you at that time

"Sui Sui, that person just now was my girlfriend."

My heart seemed to be stabbed severely by her, but I still pretended to be calm and hummed.

She added: "I don't know how to explain this to you, I, I like girls, I..."

I stood up suddenly and said, "I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

After I finished speaking, I left and shut myself in the room.

Everything is so ironic, I was supposed to be happy because she likes girls, but now I am sad that she is with other girls right under my nose.

I leaned against the door trying to calm down for a while, but I couldn't calm down. Inadvertently, I saw the prayer beads she gave me on my wrist. I stared at it for a few seconds, pulled it off, and slammed it hard against the front wall. Still passing by, with a bang, the beads scattered and fell to the ground one by one.

In the next few days, the atmosphere between us was very delicate. Every time she wanted to speak to me, I avoided her.

She tried to mention Zheng Yujie several times in front of me, but after I pulled her away, she finally stopped mentioning it.

The relationship between me and her is getting more and more embarrassing. I can't find a reason to approach her, and I even hate her a little, but who knows what I hate.

In order to avoid running into them, I proposed boarding school, and she agreed without thinking twice.

I began to let myself forget her birthday and not give her gifts, but every time she had a birthday, I couldn't help but go home and be with her. I picked up the string of prayer beads one by one and found someone to help her. skewer.

I don't know who I'm angry with, she can't see my likes at all, and even only sees my dislike. I use the rebellious period to be lawless to her, but she is responsive to me. She can give me what I ask. Yes, she will definitely give it to me. Every time I have a birthday, when she gives me a gift, she still doesn’t forget to add a rose to me.

The restlessness of puberty, I love and hate her.

No matter what sentence I see, I think of her.

Later, she opened a shop, and she became more and more busy along the way. Occasionally, I heard that she and Zheng Yujie quarreled again, but no matter how much they quarreled, they did not separate after all.

I tried to stay far away from her, I thought about staying far away from the college entrance examination, but when I got home and saw her, it was useless.

I can't lie to myself, no matter what, I still want to be by her side.

After missing the college entrance examination due to illness, our relationship suddenly became much closer. It even made me feel that we should be like this. There is no one else. Touch my head with a smile and reason with me.

How kind and gentle she is to me, she never scolds me, she just laughs at me when I do wrong things, it doesn't matter if I have poor grades, it doesn't matter if I don't take the college entrance examination, as long as I am happy.

Such a nice person, but she just doesn't like me.

56

After the conflict, I didn't know anything about her, I didn't know her relationship with Zheng Yujie, I didn't know what happened to the house she bought.

After going to university, even though it was close, we went home less and less. We became less and less close, and even just nodded when we went home, and I went back to my own room.

I have been growing up all the way, and so is she. I see that her personality is getting more and more stable, and she is getting more and more beautiful. My liking for her is getting deeper and deeper, so deep that I don’t need to express it, and I understand it.

Finally, the scene of my countless dreams appeared, the kind where they broke up and couldn't get back together.

On the day she broke up, I don't know if she was so sad that she couldn't sleep. I only know that I had insomnia. I thought about a lot of things for several hours in one night.

I am happy for myself, and I am also worried that she is sad. I am thinking about what I should do next. I am afraid of being too hasty and too slow. This news is too sudden. I have no preparations. I want to give her something, I want to do I want to eat with her, I want to watch movies with her, I want to wear everything as a couple with her, I want to do many things with her, I want to hold hands with her, I want to hug her, I want to kiss her, I I want to go to bed with her.

Later, everything was carried out in my efforts. I began to tease her intentionally or unintentionally. I came out to her. I sought help from others without experience. After so many years, my desire seemed to explode suddenly. I wanted to be with her like crazy. She is together.

I think I waited so long, so many years, I should get what I want.

It was the first time for me to take the initiative to contact someone like this. I ignored her avoidance and retreat, and forced her step by step.

My longing frightens even myself.

But fortunately, she accepted me.

Very generous, very clear to accept me.

From that day on, Zhuyan Yihe's other half was also added, and I belonged to Jian Xuqiu.

Chapter 57

So like this, how could I let my mother separate us.

I know that my mother has always been a soft-hearted person, and her understanding of us was only seven years ago.

So after we separated from Jian Xuqiu, I pretended to have broken up, and lived and ate negatively for more than a month, like a wandering ghost at home.

I really missed her, and I was used to sleeping with her every night, so I couldn't stand being alone, so I was in this emotion to make the illusion more real.