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But Shen Juan was still looking forward to it.Looking forward to Gu Shuge's surprised expression tomorrow night, looking forward to her saying yes with a blushing face, looking forward to a day in the future when they will put on wedding rings for each other, looking forward to being with this person for the rest of their lives, never leaving.

She caressed Gu Shuge's face, her eyes fell on her lips, and she kissed her lips like a ghost.

No matter how emotional she was before, she had never overstepped, but tonight, maybe because they will officially become a couple tomorrow, maybe she wanted to do this a long time ago, so she didn't want to wait another day.She couldn't help herself.

When Shen Juan left, he even wanted to wait until later, when Xiao Ge kissed her and blushed and said it was his first kiss, and when she told her what happened tonight, Xiao Ge might be proud of his influence on her.

Then, Shen Juan left the room, closed the door softly, and then thought, then Xiao Ge will definitely show her love to her countless times, showing that her love is definitely not less than her.

Xiaoge is like this, never willing to let her suffer.

The next day was an ordinary-looking fall day.

Shen Juan went to the company early in the morning. She originally wanted to make an appointment and go directly to the restaurant from the company.But that day, no matter how she looked at her clothes, she felt dissatisfied, so she simply put everything back for a day and went home to change.

After she changed her clothes, the restaurant called.

"Miss Shen, I forgot to confirm one thing last night. Can you tell me, what kind of flowers are used for the bouquet at dinner?" The manager hastily confirmed.

Shen Juan was in a dilemma, in her memory, Xiao Ge didn't seem to have a particular preference for flowers.But it was still early, so she simply went to the study, asked the restaurant to send over the alternatives, and carefully selected them.

At that time, she didn't know that these exquisite and gorgeous bouquets had nothing to do with Gu Shuge.The first bouquet of flowers she gave her in this life was four years later in the winter, a bouquet of white jujube cut by herself from the greenhouse and placed beside the pillow of Gu Shuge's body.

She picked it so carefully that she didn't even notice when Gu Yi'an came back.

"What are you looking at?" Gu Yi'an leaned against the door and asked.

Shen Juan was disturbed and was taken aback. Seeing him, she smiled and said, "Come and help me take a look. What kind of flower will Xiao Ge like?"

Gu Zhinan didn't know what kind of flower his sister would like, but he still walked over and planned to pick one for her.But when I saw those pictures on the computer screen, I was dazzled for a while.

"Aren't they all the same?" Gu Zhinan couldn't tell the difference between roses and roses. He didn't know that roses have many colors, and he didn't know that lilacs, lilies, tulips, narcissus and other flowers are different except for their names. .

Shen Juan knew that he shouldn't have hope in him, so he had no choice but to choose by himself.

"The color of tulips is better, and the matching is also good-looking, but it is not suitable for Xiaoge. This narcissus is said to be a newly cultivated variety, and it doesn't even have time to have a flower language. Will using it feel very exclusive?" Shen Juan looked at it , while talking.

After speaking, I didn't hear the voice for a long time, so I couldn't help but looked over in doubt, and saw Gu Yi'an looking at her with a smile, and asked, "Finally can't help it?"

Shen Juan's ears felt hot, he nodded, and before Gu Yi'an teased her, he looked at the screen again, faced the many choices, and said, "It's really distressing."

Gu Yi'an smiled gently.Everything is getting better, and when the group settles down, the three of them will be able to live happily ever after.When he gets married in the future, he will have a few more children, and he can adopt one to Xiaoge.But now that medicine is so advanced, it is not difficult for them to give birth to one by themselves.

Thinking about it this way, the longing for a stable life became even stronger.

Looking at Shen Juan, Gu Yi'an brought up the old matter again, and said with a smile: "Otherwise, you can marry me."

It's not surprising to Shen Juan that he hasn't given up yet. They and the Gu family are all a bit stubborn, but today she just wants to think about the confession at dinner. Her eyes fell on those flowers, and she was still hesitant. She looked helplessly at Gu Yi'an: "Can you Take my troubles seriously?"

Gu Yi'an wanted to persuade her to let go: "I'm serious, I've thought about it for a long time. You marry me, I marry you, this is the best choice."

"Yi An..."

"We are a family. Marrying me just made the relationship more intimate. Nothing else has changed. Think about it, do you reject me?" He continued to persuade.

Shen Juan's attention was all on spending, and she didn't want to be distracted for the time being, but the Gu family's stubbornness would not change her mind easily, so she had to deal with it first, looked at Gu Yi'an, and said, "Let me think about it."

Gu Yi'an was pleasantly surprised, and immediately said: "Then you think about it, if you have the answer, tell me right away, Xiaoge, let me tell you."

Shen Juan was finally able to calm down and choose flowers, she nodded with a smile.

Gu Yi'an still has something to do, so he stood up and left first.

Which one will Xiaoge like?

Shen Juan chose for a long time, and finally chose narcissus, she thought, buy this variety from the breeder, and let Xiaoge do the naming and flower language.

After making her choice, she checked the time, took out her phone, and texted Gu Shuge on WeChat: "Where have you been? Is the road blocked?"

She is also ready to go.

But Gu Shuge did not reply for a long time, which made her a little confused.Xiaoge always responded to her news in seconds, and would not delay unless something happened.

At this time, her class has already finished, did she get caught by something?

Shen Juan was thinking, the phone screen turned on, and there was new news.She opened it to see that it was from Gu Shuge.A few words were simply displayed on the WeChat interface, but Shen Juan was stunned.

"I have something to do, so I won't be coming back." Gu Shuge replied to her.

The picture of the bouquet was still lying on the screen coldly.Shen Juan was a little overwhelmed with reaction, and then a slight disappointment rose from the bottom of his heart.

She is an adult, and she already has the ability to respond calmly in the face of changes.So the disappointment in my heart is only a little bit.

It seems that the confession will be postponed.Shen Juan sighed softly, before she even realized it, the tiny bit of disappointment magnified infinitely, filling her chest.

She has to go and have a look, maybe Xiaoge has finished her work and there is still time?She still wanted to finalize their relationship today.

She thought, stood up, walked out of the house, and drove to school.

She sat in the car and waited outside the school gate for two hours, watching the students coming in and out without blinking.

Of course, it is impossible for a university to have only one door, but Gu Shuge has always only followed this door.Shen Juan gradually panicked, and she didn't know where this panic came from, it seemed to be some kind of premonition produced in her subconscious.

She took out her mobile phone and called Gu Shuge, but no one answered.Shen Juan soon hung up, and continued to stare at the school gate, hoping that Gu Shuge could come out from inside.

She waited for another hour, but Gu Shuge did not show up.

They agreed yesterday, and Xiaoge said that there was a very important surprise for her, and she was looking forward to meeting tonight, so it was impossible for her not to come temporarily.

Even if there is something urgent and you really can't come, Xiaoge will definitely call her and explain to her that it's impossible, it's impossible to just send her a cold message on WeChat that she won't come.

Shen Juan got out of the car and called Gu Shuge again.She has many guesses, but each one is like a short meteor, flashing by.

There was still no one answering. She didn't hang up this time and kept waiting.When it was about to hang up automatically, the call was connected.

There was no one talking.

Shen Juan pursed her lips and called her name: "Xiao Ge?"

no respond.

Shen Juan bit his lower lip, and called again cautiously, this time there was a response.

"En." Gu Shuge's voice came over, soft, like a kitten.

Just hearing her voice, Shen Juan's tight heart relaxed, and she asked with a smile, "Are you done with your work? I'll wait for you outside your school."

Apart from her, Xiaoge only had study matters, so when she said something was going on, Shen Juan would come directly to the school to wait for her.It's just that the school is not long now, so I should be busy with any important things.

She waited for Gu Shuge to answer, but there was silence again.

Shen Juan's smile gradually subsided, she noticed something was wrong, and asked with concern: "Why don't you speak?"

"I..." Gu Shuge said intermittently, "I'm fine."

Shen Juan closed his eyes abruptly, Xiaoge's voice was crying.A picture appeared in her mind. It was the picture of her quietly entering Xiaoge's room last night and kissing her.

Could it be that Xiaoge was awake at that time.

She took a deep breath, forced herself to calm down, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

After a long time there, I replied: "I miss my parents."

This statement is false.Shen Juan didn't need to guess too much to judge, because Xiaoge's tone was hasty and guilty.But before she could say anything else, the call ended.