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She hugged me, she murmured my name, she gasped, she cried, she lost her voice... Finally the vortex of the dark world dragged me into the darkness.At dawn, all the soreness reminded me of yesterday's reality, and I finally realized my abnormal emotions last night.I didn't know that I was such a cruel person, that I would torture that nunuo in the most painful way for a woman.

Maybe it's because of my guilt that I can't say anything about leaving, it must be.

There are all kinds of people around me, but there are smiling faces against her everywhere. Her voice has been echoing in my ears, and no matter what I do, I can hear her soft words.

I must be so tired... so tired.

But... why did I ignore everything when I knew she was in danger?Even if I get the freedom I deserve, I still feel chained by her?

According to the standards of strangers, what does it matter to me whether she is good or bad?What does life and death matter to me?But I didn't think about giving up on her at all.Although morality and upbringing told me not to ignore her, I didn't even care about my own safety, no... I didn't think about it at all.However, when I discovered this fact, it was when Luo Xingchuan questioned me for the first time... I have ten thousand ways to solve problems in the business field, but when he questioned me, I didn't have a reasonable solution explain.

When I can't see her...she is always in my mind, as long as I close my eyes, I can see her extremely gentle face, as long as I can't see her every night, I can hear her murmuring a jerky sentence " Good night".

Habit is a terrible thing, but I can definitely get rid of it!I can break free from Xia Yuqiu's world and crawl out from the shadow of Zhen Duoyun.I subconsciously compared the two of them.

However, I have to admit that I didn't deliberately think about her.This is something that I didn't expect but was extremely surprised.

My heart seems to be tightly squeezed in my hand, as long as I press a little harder, it will splash blood all over my palm, but that kind of strength is just on the verge of breaking apart, and the root of all this is only three words——Zhen Duoyun .It seems that when these three words appear, they will be like thousands of spider webs staggered to bind the beating in my left chest. Every time I say it, those webs will be trapped by an inch. It is undeniable that... there was a little warmth at that time. Feel.

At that party, it was the first time I was late.It took me a long time to decide to go, not because of Xia Yuqiu, but because of her.Will she show up?There is some vague anticipation and joy, as well as depression and doubts about where this joy comes from. Although the waves of joy are very small, I can't ignore them.Once, my world was like a calm lake, comfortable and quiet. I don't know if this is good or not, but her appearance broke this calm, but maintained a delicate balance.

I don't know what's different about me.All I know is that it's all because of her.

When she stood abruptly outside the crowd, I was so surprised, surprised by her unusual beauty, surprised by my own heartbeat that slowed down a beat, surprised that she really only has a unique tenderness towards me , amazed that I have always enjoyed her tenderness...

I don't know why, but her firm and warm eyes are a little sadder. I don't know if it's always like this or just tonight.

That night, I didn't look like Zheng Huairou anymore.I danced with her, I lied, I stopped her, I wanted to...I wanted to keep her.

When she left my sight, the pain of being pinched in the heart spread throughout the whole body for a moment.Every cell in my body is screaming her name, and there is also a little bit of sadness and... longing that I have been suppressing.

desire for her!

She is the source, she is the antidote.She is a little light in my dark heart, and this faint light illuminates any side of me without hesitation.When I exposed the darkness in front of her, I was so at ease.In front of her, it may not be the Zheng Huairou who has been reduced to talking after dinner, nor the Zheng Huairou who dominates the shopping mall from above, but I am the... the person she puts in her heart.

This kind of definition came so hastily and violently but it made me so sure, like pouring a pot of boiling hot water from my head, it made me tremble and tremble because of the scorching heat...

When I saw the ugly five small words on the back of the document she sent me, I admitted that she loved me.I admit... my heart hurts, my heart hurts when I think of any small move by her, it hurts like crazy.You can even see that gentle and peaceful smiling face on the big glass in the bathroom, but in the blink of an eye the next second... only me who is so embarrassed... so incompetent and weak!

Luo Xingchuan said that I was crazy, and I think this is the reason why the blurred shadows in the dark place in my heart gradually became clear.

Um.I think, I love her.From the moment I knew that I might not see her, from that second, I knew that I loved such a woman so deeply.Different from Xia Yuqiu's feeling of precarity in love, when I know I love her, the whole world is quiet, like the tranquility of autumn but also the scorching heat of summer, even though I am in winter, there is spring rushing Abundant vitality.

When did you fall in love with her?I don't want to ask myself carefully.I want to find her and...start over.

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