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Chapter 73 Extra Story - Zhen Duoyun ([-])

day to day.This way of living is very different from before. I am trying to learn some things that I have never touched, such as English, cooking, and making pastries.

I'm trying to keep myself busy and happy at the same time.I have seen how she communicates in a foreign language, she is calm and composed, every frown and smile is full of self-confidence.She is like an elegant cheetah, she is like a cold poisonous snake, and she is like a goshawk in the sky.No matter what she is or what she looks like to me, I can't hate her.

I often think what I could be to her...

I am a glacier in the Arctic, I am a tropical island, I am a whale swimming in the sea, and I am a migratory bird flying north in the sky.I can be that she has seen thousands of scenery, but I am not an oasis in her heart.

But I don't regret it, I don't regret becoming "really superfluous".

The first New Year I spent with her was the first holiday I was looking forward to after living for so long, but I did nothing but look at the cold door.The laughter and applause on the TV were overwhelmed by the fireworks outside. My forehead was pressed against the cold, large and bright floor-to-ceiling windows.

I quietly watched the fireworks in the night sky, one red, two blue, many colorful.Some are too far away, they bloom silently in the darkness of my sight.I don't like fireworks very much, but in this lively festival, there is nothing I can do except watch it.Sure enough, the more beautiful something is, the less it can be owned.

Illusion?Someone knocked on the door but didn't ring the bell?I hesitated and passed, and seeing nothing through the peephole, I opened the door.

Ask what is hanging in the mouth?

It's a large box of dumplings, which have been completely cooled.

Who will come at this time?It is obviously impossible to admit the wrong door. This kind of strict property cannot allow strangers to come in and out. The person who comes may be her.

It must be her!

I hid in the small bedroom, one dumpling, I remember 23 dumplings.I couldn't eat it, so I forced myself to swallow it all.As I ate and ate, I started to cry, really crying, the kind of crying out loud.This was the first time I did this, and I realized that it was such a joy to cry out.

Finally, I spit out what I ate in the toilet.Those cold dumplings made my stomach hurt. When I looked in the mirror, the corners of my mouth were turned up, and there was still mist in my eyes.I think she is still the girl in the twilight.It suddenly occurred to me that she might not have gone far?I ran to the window immediately, but there was no one there, only the traces of the car running through the snow.I opened the window and shouted "Happy New Year!" to the empty darkness. Of course, my shouts and laughter couldn't be louder than those noises, but I waved my arms vigorously like a fool.

This was the first time I ate so many dumplings, and it was also the first time that I shed tears because my stomach was too full, and it was the first time that I cried out my blessings to a person, although no one listened.

That New Year, that snowy night, was my happiest moment.

Even if I eat as much as I want now, I have never been completely full. Maybe the habit at that time made me [-]% full as a meal, just like when I was indulging in some of her tenderness, I used her It is a reason for indifference to wake oneself up mercilessly.So, I never asked if she gave me the dumplings.I won't ask, and she won't say, it's a tacit understanding.

I don't know if she is compromising or has nothing to do with me, most of her are in the default state, her parents like me very much, and so does that little guy Xia Xia, because in this way she will indulge me a little bit.If only it had been like this, I thought so.

Time, I have never had a concept of it.But after being with her, I started counting the days.With each passing day, I want to cherish the time with her more and more.I secretly looked at her side face, her peaceful sleeping face when she occasionally dozed off; I would also write her name, over and over again, and sometimes I would write my own name behind her name, as a piece of paper If there are three words all over, I will dispose of them without leaving a trace, I am afraid that she will find out the secret that I secretly wrote her name.

I have thought more than once that I can use my money and my power to make her stay with me completely without having to abide by that seven-year agreement, but I still can't bear it... I can't bear to let her hate me.so be it.

My world collapsed when suddenly her former lover came back.Suddenly I felt a little dizzy, and countless cold knives pierced my chest.I fantasized about the expression of Zheng Huairou who turned his back on me?Happy, thrilled, exhilarated or lost and found joy?

Love someone, hate someone.

How am I supposed to treat her?

After I drank that thing, when I heard her worrying and gently saying "don't be afraid" to me in a daze, my fuzzy and hot world was really very quiet, because she said "don't be afraid", I let myself feel at ease Sinking into sleep.Her eyes are the clear spring flowing through the whole body, and her words are the root of my not wandering.She is such a person, she obviously hates me, but she still treats me like this.She... is actually a gentle and very good woman.

I gave up.I gave up being the stranger she gets along day and night, I want to change to be a stranger she can't see, I swear in my heart, I will protect her, I can use whatever she wants, but God will test me like a disaster. She, she was targeted by a stranger, and it was because of me.But she acted indifferently as if nothing had happened, and she refused to leave me alone even though she knew the danger.In fact, I am not afraid; in fact, I am greedy for her concealed care.I know I'm ridiculous, but it's undeniable that I almost killed her.

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