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like.The word...the word...wouldn't be like that.

Chapter 76 Extra Story - Zheng Huairou ([-])

The default feels pretty good too.I didn't have strong emotions, and she didn't have too many words.Sometimes, we can quietly spend seven days after another.

A new year with her, I don't have much festive mood.

On the eve of the New Year's Eve, I thought she would keep me, but she didn't. She just tiptoed and cleaned the clothes I wanted to take away and put them aside, waiting for me to put them in my suitcase.She hugged herself silently and looked out the window. Her lonely back was engraved straight in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows set off by countless fireworks. The colorful fireworks that celebrated the reunion in advance bloomed silently on her head. Her outline was imprinted on the flickering glass.At that moment, I wondered what mood she would be in. I wondered if she still had that smiling face now?But I ended up doing nothing and saying nothing.

I was leaving and she didn't look back.I turned my head slightly, only glanced at the slender and thin back from the corner of my eye, and left in a hurry. I admit that I had a slight feeling of running away.

I don't know why I ran away.

I started the car quickly, thinking that I might not have such conflicting feelings when I got home.But Mom, Dad and that child Xia Xia always mentioned her carefully.The whole family was overjoyed when I offered to send her some dumplings.Why is she liked?What's so good about that soft guy?

I parked the car downstairs and turned off the ignition.The sound of fireworks outside the car was noisy from time to time. When I sat in the car and hesitated whether to send it up, I saw a woman with a desolate expression lying on the bright window. The appearance of a child lingering in front of the window of a candy store, but her expression is a bit too pious, just like the way she secretly looks at me occasionally.

I hung the cooled dumplings on the doorknob, rang the doorbell, and drove home like an escape.There was no one on the street, and the sound of firecrackers made the car windows vibrate, and the two rows of dim street lights flashed through my eyes from time to time through the car windows.

When I went home with a hug in the cold, my family members crowded up and asked about my health.I wonder if she let herself be in that big house on a holiday like this, would she feel a little lonely?But I won't let her be with me, I think her identity is wrong, I'm glad I still have a little bit of reason, and I can still be that ruthless and indifferent Zheng Huairou in front of her.

Fortunately, she understands the scale, and she understands that she should not ask, let alone speak.What's more, even if she asked if I sent it, I would deny it.Tenderness to her?Sounds like a stupid story about the farmer and the snake, a stupid story.

Days just keep slipping away with my default.Every festival, I will not bring her, but I will think of her!That strange New Year's Eve feeling stuck with me, and I didn't understand why I expected her to be happier when she wouldn't make me happy.Whenever I think of her lonely appearance lying on the floor-to-ceiling windows, I will "be merciful"... She asked me to eat breakfast, and I ate it; she asked me to wear more, and I would do the same, and even myself would be on time go back.But what if she made me love her?

What am I thinking!

What does love look like?

I questioned myself, and I also questioned Xia Yuqiu.Do I love Xia Yuqiu?does she love meHow could she be willing to abandon me if she loves me?How can you give up? !do i love herBut why can't I resent it?Sometimes, I can't even remember her face anymore, those things don't exist in my mind and heart anymore.In its place was the petty life, the family I loved and everything about that person.

I thought, what if Xia Yuqiu came back?

What if she came back?Ah…

Abandoned and held in my hands, I have many ugly and dark feelings; grievance, disgust, contempt, revenge, disdain, doubt... These mixed together make my heart tangled into a black flame, which often burns her and burns I.The difference is, she might be bruised sometimes, what about me?In addition to tormenting my distorted feelings and perceptions, I must have a wonderful feeling for her.I admit that behind my back, I would hesitate, and even feel distressed, why do I feel distressed... This feeling is even more awkward, and I can't explain it clearly.

If you love someone, are you willing to be hurt by that person unscrupulously?I seem to be involuntarily linking love and hurt, but I don't think anyone wants to be hurt, but she seems to have no bottom line, which makes me unsure of the answer to this question.

Xia Yuqiu, who abandoned me, is back.

She has come back.I wasn't throbbing or elated at all.

I'm surprised I don't have a crush on her anymore.I'm surprised I don't have any of the passions I once had.love?My love turned out to be so fragile.My love is so fragile, it turns out that it is really hard but time.At that moment, I felt that I was also a betrayer, but obviously I was also a victim. The most ridiculous thing was that in my subconscious, Zhen Duoyun was not a profit taker!

So in this game, the game of what you want, what kind of existence am I?

What kind of person is she to me?

I don't know how much I drank in that bar, all I know is that the music in my ears was deafening, and those flashing red and green lights made me very irritable, and when I was half awake, I actually had a little reason thinking about that woman .In a daze, she seemed to really kiss me. What's ridiculous is that when that face appeared in my blurred vision, I didn't want to push her away.I laughed at her, I laughed at myself.In the end, I catered to her kisses and frantically demanded her...

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