More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

"It's okay." Her voice was still a little hoarse after crying.

Even if Jing Xiu handed her a cup of arsenic, she thought she could drink it with a smile.

"Drink a little to warm up your body." Jing Xiu said gently.

Ji Youyan smirked, lowered his head and drank water obediently.Sure enough, the heat flowed down her throat, all the way down, and traveled all over her limbs.

She was drinking water, and saw Jing Xiu entered the glass room, pouring water into the washbasin, and there was no emotion in her expression.Ji You's heart was beating nervously, unable to fathom Jing Xiu's attitude.

"Snowman is very cute, you have a heart." Jing Xiu didn't know if he had noticed her peeping, and suddenly said with his back to her.

Ji Youyan frowned and said, "Then when it snows again, I'll make a bigger one for you outside, okay?"

Jing Xiu stirred the water and refused, "No need."

Just as Ji Youyan's brows darkened, he saw Jing Xiu turn around again, and his eyes fell on his hands that were a little red and swollen from the cold.

"Aren't your hands too cold?" She said in an unusual tone.

Ji Youyan's heart suddenly warmed, with a bit of sourness.Ah Xiu remembered it all.

"Come in and soak your hands." Jing Xiu turned off the faucet, turned sideways to make way, and said gently.

Ji Youyan suspected that he might be dreaming.She stood there and looked at Jing Xiu in disbelief, Jing Xiu raised his chin to signal her.The corners of Ji Yuyan's lips gradually raised.She put down the water glass, followed Jing Xiu's instructions, and stepped into the narrow glass room.

The hot water in the washbasin, under Ji Yuyan's hands entering the water, shone with brown water, which was the color Ji Yuyan was familiar with.

Jing Xiu put the medicine pack for promoting blood circulation and preventing frostbite.

In the winter of the first year together, she and Jing Xiu developed chilblains after playing in the snow. Jing Xiu was surprised and distressed.She said it was the first time she had heard of the scientific name chilblain.Ji Youyan teased her, did she learn a little more Chinese after being with her, and gained a lot of knowledge.Jing Xiu poked her frostbite twice amusedly, she pretended to be in pain and howled, Jing Xiu was so frightened that she quickly covered and screamed.

Later, Jing Xiu knew that her hands couldn't stand the cold, and every winter when it was cold, she would protect her hands more actively than her, giving her gloves and warm handbags.

In the winter of the second year together, Jingxiu heard from Chinese medicine that frostbite is the cause of poor blood circulation, so she specially learned how to rub her hands and press the xué. To promote blood circulation, let her soak her hands with tangerine peel, let her soak her hands with wormwood, and some medicine bags made of Chinese herbs that she can't name.

Every time Ji Youyan saw her serious and gentle appearance, his heart softened and he wanted to tease her.Once after soaking her hands, Jing Xiu was helping her to apply frostbite hand cream, and she teased her: "Why do you think you are so kind to me?"

Jing Xiu didn't raise his head and said, "If it weren't for the fact that your hand can play the piano and write songs for me, which is a bit useful, I don't care if you are going to freeze into a pig's trotter."

Ji Youyan couldn't hear her duplicity.She feigned dissatisfaction and hugged her tightly, and asked ambiguously against her ear: "Are you sure, this is the only use?"

Jing Xiu pretended not to understand and said, "Otherwise? Let go, we haven't finished wiping yet."

Ji Youyan said slyly: "You really don't know? Then I think it is necessary for me to remind you." Then, she began to kiss Jing Xiu's ear.

Later, the hand cream that had just been applied was hastily washed off by Ji Yuyan.

Recalling the past, Ji Youyan felt a little hot in his heart.Has Jing Xiu always prepared these medicine packs for herself?

Jing Xiu has long eyelashes hanging down, under the dim light, her profile looks as gentle as before: "Is it too hot?"

Ji Youyan shook his head, curled up his ten fingers placed in the hot water, his heart beating like a drum.Jing Xiu has never mentioned what happened on WeChat just now, should she take the initiative to bring it up?Maybe this is a good time?

But before she could muster up her courage, Jing Xiu took the initiative to mention it before her: "I always knew that you sold the song to Guo Wen."

Ji Yoo choked.

It's not that she hasn't guessed it, Jing Xiu may have known about it a long time ago.After all, she asked herself tentatively that year, and later, it took such a long time before she answered herself.

"It's just that you don't want me to know, so I will pretend not to know."

Ji Youyan moved his lips, seeing Jing Xiu's calm appearance, but felt something stabbed him hard in his heart.Jing Xiu who cooperated with her lies, how uncomfortable should it be at that time?

"I've been thinking recently, what kind of person am I in your eyes?" Jing Xiu lowered her snow-white neck and looked at the overlapping shadow of her and Ji Yuyan on the ground.

"A very good person." Ji Youyan said with a sore throat.Apart from the word "good", she couldn't think of any other adjectives that could describe her beloved lover.

"Even if I'm unkind and too harsh?"

"You are not." Ji Youyan denied.

"But many people on the Internet also say that about me."

"That's because those people don't understand you, don't know you. If they understand your kindness and tolerance, your seriousness and dedication, they will not misunderstand you so much."

Jing Xiu raised his eyes to look at Ji Youyan, and said with a slight smile, "Then why do you think that if I know that you sell songs, I will think that you have no backbone and don't understand you?"

This is the first time Jing Xiu has shown such a smile to her for a long time.She smiled so brightly, but Ji Yuyan couldn't be happy.Ah Xiu's eyes were not smiling, but in her eyes, there was deep loneliness.