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While I was thinking, someone next to me made a clicking sound.The girl stood up happily and went to another girl to hug her.When she passed me, her smile slammed into my heart, my heart has never been so itchy, and it has never been so sour.

"Have you worked hard?" If she could ask me again...

"Yeah." I said to myself when she was about to leave.

"Hey Bear! Goodbye!"

When she was about to walk away, she suddenly turned her head and waved her hand to say goodbye to me. Her figure merged with the light of dusk, but the smile on her face made me feel a little bit sour, and I still shed tears , I also don't understand why this happens...

For a long time, I can think of that girl, she makes my life very strange, makes me feel that the sun is not as warm as her smile, the quilt is not as warm as her, and the steamed buns are not delicious , It makes me feel that sugar is not sweet anymore.

One night when I thought of her again, I had a dream. I rarely dream, but I dreamed of her.I dreamed that she asked me if I was tired?Is it hard?The difference in the ending was that she hugged me.I woke up suddenly, I kept washing my face with water, I wanted to wake myself up, I was afraid of such "abnormal" thoughts, which would torture me so much that I would not be able to live anymore!

I deliberately avoided the image of her in my mind, and I forced myself to live a self-sufficient life.But, fate, I met her again in a cafe, and I was forced to work here with half the salary of others. I found that when I met her again, I longed to be glamorous and beautiful, just like her Same as the girl on the other side.Maybe because I was nervous, I spilled coffee on her. I thought she would blame me and get angry, but she didn't.Maybe because of good parenting, she just smiled at me, wiped away the coffee and said to me "It's okay. Life is not easy."

Suddenly, something like a wall in my heart shattered.It felt like I forgot to close the curtains one night and the sun woke me up the next morning.I ran away in a panic, but I couldn't avoid being scolded by the store manager.

I got fired, but it doesn't matter.I have so many things to do, I have already brought out my survival instincts to the fullest.But I couldn't sleep peacefully that night.I leaned against the cold wall and looked at the moon outside the window, and I suddenly longed to touch the sun.

The muddle-headed days continued until someone told me that my name is Zhen Duoyun, that I am an illegitimate child, that I have such money, that I have...

I own these?How should I live?how can i liveI can fill my stomach anytime and anywhere, and I can lie down in a warm quilt anytime and anywhere.I won't be cold anymore, I won't be hungry anymore, I can put a lot of money in my pocket, but I think I'm still the "not redundant", this "really redundant" is no different.

I found that with the money I could do things I couldn't do before, like buying a better chess board, although I rarely used it.I've found that I can even drive people with it, although I rarely do.I suddenly wanted to find that girl this way!I frantically searched for it like I found a baby.

Sincerity leads to spirit, it may also be because my actions (spending extravagantly) are eye-catching. The girl who came to me was the girl who was with her, and the girl who took pictures of us in that twilight.

She came to me and made a deal.

I am very happy, yes!is happy!I can hug her now, I can tell her "Well. Actually, I'm okay. I'm not miserable."

But I let that girl suffer.No, to be precise, it's a woman.She is just as I imagined, a strong, serious and intelligent woman, but I thought her name was Zheng Huairou, and she would be very gentle to anyone.Facts have proved that I am excluded from anyone, she always has a cold face to me, and her words can always stab me easily.For so many years, I don't know what pain is, but she let me know what heartache is.

Unlike my finger being cut by a knife, the pain she gave had nothing to do with the body, but was as deep as the bones.I want to cry, but I can't cry.According to the awareness of protection, is it the enemy who hurts you?I remembered what the old man said to me "can't lose".If it is a game between me and her, I never thought of winning, but if she thinks it is, how can I have the heart to let her lose?

She said she hated the look in my eyes, so I wouldn't look at her, at least I couldn't let her find out; she said she didn't like celery, so I wouldn't fry it for her, or cook it in a way she couldn't find out. She ate; she said "Delusion!", and easily threw the ring I gave her into the trash can... It doesn't matter, I just picked it up.

When she got drunk for the first time and revealed her rudeness and unwillingness, I just quietly watched her vent, she not only hugged me but also kissed me.When she tore my clothes, I didn't resist or struggle, I just responded to her instinctively, and I didn't make a sound when she leaned into my body. Compared with the pain, I was more happy.Maybe it's because I think too much, I can always find a little tenderness in her movements, sometimes her eyes are not indifferent, there will be something like a flame.

Is this my delusion?

I don't see her many times by her bed, but every time she closes her eyes or turns away, I can only wait for her to fall asleep completely before putting on my clothes and leaving.I think, when it gets dark, I am her woman, and when it gets dark...I may be the stranger she is most familiar with.

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