More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

She always thought that Jing Xiu was someone she didn't deserve, but she didn't dare to think that such an unbearable self was actually Jing Xiu's dream.

Seeing Jing Xiu standing higher and higher, she felt uneasy and felt that Jing Xiu seemed to become an existence out of reach for her, but she forgot that when Jing Xiu wanted to introduce her to her parents, she jokingly said to herself, "I'm so happy." No idea, will your parents want to break my legs, and want to marry their precious daughter home when they have nothing?" Zeng said softly, you don't need anything.

I love you, is your greatest confidence.

Since when did she forget that Jing Xiu loves her so much, and loves her who has nothing.Jing Xiu never used those external names to measure her. From the beginning to the end, she was using them to measure herself, and even, to measure Jing Xiu's love for her.She has been trapped in self-ashamedness for too long, so that she has forgotten that her Jing Xiu is not the invulnerable queen in the eyes of outsiders, but also just a little girl who will cry in her arms.

Ji Yuyan bit her lip, clasped the back of her hand, exerted all her strength, and restrained her sobbing bit by bit.

Sniffing, she unlocked the phone screen again, clicked into the conversation window between her and Jing Xiu, and saw the cursor flickering.

Her guilt and self-blame made her feel that she was no longer worthy to say the word "love" to Jing Xiu, but she still trembled her fingertips and typed word by word, telling Jing Xiu her heart: "It's too light to say I'm sorry." But apart from it, I don't know how to express my guilt, distress, and regret."

"Sorry, I was wrong."

She was afraid that Jing Xiu would think that she was shameless, uninterested, and even spurned herself.But she was still cheeky and mustered up the courage to ask Jing Xiu.

"Can you give me another chance, give me a little more time, and let you get to know me again?"

Whether she deserves it or not, this answer should be told by Jing Xiu, not fans, not the media, and not herself.This is a new life, and she didn't really realize it until now.

As ordinary as she is, Jing Xiu once regarded her as a treasure.What right does she have to belittle herself and feel sorry for herself.

She didn't know if Jing Xiu was asleep, she told herself that as long as Jing Xiu didn't reject her, even if Jing Xiu didn't reply to her, she would find the courage to never turn back from it.

Happier than she imagined, Jing Xiu replied her.

It's an inexplicable "sleep."

Ji Youyan pressed the phone to his heart, smiling through tears.It wasn't the categorical "I don't want to" in the "restart" that time, she was content.

She stretched out her five fingers, and the gentleness when Jing Xiu wiped it for her just now appeared in front of her eyes, and her heart grew hot.

"Good night, sweet dream." Her subordinates replied to Jing Xiu softly, eyes like water.

If Jing Xiu waited silently and she couldn't understand, then she really didn't deserve to be reborn as a human being.

She turned off the light, lay down, tossed and turned, half asleep and half awake, dreaming all night was Jing Xiu.This time, in the dream, she was standing on the top of the snow-capped mountain. When the mountain collapsed and the ground cracked, Jing Xiu hugged her and fell with her with a smile.

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In the early morning of the second day, Ji Youyan woke up early and went to the lounge on the fourth floor to practice guitar again.When returning to the room, Jing Xiu had already woken up, and was sitting at the dining table with Yao Xiao having breakfast.

Seeing Ji Youyan come in, Jing Xiu looked at her with the same expression as usual.The two of them tacitly agreed that they had no intention of bringing up what happened last night.

Lin Yue followed the dining car into the door, and when she saw Ji Yuyan, she was surprised and said, "Miss Ji, did you not sleep well last night? Why do your eyes seem a little swollen?"

Ji Youyan secretly glanced at Jing Xiu, and perfunctorily said to Lin Yue, "Maybe, it was a bit cold last night."

"You turned off the electric heater and opened the window, how could it not be cold." Lin Yue insisted on it, looked at Ji Youyan, and said worriedly: "Sister Kai must put on thicker makeup today, otherwise today This episode is on the air, Sister Ji, you are probably going to be on the hot search."

Ji Youyan really wanted to cover Lin Yue's mouth with a big steamed bun.

Yao Xiao was pulled up to save the snowman in the middle of the night, and after a lot of thinking, he guessed what might have happened between the two of them.She wisely said, "Mr. Ji, you just came in from the outside. Did you go for morning exercise today?"

Ji Youyan breathed a sigh of relief, and cooperated: "No, I went to the fourth floor to practice guitar for a while."

Jing Xiu's hand holding the knife and fork paused imperceptibly.

Yao Xiao was surprised and said: "Sister Ji, are you still practicing guitar and doing morning lessons? I thought you had completely let go."

Ji Youyan sneered: "No, I picked it up again recently, and my hands gave birth to a lot. Sure enough, it's all about work and hard work."

"It's okay. If you have solid basic skills, you will be back to normal soon." Yao Xiao comforted.

"If given the chance, do you still want to sing?" Jing Xiu asked suddenly.

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu in surprise, and Jing Xiu looked at her quietly with a calm expression.She couldn't figure out the meaning of Jing Xiu's words for a moment, she dimmed her eyes, and followed her heart to say: "Think about it."

How could you not want to.She can't forget how she learned to play the piano under her father's ruler, she can't forget how lonely and brave she left home, and she can't forget Jing Xiu's tender gaze every time she listens to her play and sing.Music has given her countless pains, but it still makes her yearn for the happiness it brings her.