking weak, and leaned into Lu Nanzhi's arms to show that it was seriously injured and needed comfort.

Lu Nanzhi was a little flustered, "I know these are all fake, and I know what has happened cannot be changed. I just... I just want to wait until this dream is over..."

Jiang Yuebai sighed, "Anan, you are escaping from reality with a sense of luck. Originally, I wanted to wait for you to experience the revenge of killing your father again, and after you become a demon again, I would appear with Youmeng again, but..."

Jiang Yuebai frowned and looked at Lu Nazhi with distressed eyes. She stepped forward and hugged Lu Nazhi hard. She didn't know what to say and could only comfort her with a hug.

Jiang Yuebai suddenly understood why the Supreme Elder always told Anan a lot when traveling before, but would just throw it away and tell her to get out of here.

She is obviously more naughty, while Anan is more obedient.

In fact, the more well-behaved a child is, the more likely he is to have big problems. Anan did it, and so did Zhao Fuyi back then.

If it weren't for this dream, she wouldn't have known that Anan hid such a big secret.

Thinking about it now, the person who abandoned Anan since childhood and made Anan a tool for marriage between the two clans. How could a person who controls the future direction of the Lu family be awakened to the father-daughter relationship and go to the Fang family to cancel the marriage just because of Anan's plea.

But no matter how impure Anan's father's intentions were, for Anan, it was the family affection that she had longed for since she was a child, and the love that she could finally feel.

As children, unless they are heartbroken, they will always unconsciously try to please their parents.

Childhood experiences have an impact on a person that stays with him throughout his life. This is true for Jiang Yuebai and the same for Lu Nazhi.

"Do you know everything?" Lu Nanzhi asked softly.

Jiang Yuebai let go of Lu Nanzhi and nodded with a heavy expression.

Lu Nazhi covered her mouth and turned around, tears falling down her cheeks. She didn't want Jiang Yuebai to see her so fragile and unbearable.

Seeing Lu Nazhi suppressing her cries, Jiang Yuebai was heartbroken.

"Anan, if you really want to change everything, I can help you, let you have a happy home from birth, and make everything be like your previous dreams, but you are sure that if it becomes like that, you will still be Lu Nazhi ?"

Lu Nanzhi's shoulders hunched and she was speechless. She knew the truth, but it was easier said than done. It was too difficult!

"Anan, actually there is no shame in crying. Do you still remember that in Cangyan Land, Xie Jingshan pretended to have amnesia because of Shen Huaixi's betrayal? He never held back the pain in his heart. He hugged the wine jar and cried with snot all over his face like a fool. .”

"After crying and going to sleep, he turned into the happy silly dog ​​Xie Jingshan again. In the past, I thought that among the three of us, you were the most transparent, followed by me and finally Xie Jingshan, but in fact, we Both of them are not as good as Xie Jingshan, he doesn't hide things in his heart, doesn't suppress his emotions, is sunny and happy every day, and can infect others."

"So cry, Anan. After crying, let yourself go, accept everything that has happened, end this dream, and move on, okay?"

Lu Nanzhi let go of the hand covering his mouth, "What's wrong with me...? Why...do they...don't want me?"

"It's not that you're bad, it's that they don't deserve it. It's them who are wrong, never you."

Lu Nazhi cried out uncontrollably. Jiang Yuebai did not interrupt, but just stayed by the side silently, waiting for Lu Nazhi to vent out all the pain and suffering he had suppressed for many years.

After a while, Lu Nazhi's crying subsided, and Jiang Yuebai felt that the 'evil' aura in her body had also weakened a lot.

As long as you don't enter this dream again and slowly relieve yourself, you can get through this period smoothly.

"Let's go, let's get out of here." Jiang Yuebai said.

Lu Nazhi took a deep breath and turned around. Her eyes were as red as a rabbit, and she shook her head.

"It's not enough. It's not enough to be here. Xiaobai, go somewhere with me."

Lu Nazhi stretched out his hand, Jiang Yuebai smiled and took Lu Nazhi's hand.

The surrounding scenes receded like a tide, and a new scene quickly formed, the Lu family's mansion. The two of them stood in the courtyard, looking at the study in front, and another young Lu Nanzhi walked out of it.

There was a smile on Lu Nanzhi's lips that Jiang Yuebai had never seen before, and there were still some tears in the corners of his eyes, and he left briskly.

Like a kid who finally gets what he wants.

"That was the night my father agreed to go to the Fang family to break off the engagement. I thought it was all because of the relationship between father and daughter. I worked hard for so long and finally got my father's approval, but in fact..."

Lu Nazhi paused and took a breath before continuing.

"Actually, he is just ambitious. He is not willing to let Mr. Lu be Fang's dog anymore. He wants to use me in exchange for greater benefits."

The surrounding scene was shaking, indicating that Lu Nanzhi's mood was unstable.

Jiang Yuebai held Lu Nazhi's hand, and Lu Nazhi gradually recovered.

"Actually, I knew about it the day after he agreed to break off the engagement, but I was still deceiving myself and unwilling to accept that he really never cared about me. Then he died, and my mother beat me like crazy and blamed me. , my brothers and sisters all blame me.”

"Revenge for killing my father is just an excuse for me to hide my inner hatred. I cannot accept that I have been abandoned by everyone since I was born. I am also crazy. I just want to bury everyone, including the past Lu Nanzhi. .”

"At that time, I was already possessed! If you weren't still willing to believe in such a despicable person like me, I might..."

Lu Nanzhi did not tell Jiang Yuebai that she had already decided to die at that time. It was Jiang Yuebai who pulled her out and gave her the courage to continue living.

"Anan, no one is perfect, not even Heaven."

Lu Nanzhi took a deep breath, no longer covering up or making excuses. She forced herself to face it again, forcing herself to accept that she had never been loved by her family.

Her heart ached, and her soul was gradually becoming cold, but she felt the heat in Jiang Yuebai's palm penetrate her body bit by bit.

Yes, she still has friends like Xiaobai, Jingshan, and Shen Huaixi, teachers who care about her, and demons who are counting on her now.

She can't give up on herself. Right and wrong are all in the past.

There are no obstacles in life that cannot be overcome, only oneself that cannot be overcome.

Taking his hand out of Jiang Yuebai's palm, Lu Nanzhi turned around and walked towards somewhere in the Shenzhai compound. The scenery along the road changed rapidly and time went backwards.

Lu Nazhi walked outside the rockery in the abandoned garden and found the helpless self hiding inside, crying alone. When he was a child, he was helpless and gradually closed his heart.

"Lu Nanzhi."

The little girl sobbed and turned her head to look outside.

"Who are you?"

Lu Nanzhi walked over and took his young self into his arms.

"Lu Nanzhi, I don't blame you. You have done a good enough job. You can cry whenever you want and stop hiding, okay? The world is big, and the Lu family is not the whole world."

"Don't change your true heart because of anything. You have to become more courageous with every setback. You don't have to win, but you have to be Lu Nazhi who can never be defeated, okay?"

Lu Nanzhi's eyes met with the little girl in front of him. Both of them had tears in their eyes, but the corners of their lips were raised a little bit.

"good!"

The dream faded away bit by bit, and the little girl who cried alone when she was young was waiting for the hug and comfort she had longed for.

We may not be loved by others, but we must love ourselves.

With the breeze blowing on his face, Lu Nanzhi stood on the top of the mountain with tears on his face, bathed in the morning light. His whole body felt relaxed as never before.

"...The quarrel is still going on over there. I really don't know when the quarrel will last. Anan, how about we call Xie Jingshan and go fishing in the river together? I haven't eaten fish grilled by Xie Jingshan for a long time."

Jiang Yuebai's eyes were bright and smiling. Lu Nazhi wiped away the tears on his face with an equally warm smile.

"Xiao Bai, there is another thing I've been hiding from you. After the Lu family was destroyed, the people who escaped with the Lu family's inheritance were later killed by me."

Jiang Yuebai was not surprised. It was Lu Nazhi's style to cut the grass and root out the problem. Only Lu Nazhi could judge the right and wrong of this matter by himself.

"Xiao Bai, I want to rebuild the Lu family."

"Ah? Who do you plan to have a baby with?" Jiang Yuebai was shocked.

Lu Nanzhi suddenly laughed out loud, "You are thinking so far ahead. I plan to adopt orphans that no one wants in the world to make some compensation for my past sins. I don't know if God can accept it."

"Yes, yes, that's great. Our way of heaven is the most generous and considerate!"

"how do you know?"

"I just know it!"

"Okay, let's go fish."

"Um!"

See you tomorrow~