There are roads in the mountains of books

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I fantasize that my mother and everyone can't live without me, but in the end, it's just me that can't live without them.

My mother seemed to be confused and helpless by my reckless impulse, but in fact she had been trying to understand the entanglement and scars in my heart.

Tears fell for a long time, she patted me on the back, and handed me a large box of napkins.

"Hey, my daughter has grown up, she married a daughter-in-law and forgot her mother. I can't make you happy, only Xiao Wei can."

Yes, yes... I choked for no reason, and my ears turned red. "Mom, you're really mad at me."

"Yeah, didn't I just say that." She gave me a blank look, "I can't hold my granddaughter anymore, can't you make me angry for a while?"

"All right..." I chose to bow my head.

Chapter 55

My mother and I are sitting in the room chatting, this scene often happens.But such a heart-opening scene seemed to have never happened.I was in a trance like a dream, I was floating in the air, and my whole body was light.

She told me many old things.How I was afraid of her when I was a child, and how naughty and lawless I was later, I would only make Luo Wei cry all day long.

"I don't know what Xiaowei likes in you." She glanced at me, "I don't think you have any other advantages except good looks."

"This……"

I feel like my mother made me useless, after all, the only good thing she said is not valid at all.Wearing a daughter filter, the beauty in her eyes is obviously biased.

Luo Weina is really good-looking—with Liu eyebrows and phoenix eyes, a typical oriental beauty.When not smiling, he is gentle, but when he smiles, he is very cute.I spend more time looking at her than in the mirror.

"Why are you still angry with me?" I said with a smile.

"I haven't, I'm telling the truth."

"Okay." I shrugged.Look down on it, look down on it, as long as she likes Luo Wei, I am willing to be despised by her.

"Mom, aren't you shocked?" I asked her, "I told you I like girls, and you didn't respond."

"Hey, what's so shocking. I was shocked when I was in high school, but I thought you were still young at that time, and you might change back when you grow up."

Hearing what she said, I frowned subconsciously: "How did you know it in high school?"

The relaxed and happy atmosphere just now came to an abrupt end during my questioning.My mother's eyes drifted, and she fell into silence suddenly.

A bad idea arises spontaneously.One afternoon more than ten years ago, I drove home sweating profusely. The display in the room was still there, but there was my diary key on the desk.It lay there alone, speechless and helpless.

"Have you read my diary?" I rubbed the sun xué, my mind went blank.

Then she said quietly: "Well...you didn't lock it yourself once, and I accidentally saw it when I was cleaning."

After being too frank, my mother's voice was a little weak.But the parent has been doing it for a long time, and she still has the momentum, and soon she regained her composure, and she seemed a little confident.

What can I say?A huge sense of shame hit me, and I didn't care about the dirty coat on my body. I lay down on the bed and felt that the world was about to collapse.I recalled the sentences in the diary at that time in my mind, and every word hurt my eyes.

I remember what I wrote, I kissed Luo Wei in my dream, and then I did it.

"I don't want to talk." I gritted my teeth and squeezed out a sentence for a long time.

My mother licked her lips and touched my head with a complicated expression: "I can understand, you are getting older, it's normal to have thoughts in certain aspects."

"..." I glanced at her sadly, wanting to be angry, but unable to.I don't like other people touching my things. If it was before, I would definitely lose my temper.But after thinking about it, if it weren't for this diary, how could I have such a smooth day.

I really don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.Staring at my "reasonable" mother, I silently swallowed this breath.

She was not in a hurry.Seeing me shrink back, she thought about it seriously, and then said: "However, since you are on the boyish side, you should take care of Xiaowei more. Communicate and understand more when things happen, and don't always vent Temper, don't bully her anymore, you know?"

"Mom!" I was so ashamed that I wanted to find a hole to get in.

I really don't want to talk anymore.

-

After the diary turmoil, another turmoil greeted me.

But that doesn't matter to me anymore.

Cen Feng paced back and forth in the living room, his face flushed red.The chandelier in the living room shone on him, and the shadow was sometimes slender and sharp, and sometimes round and clumsy, just like his expression at this time, which was unpredictable, sometimes thin, sometimes flustered.

I sat on the sofa and watched him quietly, the long wait made me a little impatient.

"Mom, I'm going back to school." I picked up my bag.

"Leave without dinner?" My mother said standing at the kitchen door.

"No, Xiaowei is waiting for me to eat."

In an instant, Cen Feng turned around and stood still, with blue veins on his forehead. "I hate you for everything, don't you?"

I looked at him inexplicably, and I always felt that his understanding of this incident seemed to be biased.

Or paranoid.

"I have worked hard all my life, thankless, and even my own children dislike me. You refute my face in front of relatives, I never care about you, and tolerate you in everything. Why are you angry at me? "

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